>>552588
>I was actually raised Missouri Synod Lutheran, so eucharist is pretty important to them, they practice close communion. But I'd almost consider them closer to Catholics than they are to certain protestant denominations (especially Baptists).
yes high lutheran churches are decent, far better than other prot options.
>I was a hardcore materialist/empiricist
some writers that helped me overcome that point of view were Kierkegaard and Guenon, and Frithjof Schuon.
>>552542
>>The apostolic age says the eucharist is spiritual
the apostolic age continued to the early christian age, it didn't just go APOSTOLES -> 1500 AD.
the disciples of the apostles contradict your modernist view.
they thought the bread and wine had a real presence, a mystery, but still not just a metaphor or something to do in "rememberence" – it wasn't pure symbol, hence why early christians universally taught and partook of the sacrament of the eucharist as part of their liturgy. See St Ignatius of Antioch, Justin Martyr, Augustine, Tertullian, the didache, clement, etc
http://www.therealpresence.org/eucharst/father/a5.html#ignatius
While only a few gnostic heretics denied the spiritual presence within the eucharist.