Hello christanons. I wanted to ask you guys on your opinions on suicide and cutting.
When I cut I feel euphoric and it helps me control my emotions and even helps me to fight the urges to take drugs and watch pornography. I'm probably wrong but I don't see anything wrong with doing this from a biblical stand point. The bible does say "And if thy hand offend thee, cut it off: it is better for thee to enter into life maimed, than having two hands to go into hell, into the fire that never shall be quenched" Mark 9:43. Can this mean that it's better to harm my self physically then fall under temptation and sin?
Also do people who commit suicide go to heaven? And is it any worse than other sins to murder yourself? I know I need to trust that God will take me to heaven when its time but I just don't understand why he wants to keep me on earth. I feel like everyday life gets slightly worse. Is killing yourself a worse sin then continuing a life full of sin?
(Just saying I don't think I would ever kill myself and I don't suggest anyone to do so either. I also don't suggest that anyone should cut themselves. Even if it weren't a sin it is still harmful.)