Read the books of Romans in the Bible if you want more info on how christians are to view life. Also see >>>/pdfs/ and start reading on how to be self sufficient so that you can get away from the trap of lamentations 5:1-9
>REMEMBER, O LORD,what is come upon us: consider, and behold our reproach.
>Our inheritance is turned to strangers, our houses to aliens.
>We are orphans and fatherless, our mothers are as widows.
>We have drunken our water for money; our wood is sold unto us.
>Our necks are under persecution: we labour, and have no rest.
>We have given the hand to the Egyptians, and to the Assyrians, to be satisfied with bread.
>Our fathers have sinned, and are not; and we have borne their iniquities.
>Servants have ruled over us: there is none that doth deliver us out of their hand.
>We gat our bread with the peril of our lives because of the sword of the wilderness.
Over three thousand years later and it seems nothing has changed, the thing that hath been, it is that which shall be, so saith ecclesasties 1:9