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b04621 No.562665

I'm depressed, slowly becoming envious of my brother…I never ever felt envy in my life, very little at best.

He learns so easily, while I always struggle: took me years to grasp English; he knows how to write and speak it and also Japanese, can draw very good stuff and has a great imagination. He's also taller and more confident than me, and he's younger than me. I always admired him while all he had for me was criticism and nothing more than having me around as a sidekick.

I am already loosing my faith, all that I want to avoid is even get on a mental war with myself over my brother and our value as individuals. I was a fool to go back to /pol/, that place is poison.

0a0208 No.562675

>internet affects his mental state

The government is about to control what we say and i still couldnt care lol


cc5021 No.562681

no one is as put together as they pretend to be, i am sure he has his own flaws and insecurities.

you definitely need to end this though before it festers and you end up bashing his face in with a rock.

an embarrassing way of going about it would be to confront him with these feelings you have directly.

he might call you a pussy, but he is your brother and wouldn't want you to suffer like this.

i'm sure if the roles were reversed you'd want him to come to you and bring this out in the open, rather than letting him suffer alone.


972326 No.562686

>>562665

Pray that the Lord may enrich the talents which are deep inside you. Every one of us has a special, unique virtue. One that cannot be found inside any other person besides you.


fd0a6d No.562694

Envy is a feminine emotion. Either you're too worried about your brother or there's an underlying reason for this outlet. Just remember that it's important to tell someone verbally, even yourself, what is wrong. The process of articulating is cleansing.


d7ce31 No.562721

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fd0a6d No.562981

>>562721

Is Conan O'Brien Cain?


62a774 No.562989

Even if you were as talented as your brother you would still be jealous of someone else because you have let jealousy become a habit, you view yourself as a victim in life with bad tools and that mentality justified Cain's murder. When god said do better Cain should of took his advice, go for the low hanging fruit and start making your life better by educating yourself and working harder, the worst thing you can possibly do is brood over this, commend your brother to god for his good attributes and thank him for your brother being a good role model.

Remember that if you subtract the gloomy mindset you are in from the negative thoughts of envy you will quickly see they do not have legs to stand on, your misery will paints everything as sincere


2595c9 No.563045

Become better than him at prayer.


d7ce31 No.563049

>>562981

Only the hair. The physique is pure Adam West.


b7f537 No.563104

>>562665

If he has 10 talents and you have 5, use your 5 talents. If you can triple the amount of talents you have when he only doubles it, yes he will have more than you, but many would say that you did a better job


e31479 No.563267

>>562681

I never harm others, only myself. Thanks for the advice.

>>562686

I studied to be a writer…a screen writer. Now all my creativity seems gone. Have tried to learn new languages, but I'm not that good…

>>562694

I suffer from SSA. I was also raped by a guy and that left me…stranded.

>>562721

In his place, I would have thrown the rock on my own face: I never harm others…couldn't even defend myself against my rapist.

>>563104

He has done more than me and he's younger…I feel like a waste of space time and resources when I think to how much my parents did for me. At time I wish I could just send away God and disappear into nothingness.


3dc01a No.568948

>>563267

Stop hanging around your brother. God says flee from sin, it's the only way to beat it. Run away.


0a0208 No.568983

>>563267

you got raped anon?




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