>>24284
part 5
There's been many other insane things I've lived through as well.
I got really off subject there.
But yea, the shadow man came for me one night. He took me and I disappeared for an entire day of my life. That event has caused me to start thinking about a lot of other experiences from my life that I luckily started getting lots of information about. My reality is completely shattered at this point. Not even joking. I know the events that happened to me are real. And if they're not, then I'm full blown fucking insane. But other people have also witnessed some of these events. Or can otherwise verify other ones. No one was there for the night I disappeared though. It waited till my family was gone for that.
Another night, it was actually the first night I had spent in my new apartment, this was a year or so before the shadow man event. I was laying in bed, and I was sleeping. When all of a sudden, and if this was a dream then was one of the most intense and realistic dreams int he history of man, but a hand came through the middle of my mattress, it grabbed my hand and started pulling me down into my bed. I fought it and tried not to get pulled under. It was relay pulling me in. I woke up with a broken thumb, no shit, I couldn't even pop it without massive pain for almost two years. It still fucking hurts when I try to pop it sometimes and it was 5 years ago! It pulled my fucking hand so hard it completely fucked my hand up. Right where the thumb meets with the rest of the hand is where it actually got hurt, to be specific.
I don't know if it's a government program, demon/angel type of thing, a combo of both, or if despite some of the evidence having been observed by others, I'm full blown insane, and have been for my entire life.
I feel like I'm special though(so much of this also happens to be signs of schizophrenia). Like I do have some kind of purpose. And that I'm being saved for a later purpose that hasn't happened yet. I think that's why I've survived so many NDEs, and why I've gotten lucky over all, even when my luck is bad, I get lucky and don't have to spend my entire life in prison, or I didn't die in a suicide attempt, or I didn't die in a drowning, or I didn't die in a honest to God hand to hand fight over an AK, or I didn't die when crashing my car at over 120 mph with no seat belt on, and etc, and etc, and etc. I always come out fine.
I also feel like I'm special because of the GATE classes. Weird things happen in my life. Weird coincidences. When I think things they seem to happen. And it seems to happen a lot. I think a song and it comes on. I think of a person and they call me. I think of a specific phrase and the movie I'm watching says it. All kinds of stuff. A friend made fun of me for going crazy and getting in a shooting, and lo and behold, I decided in my mind that he deserved the same fate as me, and I shit you not, the mother fucker went full blown crazy, wife left him, took the kids, he went crazy and tried to kill himself, even got involved in a shooting. He went through the same thing I had gone through. Police SWAT team coming in and taking him away and everything. Just like me. What are the fucking odds that that would happen to two such close people in a quiet little well to do suburb like we live in.
I don't even really remember what my point was anymore. I just wanted to share my experience with the shadow being and I spilled spaghetti everywhere.