cool.
it's eternal, and it's unimaginable how terrible it is.
>And if your eye causes you to fall into sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into hell, where ‘their worm never dies, and the fire is never quenched.’
the reason Hell is terrible is because the chief punishment of hell is eternal separation from God, in whom alone man can possess the life and happiness for which he was created and for which he longs. That is the chief torment of Hell. and everyone who goes to Hell, chooses to go to hell.
>loving god of the New Testament and is more akin to a sadistic god.
God is infinitely just, while we are wicked evil creatures made by God. We hide to ourselves our deeds so we can live without a heavy conscience and continue our destructive and selfish acts. But God is infinitely merciful and mercy laughs in the face of justice, all we need to do is repent and believe on Christ and we will accept God's mercy He gives freely.
If you offend a stranger it's Ron, if you offend your father who begat and raised you then it's worse, and if you offend your Father in heaven who loves you infinitely from eternity, who created you, who sustains your existence every moment, who bears your insults every day patiently so that you might repent, who sent His only Son so that He could die to redeem you yet you ignored Him so you could do some vanity you won't care about the next day, what punishment do you deserve?