>>562445
A life of prayer of course comes with a life of fasting and a life of penance… They are one and the same thing - humility toward God and a realization that without Him we are nothing and we can do nothing for our salvation.
But it's not like this is a mechanical system, where penance+fasting+prayer=salvation, and a certain dosage of penance, of fasting, and of prayer, give you a certain amount of points toward salvation. As St. Paul points out in 1 Corinthians, the Spirit gives something different to everyone. Allow me to point out that what matters is not how much you pray, or how much you abstain from food, or how strict your penances are, but with how much humility you do these things, which is synonymous with how much love for God you do these things.
You don't need to do something special to pray with intensity and to immerge yourself in God's Spirit - if you are a baptized Christian, I'm sure you can start now, although it might be a bumpy ride if you're not chrismated in the Orthodox Church (but I believe God is merciful nonetheless).
My situation since >>546745 has gotten much worse… While I do think about God constantly, even when I sin, I've been having a hard time gathering the motivation to actually pray, or to fast, and besides I've been doubting certain doctrines of the Orthodox Church - enough to temporarily remove the Orthodox flag, as you can see. I've just been feeling depressed overall.
If you want to learn more about the Orthodox approach to prayer, I suggest taking a look at these:
- Tales of a Russian Pilgrim (in 2 parts)
- The Ladder of Divine Ascent
- The Philokalia (in 4 parts in English, out of 5 - the last one isn't translated yet)
- Of course, the New Testament, but I think you've read it already
But don't try to apply these things to your life if you're not Orthodox - it's very dangerous, at least that's what we believe. We generally abstain from talking about Orthodox spirituality with the non-Orthodox, simply because an Orthodox prayer life must go along with a life within the Orthodox Church and its sacraments, our anchor to prevent us from slipping into pride and delusion. So, if you're not Orthodox, read these works, but with a spirit of curiosity, not with the intent to replicate its teachings without the direction of an Orthodox priest - although I'm sure there are things you can apply to your own prayer life without a problem.