I attended a Latin Catholic mass and went to confession for the first time in my life. The priest was very kind but near the end a sudden urge to vomit overwhelmed me. I began sweating like crazy, cold drops all over my head. Intense nausea was filling me and I had a hard time listening and felt shame just looking at Christ on the cross. He kept talking, I had difficulty staying still, I felt like I was about to vomit all over him. What the fuck? He ended it by blessing me because he could not absolve me, and directed me to the nearest toilet. I observed the eucharist fast so I had nothing really to vomit. I also proceeded to shit horrific diarrhea. I am writing this in the parking lot of the church.
I feel kind of ashamed but the priest was very friendly, he wants me to call him. Anyone experienced something similar?