same boat OP, just moved back from *redacted* and put my entire life on hold to come back and help out.
Turns out things went to shit since I was away, there aren't even TV channels anymore, shit is way more expensive, everyone is cucked.
I've got no idea what 's going on anymore.
also:
>china
I tried living there but the people drove me around the bend, it's not that I didn't like em, but everything there was fucked in a way I couldn't deal with.