/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

>>77835 (OP)

I recognize that plushy!

I've been in the cycle. buy a bunch of diapers, wear and use them every week for a month or two and then nothing. Absolute bust with no intention of restocking or anything.

I'm gonna get some soon because I'm finally going to have a good chunk of time alone

>>77837

Yay I was hoping someone would remember her!

I purged really hard. Left a bunch of servers and unfriend a bunch of people

Even deleted all my porn

Now that I'm back I wanna just get involved and contribute again

Ps told my little plushy that she's famous and she's very happy to hear it

>>77840

Definitely experienced the cycle. Binged and purged constantly throughout my teens: binging then getting worn out with trying to hide things and giving up for a while. Then the urge always came back and I would binge again.

Now I’m my mid twenties I’ve changed perspective a bit and just accept I’ll always have these feelings and that having something like this to enjoy is a positive thing. Like, I’m lucky that something so simple and harmless makes me happy. It can definitely cause a bit of anxiety about discovery and I still go through cycles --- just not as harsh as before.

I’d definitely recommend trying to recognize your cycles and have a safe place to put stuff away when you’re not feeling it so you don’t have to waste a bunch of money throwing stuff away.

>>77873

>I’d definitely recommend trying to recognize your cycles and have a safe place to put stuff away when you’re not feeling it so you don’t have to waste a bunch of money throwing stuff away.

This is great advice. I regret getting rid of a lot of things I've purged on various occasions. It would have been better to have a chest or locker that I could lock up in a closet or something and then hide the key in some out-of-the-way place. Though if I did that, I would feel guilty even just having the stuff around to begin with. Neither option is easy.

We’ve all experienced that post-orgasm shame. Because I wet my bed I never tossed everything, but I did toss the most babyish stuff a few times.

Now I have sex with my girlfriend, and sometimes, immediately afterwards, she’ll change me. Being comfortable in your own skin makes a huge difference. I’m sure alot if closet gays in the past went through the same self-hate after blowing a load