Guys, I must say I feel incredibly guity. I was baptised last Easter after RCIA and very new to the church, but I was a typical /pol/ack, asking too many questions about the world, and finding only anger. Ultimately sharing the extremities which Hitler found. I am not making excuses or playing the victim, but long story short, these opinions I had have resulted in me losing my job. I am now unemployed and feeling sorry for myself.
But there is one thing I finally understand from all this. It is not in men we must place our trust but Christ. It is not my role to fix this world, this world is doomed from the start. Our kingdom is not of this world.
It is something I was missing, something I never fully believed or understood. But now I do. I am arranging the sacrament of reconciliation and take my religion far more seriously than I previously did, which resulted in me heading down the dark roads.
Anyway, you can shout at me for being a retard in the first place but this lesson has made me a stronger believer than I wasbefore, and I believe this too be a good thing.