Ive darkend my heart over the short years ive liveddone way too many drugs that contuine to have an affect on things like my brainas a young fedora i was an blasphemerSuicidal constantlyAdulterer with whores, mostly "massage" places but a few regua

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Christanon 03/08/18 (Thu) 02:24:27 0c195e No.614816

Ive darkend my heart over the short years ive lived

done way too many drugs that contuine to have an affect on things like my brain

as a young fedora i was an blasphemer

Suicidal constantly

Adulterer with whores, mostly "massage" places but a few regualr whores also

Ive been extremly wrathful

Ive been a christian for just under a year and with most of these ive been able to stop myself, but not lust i was doing so well in lent fasting praying almsgiving. But about a week ago i was week and got a "massage" and since I cant stop masturbating, before lent I was doing about once a day or every other day, I dont know how to help myself, im weak

Christanon 03/08/18 (Thu) 05:48:39 9a1387 No.614918

>>614816

Just read your bible every time you get the urge to, worked for me so far. I think it's been a week or so I've stopped counting tbh

Christanon 03/08/18 (Thu) 09:28:57 9f049b No.614990

>>614816

Think to yourself what do you gain by masturbating and extra marital sex? Oh there are no benefits and you are just a slave to an addiction like a heroin shooter. Now just never masturbate, watch porn or fornicate again. You'll feel withdrawal symptoms for 3 weeks but take joy in releasing yourself from the slavery of sin. Afterwards you will have no desire to do it.

Christanon 03/08/18 (Thu) 10:26:42 61a960 No.615003

When you say that you cannot control yourself you choose not to control yourself. I say this not out of condemnation but out of experience. This lent i've been fighting a deep attraction to weed (it sounds embarassing and it is but thats how it be when you come from a family of alcoholics and hate booze) and what I find is that i'll set what almost amounts to a mental gps, determining my path and the excuse for walking in it well before the moment(s) of truth. Maybe I didn't intend l to; maybe I just saw a rut my own feet formed, and maybe that rut is 9 feet deep, but I still chose to go back into it. Stay strong, and remember we have the discord and the nofap thread if you need someone to feels with.

Christanon 03/08/18 (Thu) 14:25:40 bd73d4 No.615092

>>614816

>I dont know how to help myself, im weak

We are all weak, miserable and, indeed, disgusting if we look at ourselves.

But you are on the right path if you're able to admit this in the right way: I used to burn with lust as well, so much I crossed an ocean to have sex with a friend of mine. I am still struggling with furry pornography and masturbation; but I am slowly bettering myself because I am learning to acknowledge all my misery and to forgive myself not because I am worthy of that forgiveness, but because God Himself has forgiven me.

Don't give up; we are flawed and prone to failure, but we have God on our side. And as Paul said: "Si Deus pro nobis, qui contra nos?" (Romans 8:31)