Anyone here ever try mixing this fetish with weed before? I did the other night and it was an… experience.
Ok, lemme set up my predicament real fast. So I still live at home, hoping to move out in the next two years, and with my general paranoia with my family I don't trust myself to hide actual diapers around the house. Instead, my method is to just take a small, thick blanket and fold it up so it just fits around my crotch and then hold it there with boxer briefs (tucking in the legs of course). The outcome is a really comfortable, thick pseudo-diaper with little to no sound but, since it isn't the real thing, it leaves much to be desired. Can't exactly mess in these things and I can only piss when I know I'll have enough time to clean the blanket. Been doing this since I was maybe 13 or 14 so after this long my desire for the real shit is STRONG.
On the other hand: weed. A few weeks ago I made some edibles with a friend and they were, well, potent. The other night I decided to eat a piece and, when I went to bed, I put on one of my pseudo-diapers. Now, I'm sure plenty of you already know that jacking it normally while high is an enlightening euphoria, but it did not compair to what I went through. Of course, I also had some really nice music playing while I did this, which definitely helped a lot, but it was still more surreal then anything I've been through before. At one point I had my arm up behind my head and had my thumb stroking my forehead while I went at it. Felt like someone else was sitting just above me tenderly holding my head while I enjoyed my diaper. It felt 100% real even though I knew it was my arm. Shit like that was happening all god damn night. Honestly, if you haven't done this, I 100% recommend it.
Anyone else have any good stories?