>>612840
They are in 3 pairs (should've written it better).
Desire/pursuit: Wanting anything that isn't wanting to change the past, wanting what's evil, wanting anything but to get closer to God (these constitute desire), actually pursuing or trying to influence any of these things (this is pursuit).
The pursuit does mean that, because I only consider the things of God, and the virtues associated for humans to be good. Anything else is at best a preference (like a warm blanket in the winter, good health, long life, meat and seasonings, etc) but is ultimately indifferent. Those things should be enjoyed as a preference when they come, and not desired at any other time.
Avoidance (better said as aversion)/withdrawing: Having aversion to hardships, having aversion to people, things, situations, death, sickness, poverty (these constitute aversion), and actually attempting to control and "withdraw" from these things (this is withdrawal).
For aversion this relies on my belief that "good" shouldn't be seen as something that you go out and do from a neutral place, and that evil is going out and doing wrong from a neutral place. Instead I see good as the neutral place and the baseline, and evil is the only thing you can do away from it (so there is never celebration for getting over sin, you've just achieved normality for what you're meant to be doing, nothing special). So because of evil being an active deviation from normality, that means that you should never think of a thing that isn't evil, as evil, or negative. Death, sickness, poverty. These are just things that are, and have already been defeated (especially death, BTFO) in Christ. So we shouldn't have a worry about them. They are not a preference of ours, but are indifferent ultimately. And we especially shouldn't try and control situations that are not ours to control and withdraw from them.
That too, you shouldn't be scrupulous, this is falling into desire/aversion, pursuit/withdrawal, all at the same time. And thinking that somehow you can control these things, you should rely on God (we know it is His will for us to be saved) and endure your faults and "victories" (not a victory, you're achieving normality) under His mercy. Being scrupulous is an attempt to take into control what is not yours in the first place.
Distraction/obsession: Forgetting that God sees all, forgetting your faith, forgetting what you are meant to be doing in a moment, ever minding or dwelling on an evil thing (these constitute distraction), being totally absorbed into an evil "image" (which is just an appearance of a situation or thing in life that is nothing), repeatedly trying to get that image (this is obsession).
Distraction is something easily avoided with paying attention to where you are in life, and what you're meant to be doing. Obsession combines every one of the other 5, and is a constant sin. You have completely missed the mark then, and are entirely blinded and deceived in this area.
It is also idolatry, because you have made that thing a god and completely abandoned the true God.