3b72ec No.15901944
>gift some friends some games from their wishlists
>bought another friend smash and a pro controller
>steam gift some games to some other friends
>nobody has played them any longer than 20 minutes within the past two weeks
Holiday disappointment general I guess.
42df0f No.15901958
>>15901944
oh my god if I was gifted smash I'd have hours in that shit, especially a pro controller. you're a good person, bro
df8ea9 No.15901959
>give things to retards
>be disappointed
your own fault faggot, should have kept the money and gotten a bunch of nice stuff for yourself
53eebd No.15901966
>>15901944
hopefully theyre just busy doing christmas shit.
ec03b7 No.15901967
>Bought friend a Cooking pot and a cookbook and gifted it to him on the 15th
>He's made like 5 things with it already
>4/5 of them were good
942367 No.15901970
>having friends
Reported
Get the fuck out normalfag
c2e75a No.15901978
You have shit taste in games. You should have gifted them COD IIII and Fortnite cash.
abb47c No.15901985
>>15901978
>no Radical Height$ Radical Cash
Do you even game?
3c4f2e No.15901989
that's what you get for being an absolute waste of oxygen faggot who buys shit from steam for his normalfag so called """friends""". kill yourself and check these dubs, bitch.
0ce754 No.15902020
>>15901989
While I agree steam is cancer you have no dubs to check.
6cc5ca No.15902066
im spending my christmas alone because ive got to make up for the power outages and constantly working full time to try and finish up this internship test, which has been a real mess so far. nothing i am making is turning out decent
also i just dont want to see my family because i dont need to be constantly put down while they brag about my sibling being hot shit, when they're doing worse than i am
6f1701 No.15902096
>>15902020
>000
Nice trips, checked
f9f776 No.15902103
I won't be paid until the 28th, so I won't even have a Christmas this year OP.
ed0649 No.15902111
>>15901944
What the fuck did you think was going to happen?
4d3a5f No.15902119
>Steam users
>playing games
Did you expect anything less?
that aside to the kind-hearted fag who gifted me E.Y.E. i haven't forgotten and I will play and finish it even though I hate Steam
ae3442 No.15902121
809ea4 No.15902134
>make a custome MAME setup with real deal arcade sticks
>literally nobody to play it with
>tfw 6 player XMEN never ever
ec4617 No.15902446
>Buying people things
It's your own fault.
9e9b12 No.15902461
>>15901944
Meanwhile I'm on the couch with my brother and my girlfriend, going hard af on a 50-in-1 plug n' play. That's all ya need niggy.
170c5f No.15902468
>>15902461
need pics of gf feet
d636fb No.15902479
I hate gift giving, it's really hard to get something someone likes.
bddfb7 No.15902489
>>15902461
Post pics of your brother
3d6dae No.15902545
>>15901944
You got memed by the Jews, son. People don't really feel that kind of shit. They're pretending. They don't want to give or receive anything, like every other fucking day.
Treat it like Halloween. Maybe you give out some low commitment trash, like a candy bar or donuts.
3d6dae No.15902553
>>15902545
Emphasis on maybe. Don't force people to walk around with a fucking donut in their hand or a candy bar in their pocket because you're an insistent nigger.
408a24 No.15902555
>>15901944
>got PS4
<no games
not surprised, but it is disappointing
a3fc5d No.15902748
They may just not have time or interest in playing a lot of games. I wouldn't take it personally. Other than Smash I haven't played another game for more than a few hours in over a year, and the last one I bought before it was Mario Odyssey. Schoolwork just takes too much time and I haves other things I'm doing.
d32992 No.15902843
I bought everyone in my family about $60 worth and sent my friend a package of all the stupid little crap I've collected through the year because I thought he'd like it. I don't care what I get in return because I just buy everything I want. Just got a new 4K TV and smash looks amazing on it but my PC looks even better.
Anyway nothing truly makes me happy anymore because I'm gonna be a wizard in a couple months and I've reached the point where I don't even glance at 3D women because I just assume nothing will come of interacting with them due to my autism. I've been living alone for years now and it feels like nothing in life matters unless you have someone around to share it with, but I never will.
I was in Lowe's the other day and bought a propane torch refill for melting ski wax, and the cashier (cute girl) looked really bored and tried to strike up a conversation by asking if I welded professionally. I weld for hobby work, but you don't use a propane torch for welding anyway, you use oxy/acetylene or mapp if you're a cheap fuck. And that's only if you're doing old-school welding instead of using electricity like everyone does now, so it's a strange uneducated question to ask when someone is just buying propane. Unless she meant soldering, like the big stuff for plumbing, and said welding instead, but that would still illustrate that she doesn't really know what she's talking about.
A few years back I might have stood there for a few minutes explaining this stuff, but I've been told I come off as arrogant and derogatory when I try to educate people, so I just stopped talking unless it was necessary so I wouldn't seem like an asshole. And as such, I simply replied to her, "oh this is for melting wax, not welding" and grabbed my bags and left.
When I got home I saw she drew a little happy face on my receipt and wondered how much she wanted the conversation I didn't give her. Maybe she was interested in learning and didn't know where to start and this was a good opportunity. Maybe she liked me and was trying to get my attention. It doesn't matter anyway, I would have just made her feel dumb like the other people who got mad at me in the past when I explained things to them.
d636fb No.15902868
>>15902843
>I was in Lowe's the other day and bought a propane torch refill for melting ski wax, and the cashier (cute girl) looked really bored and tried to strike up a conversation by asking if I welded professionally
Nigger, you're already more interesting then me. I've not gotten a single look, smile or greeting from any woman.
>When I got home I saw she drew a little happy face on my receipt and wondered how much she wanted the conversation I didn't give her
Now you fucked up. I hate people just as much as you but damn, I at least have a soft spot for friendly strangers I'll humor them and autistically try to respond to them.
d32992 No.15902920
>>15902868
I could talk for hours about metallurgy, car mechanics, and etc. But I learned years ago that nobody gives a fuck about the things I like and it's not worth opening my mouth. Either they know nothing about my hobbies and their eyes glaze over when I get deep into the topic, or they are also interested in these things but they're a dumb macho redneck who takes it as a personal attack when I disagree with them on some mundane shit that isn't worth a fight if you're not a violent drunk piece of white trash. So I keep to myself and close the garage door when I work and don't bother anyone with my information and/or opinions that they don't want.
The Lowe's girl is an unfortunate casualty of this attitude, but someone actually trying to initiate a conversation with me (as opposed to me starting it with them) is so rare it doesn't even register with me. And there's always the possibility she was just using her feminine wiles to try to get me to fill out the survey about what a good cashier she is.
abb47c No.15903010
>>15902920
You can always go back to Lowes to buy something and talk to her again.
438649 No.15903023
>>15902920
Honestly, I think the issue is that you're trying to explain anything to these people.
It's like when people ask you "what show should I watch". 90% of the time, they don't really give a shit about your opinion, and will stuff that in their backlog.
All they want to do is have a chat. You don't even need to talk about welding. All you have to do, literally, is just pop some shitty joke and have a small casual talk. The question is just a springboard.
d1c1e4 No.15903042
>>15901944
>Gifted my sister a guitar for her birthday
<she breaks it
>Gifted my sister gold/emerald earrings for xmas
<she loses them
>Gifted my sister a gold necklace for xmas
<she loses it
>Gifted my sister a 3DS for her birthday
<she loses it and attempts to steal mine
I'm convinced shes secretly a crack addict and I stopped buying her expensive shit about 2 years ago. Next time spoil yourself anon.
9f2b58 No.15903050
>>15903042
>>Gifted my sister a guitar for her birthday
What kind of guitar? Why didn't you just keep it and learn to play?
d1c1e4 No.15903073
>>15903050
>What kind of guitar? Why didn't you just keep it and learn to play?
It was an Ashton acoustic, similar to pic related. I have crooked pinky fingers and could never hit the cords right. If I was to learn any instrument it would be the violin or piano but both are expensive and time consuming.
>>15902545
>Maybe you give out some low commitment trash, like a candy bar or donuts.
Surprise donuts would make a pretty nice gift tbh
9f2b58 No.15903084
>>15903073
I know nothing about violin but doesn't the other hand also need to hit chords much like a guitar? I know violins do not have frets but your other fingers need to stop the strings still
>or piano
Believe my, once you get into anything past beginner stuff you will need to stretch your fingers to hit more complex chords in given octaves. You just need to learn to practice. Nobodies fingers are "too crooked" for any instrument, thats quitter talk. People have learned to play guitar with nothing but their feet
f8bc74 No.15903121
>>15902843
>>15902920
Perhaps the reason you're going to be a wizard is simply because of how you react to the prospect of conversation in general. >>15903023 makes a good point, most people honestly don't care, they just want a conversation about anything really. When I worked in retail I would talk to any customer about anything if I had the spare time. One time a guy taught me how to use the remote function on my S5 I didn't even know fucking existed. Another time I talked to an old dude who turned out to be a retired ATF guy ironic because I was high as kite when I was talking to him. Another time I talked to the local acid guy who tripped himself stupid. Talked to me for about half an hour about the South African drums festival happening at the local Kroger's.
My point is even if they don't seem to be interesting at first, a simple conversation can end up in either a funny story or a fucking blumpkin on the toilet with a pastrami sandwich. You'll never know if you don't try.
83d7fc No.15903164
>>15902843
You're going to wizard because you still hold value to those people's perception of you. Have you tried being more charismatic?You can be a lovable asshole, you know.
83d7fc No.15903170
>>15903121
>Another time I talked to the local acid guy who tripped himself stupid. Talked to me for about half an hour about the South African drums festival happening at the local Kroger's.
That sounds like a funny conversation.
2a2324 No.15903173
>not spending time with your family
The fuck is wrong with you?
c196e5 No.15903174
>>15902920
>But I learned years ago that nobody gives a fuck about the things I like and it's not worth opening my mouth
Holy shit I know this feeling. Every time I'm with other people, whether at work or family/holidays/whatever, I just end up sitting there saying nothing the whole time because I don't know what to say about some old relative's new job/wife or some festival or what happened somewhere.
I struggle to make any kind of conversation with people because my field of knowledge is in technical/computer stuff. As soon as the topic comes to that I could talk forever, but I can just tell the atmosphere getting heavy around me with every word because nobody else understands or gives a shit about it, and it ends with "right"s and "yeah"s and a smooth escape from the topic to something completely different. Even when people pretend to care and ask me what I do on the computer and in the rare case even want to see, they don't have anything to say about it and seem almost disappointed to find out it wasn't an AAA videogame and don't actually understand any of it. Once upon a time my mom visited me and I ended up showing a game prototype I had been working, and she just sat there blankly without saying a word, and the topic was swiftly dropped as if never brought up. I tried my best to avoid the technical aspects of it and relate it to videogames in general and reference other videogames or what it might become or who might care but none of it is any use.
The only way to make conversation is to talk about the prospects of making money with technology, completely separated from what it would actually involve, and I don't know shit about making money besides the fact that you need to be lucky and make the right thing in the right time and place. And EVEN THEN you need to separate the topic from WHY it would make money, they don't understand what those things are used for or why people want them or what would make them appealing. It's a situation where I don't have anything to say about anything they say, and they don't have anything to say about anything I say, we're incompatible as human beings.
I'm literally the only computer guy I know of all the people I've ever known, I've learned that the best thing for everyone is for me to go along to whatever family bullshit they want me to without questioning it, and whenever they turn my way I should try to dismiss the topic it as nothing interesting to end the conversation.
To make matters worse my personality is completely different from anyone I know aswell. Basically I seem to be the only one with a passion. Everyone else does things for the sake of money so they can buy things and go on vacations or whatever, while I do things that I love to do. Frankly I don't give a shit about money as long as I can afford what I need and do what I like to do. I'm the only one with ambitions and dreams beyond "become rich whatever the means".
TL;DR just end my fucking life.
e7a31b No.15903176
I had surgery on my nose and felt so shit all week I can't even play video games cause the screen is too bright and my head hurts too much even if it's on the darkest setting. Fug. I also don't got anyone to give me a blowjob.
83d7fc No.15903178
>>15903174
Is there any way to move out of that environment?
Sounds like you just need a change of scenery imo
or hang out with like minded individuals?
abb47c No.15903180
>>15903073
Homemade donuts would be the shit.
c196e5 No.15903196
>>15903178
I could move where ever I wanted to, but I don't have a clue how to meet people, let alone likeminded individuals. Plus I'd need to find a new job if I did that and my current job is pretty good for me.
4598e1 No.15903204
>put over 10 hours into half the games installed on pc right now
>can't be arsed to finish them
>55 hours into Subnautica (2nd playthrough) and still can't finish the game
>current cpu bottlenecking my pc pretty harshly intel pentium G4500
>can't afford an upgrade
>didn't get the paycheck for November
>don't know what to get my family for christmas other than jewelry
>had a dream about parents getting shot in front of an inside out brahmin in a wild west shed full of bicycles
>mixed feelings about them being dead, thinking this can finally motivate me to either become a productive member of society and taking care of my little brother or killing myself
>nobody wants to come over to my place for a new years eve party
>nobody invited me anywhere either
abb47c No.15903206
>>15903196
Sadly, the some of the people on 8chan have been the most like-minded people I've met. Too many normalfags tainted in some way or another, blinded to how our nations are dying.
83d7fc No.15903262
>>15903196
You can meet people online through forums anon and then talk yourself into getting IRL friends. I am in a similar boat as you except when it comes time to meet IRL I usually just ghost people.I deleted an account of mine despite having daily conversations with a few interesting people across the pond. It's a quite sad thought about how right now I could be developing a bond with people from other countries and hang out with them exploring their place, but I am just in my room wasting time.
>>15903204
>don't know what to get my family for christmas other than jewelry
Just give them money, it's the best present since they could spend it on something they personally enjoy. I had participated in a secret santa once which resulted in me getting a big watch. I just wanted money.
>finally motivate me to either become a productive member of society and taking care of my little brother or killing myself
What do you mean by this? You're already a productive member of society, you have a job which means you're paying taxes. You don't have to go to the weekly community meetings to be a productive member. You're already doing enough.
>nobody wants to come over to my place for a new years eve party
Fuck them, Do you have any goals? Focus on that instead. It's all mindset focusing on these negatives will just make you feel down.
>nobody invited me anywhere either
Learn to be comfortable alone and get new people to shoot the shit with.
fb309a No.15903270
>>15903262
Only jews and poor people are glad to receive something as half-assed and unthoughtful as cash as a present.
83d7fc No.15903292
>>15903270
its the safe thing to do when you don't know shit about the person you're giving a present to.
4598e1 No.15903296
>>15903262
> you have a job
I have a part time job which doesn't pay enough for me to live independently and that paycheck is for a job I quit at the end of November.
I'd rather work at that factory again rather than with those rednecks in a failing business with an overconfident boss.
I do have a backup plan to just sit with a buddy of mine and play PS3 together like we did last year. It was comfy.
60b8c9 No.15903302
>>15903270
>accepting presents
Get the fuck out of here Chr*stcuck your nigger holiday is an absolute joke.
969558 No.15903305
>>15903270
please tell us about all the shitty gifts your half nigger 56% family bought for you, amerimutt
fb309a No.15903312
>>15903292
Unless you are significantly wealthier than the recipient, only thoughts some cash is going to evoke is that you are a lazy shit and/or never gave a fuck about the recipient in the first place. Why would you even be giving presents to people you don't, and can't be bothered to, know?
010b1f No.15903322
>>15903270
This to be honest. What's even worse are these gift cards which are like money, but worse since you can only spend them in one store.
60b8c9 No.15903323
>give gash as givt :::::——-DDDDDDDDDD
<get gash as givt ;;;;;;;-D
bay your daxes now god goy ::::::::::-DDD
e4c590 No.15903327
>Cant find a download or torrent of madness project nexus 2 anywhere
No friends, no family, im a mute but atleast I got the metal slug collection and Timesplitters 2 to play during christmas.
3b9a00 No.15903355
>friends buy you a switch with smash and pokemon let's go just so you can join them
I really hope they arent just gonna release a better version of the switch or flat out a new console sopn
d56842 No.15903396
>Holiday disappointment
basically every christmas, then.
Not expecting anything good this christmas and all I want is mom back.
9d5449 No.15903412
>>15903270
This. I'm a poorfag who's never made more than 16k in a year. I'd rather just get money because people never buy me shit I care about anyways.
631d72 No.15903426
>went christmas shopping with mom yesterday
>bought way too much food for the two of us
>might end up going to aunt's and uncle's place for Christmas for a big family thing
>uncle is a godlike cook and always makes too much food
>going to end up obliterating myself into fat oblivion either way you spin it
>childhood friends forgot about me years ago because I wouldn't play league of legends with them
>only remaining friends are either going somewhere with their family for New Year's or are going to get wasted with someone else
Looks like it's vidya and mongolian tapestry forums for New Year's again.
9d5449 No.15903433
>>15903355
Bad news, they're working on a revised model. It will probably be out around next Christmas.
76c894 No.15903440
>>15903433
More like his parents are working on a better revised model of him
3b9a00 No.15903442
>>15903433
I read somewhere that it will be a cheaper mobile only console.
f85b97 No.15903491
>>15902843
Embrace waifuism. She is out there waiting for you, just make yourself available.
>>15903174
There is no point in trying to talk to normalfags about anything of importance.
081092 No.15903514
not disappointed with gifts, just disappointed there is no snow.
did get one of those 4ft arcade things and I am gonna mod the shit out it. I guess the stock sticks are a huge disappointment.
081092 No.15903518
>>15902134
may you OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! in peace
3b72ec No.15903783
>>15901966
>>15902748
I'd accept that if I didn't see them online every day, and they talk to me about shit that they did in Madden or WoW or some shit.
It's worse because I got them those games because they went "omg I want to play this!", so I figured I'd get them sometime nice and something that they'd want to play and enjoy for hours on end. Not play for 20 minutes and then toss aside to never be touched again.
My own fucking fault I guess.
d32992 No.15903831
>>15903010
True enough
>>15903023
>the issue is that you're trying to explain anything to these people.
>>15903121
>Perhaps the reason you're going to be a wizard is simply because of how you react to the prospect of conversation in general.
Well, I am literally autistic. I've never been able to tolerate small talk. I want to learn something or teach something when having a conversation. It's like when people talk about the weather, who cares? We all have a widget on our phone that tells today's weather at a glance. Maybe if there's flooding or black ice or something you should spread that info around for safety, but if it's just normal rain or heat or cold, don't even bring it up. Yup, sure is hot/cold/moist. Life goes on unaffected because we'll spend the next 8 hours under a climate controlled roof. I get that small talk is an ice breaker and not the main conversation, but "the main conversation" never materializes when others talk to me.
I start conversation all the time but I have goals when I do. Like I ask other mechanics about the tools and techniques they use, to improve my own if possible. When other people talk to me first, they just want to brag about some shit in their personal life or waste time yammering about nothing of substance. They're talking at me, not to me. They just feel an urge to talk and I happened to be the closest person.
In my ideal relationship, we could cut out the bullshit and sit for hours enjoying each others company without saying a single unnecessary word. But I know women don't work that way so I stopped chasing them.
>>15903491
I have a waifu and spend an embarrassing amount of money on her merch/shrine but I limit the /a/ style candlelit computer monitor dinners to big holidays so it won't lose the special feeling.
>>15903174
This guy gets it.
f85b97 No.15903880
>>15903831
Nothing to be embarrassed about as long as you can afford it.
eda2d5 No.15903904
>>15903831
>Well, I am literally autistic.
That stuff you mentioned…is that autistic? I'm that way too, I never thought it's autistic.
d32992 No.15903923
>>15903904
>I never thought it's autistic.
You're here aren't you?
8f605a No.15903986
>>15903831
> they just want to brag about some shit in their personal life or waste time yammering about nothing of substance. They're talking at me, not to me. They just feel an urge to talk and I happened to be the closest person.
>In my ideal relationship, we could cut out the bullshit and sit for hours enjoying each others company without saying a single unnecessary word. But I know women don't work that way so I stopped chasing them.
I don't think there is a "perfect" relationship to waltz into and live happily ever after. But there was a chick who was wanting to talk to you and give you the chance with the smiley face on the receipt and starting up the conversation herself. That is an indication a lot of men will not get in a lifetime. By the fact of you mentioning this online on a "holiday disappointment" thread you see yourself that this is a missed opportunity that you could have built up into something more. Also the fact that you wrote a paragraph long post shows you wanted someone to read it, take in what you said, and respond honestly to what you said as well, with some expected (you)s you get on the site. It is definitely gonna take longer then a talk at the checkout to see if someone is in sync with you and that she is the one even though you think she is stupid(which gives you a better shot for roping someone into a relationship). I would say that you shouldn't give up on society because you are a part of it and go for that hoe. Aim for the cash register she is at the next time you need a propane take refill and start up a converstion again. If you fail, you fail and can everyone here all women are whores but we need more men like you to succeed then have the mentally impotent take over society forever.
Basically giving up and dwelling in apathy and hopelessness doesn't make life outside the chans and conversations inside the chans good.
>>15903904
>>15903923
Psychology and Society has altered that term to mean "anything not socially acceptable". Sure d32992 could be but there could be other factors that you are not.
3021f9 No.15903991
>making friends with stupid people that can't appreciate things
Your own fault, anon.
4d3a5f No.15903993
>>15902134
You can't emulate friends faggot :^)
eae1df No.15904039
I live in a unit with 2 mates who are doing stuff for Christmas, both are visiting their parents for a Christmas dinner however my mother has schizophrenia and out of my other 3 siblings 2 I've lost contact with and the other one i know of moved to South Africa to live with a nigger, but having no commitments no worries certainly puts your mind at ease it will make it easier to work on my game in the meantime, might just have a wank make some good food for myself and watch some clone wars (3d, tv series).
On a brighter note my mate said he got me a present for my birthday (Christmas eve) so i can enjoy that, remember /v/irgins depression is just the mindset of a defeatist
6cb83c No.15904043
>>15902920
I've been disappointed in humanity for a long time now, kind of have the same mentality as you where I don't even want to bother with people. Most of this is because, as you said everyone is some sort of fake faggot that never really cares to listen. It's why I'm so massively disappointed, because I try the opposite. I love to hear about others hobbies, and unlike the average fag whose eyes glaze over, I genuinely mean it when I ask about someone's interest. In hindsight I'm the only person like that I have ever known in my life; maybe I'm an exception but everybody should be like that FUCK. The amount of people I know are actual genuine people who I can consider real friends I can count on one hand. Humanity is just not fucking worth it. The few and far between that are worth the ground the stand on are vastly outnumbered by the trash that contaminate the earth. I fucking hate humans. The worst part is I won't ever change my way of being, regardless of how much I hate my neighbor I will always treat them like a good friend. Anyways I went largely off topic but I just wanted to let you know anon that I, for one, would genuinely want to talk to you and hear you explain stuff to my stupid ass.
Pic related, it's literally me.
f45167 No.15904074
>>15901967
>cooking pot
One of those pressure cookers that are the tightest shit right? You're a good friend.
8f605a No.15904084
>>15904039
>and out of my other 3 siblings 2 I've lost contact with and the other one i know of moved to South Africa to live with a nigger, but having no commitments no worries certainly puts your mind at ease
I just lost a family member to suicide this year because of thinking that "Oh he lost contact with us. He'll be fine on his own!" mentality. I apparently have a family history of mental illness and this has been going on an avoided until shit like this happens. Make sure you call your family and tell them you love them, You never know when it's the last time. I regret that.
>remember /v/irgins depression is just the mindset of a defeatist
There's a little more to it than that.
>>15904043
>remember /v/irgins depression is just the mindset of a defeatist
There's a little more to it than that.
I would say that people on the forefront are apathetic to the globalist takeover and that they will be willfully ignorant to the multiple redpills you give them. It's not popular nowadays to have a conservative opinion so it takes time for a person to open up to you to show an opinion that is not "socially acceptable" yet totally fucking true.
>Humanity is just not fucking worth it. The few and far between that are worth the ground the stand on are vastly outnumbered by the trash that contaminate the earth. I fucking hate humans.
Humanity is worth it as it is humans you are talking to on a board made by humans. You are not the only one.
>The worst part is I won't ever change my way of being, regardless of how much I hate my neighbor I will always treat them like a good friend.
I don't know your situation but that is on you to change. You are the change in life you can be.
6cb83c No.15904139
>>15904084
You missquoted me pal. I don't agree that depression is a mindset as I've personally gone through it myself. In any case
>be the change
No, maybe you misunderstood me but I mean to say I'm always going to try to be a good person regardless of how hollow and broken I may be inside.
>this board
This is what I mean by the far and few. We are an extremely small minority, but yeah I consider mostly everyone that comes here to have the same degree of self awareness as me. I value that a lot. Still, we are humans and I know we all fail. I'm not even exempting myself, rather I am very critical of myself. No one is truly good. Diogenes was right. I have disdain for humanity because of this.
76d746 No.15904470
>>15901944
Sad to hear about you anons. Try getting into a club of some kind related to a hobby you are interested in, that leads to acquaintances which can be leveled up into friends. Good luck and Merry Christmas.
bcf72c No.15904493
>>15902134
I'd play with you, dear anon, but I live on a third world shithole in South America. Hope you the best on this holidays.
57db41 No.15904505
>>15902134
>In college with 3 roommates
>One of them gets income by swindling people with shitty magic cards
>Buys an arcade stick controller, downloads MAME and a giant archive of every arcade game since the late 70s
>We put the controller on a tiny IKEA table and play shit erry day
Good times.
69874b No.15904519
This is my first Christmas without being on-call or working. I think I'm going to do some family stuff, and if I'm lucky get hugs from a really, really, really tall chick.
boy oh boy.
7026df No.15904554
>>15904519
>tall chick
H-how tall, anon?
f0987c No.15904706
>>15902103
>christmas is about money
Fucking jew.
4598e1 No.15904755
>>15904706
I know, right?
Christmas is about giving the jews your money!
c598e2 No.15904759
>gift a friend some cooking potware and copy a recipe he really liked into a nice notebook for him
>he tried to cook it
>burnt it so bad it was inedible and the pan was destroyed
2ba597 No.15904763
>>15902843
Go back there, buy something else welding related and strike up a conversation with her.
If she responds well, then ask her if she'd want to get a drink after her shift.
Think about it anon, what's the worst that could happen? She says no and you're back to square one anyway. You've got nothing to lose. Think of it as practice if nothing else. Stop wallowing and have more respect for yourself.
bcf72c No.15904825
>>15902920
Actual human beings are attracted by passion, ambition and thirst for knowledge (if she was cute with you, the "good looks" part is already covered). Even if she doesn't know about your hobbies, hearing a passionate person talking about them makes the actual topic interesting. Go talk to her again and invite her to a drink or something. The worst thing that could happen is rejection, and that's better than a "What if I didn't fuck it up" living in your head rent free.
>Autistic expert in car mechanics and metallurgy
Get hired by a team designing an F-Zero styled game please
5dba40 No.15904826
>>15904825
passion =/= autism though.
d0eb2a No.15904830
>>15904706
It is, really. The only time it hasn't been was when it was Yuletide and Pagan.
bcf72c No.15904843
>>15904826
They often coincide, anon.
5dba40 No.15904865
>>15904843
No one's inspired by Chris-chan's passion for Sonic though.
5285a8 No.15904894
>>15902103
Christmas is about being together with your friends and family anon, not about receiving. Unless you don't have a family, in which my apologies anon.
bcf72c No.15904955
>>15904865
I really wish that was true
f0987c No.15905125
>>15904830
>>15904755
Or you can be normal and just hang out with your family and have a good time for free. It will be worth more than any stupid product you could get.
31f7ec No.15905146
>My birthday and christmas occur on the same month
>Winter is usually a happy time for me
<Been struggling with IBS since July
<Doctors are unable to help me
<Outbreak of flu hits my city
<Doctor sent me to the emergency room based on a false alarm blood pressure scare
<Raised my anxiety levels significantly
<Now beginning to have a repeat of the anxiety and depersonalization hell I went through two years ago
<IBS making it so I can't eat anything without some sort of GI pain
<Starting to feel flu-like symptoms
<Can't do anything to enjoy the holiday but lie in bed and wait patiently for death
I fucking hate my life.
80091c No.15905202
>>15905146
>IBS problems.
Anon I can fucking help. First up cut out wheat seriously that shit can cause it to flare up and eat some ginger every few days. Now here is the science part and its the grosses part but this is the big one.
Get a clove of garlic stick holes in it. Put that in water leave it over night. Drink the water the next day.
DO THIS SHIT EVERY DAY
Seriously that controls it.
4688c3 No.15905224
>>15905202
How many holes we talking? Pin holes?
5c24fa No.15905269
>bought little sister a couple games I know she'll like, actually excited to give them to her
>find out she's spending the holiday with her new nigger boyfriend and his family
>rest of the family is either dead to us or just plain dead
I get that she wants to have her own life, but it's still upsetting.
caf1ae No.15905279
>>15903042
At that point just give her a good fuck every holiday.
80091c No.15905280
>>15905224
Just stab it with a fork a few times its not rocket science. Just so all that healthy crap can leak into the water.
0fd57c No.15905284
>Friend buys me all splintercell games back in 2012 after I buy him the new hitman absolution
>Still never installed them
69874b No.15905302
>>15904554
6'5
I'm 5'5
I'm ready for death by snu-snu
8694db No.15905306
>>15905269
>little sister
>nigger boyfriend
You don't have a sister anymore, anon.
34b0ff No.15905310
>go to family party and have a decent time
>relative's kids find the piano and start banging on it
>the noise starts killing me inside, yet I'm told to just let them have fun
Sometimes I wonder if the only reason I remember not being as bad as these kids is that my parents would put a stop to my stupid actions.
5c24fa No.15905317
>>15905306
I wish she had just dated a white guy. I'd still hate him for taking my little sister away but I could maybe eventually grow to like or tolerate him.
7e9acf No.15905354
>>15905310
Piano abuse would bring out a murderous instinct within me.
7026df No.15905466
>>15905302
I wish I had my own 6'5" tall fit girl to hug & snu-snu.
d56842 No.15905650
Wish I had some lads/friends to spend chrismuss with, though
>already have a Wacom Bamboo drawing tablet that works perfectly fine
>dad bought me a new drawing tablet for christmas, said the wacom bamboo was 'outdated and old'
Don't wanna be a dick, but if it ain't broke, why fix it?
pic not drawn by me but still related
978eab No.15905653
>>15905650
Keep it in storage until it does break.
e49476 No.15905915
>wanted to work Christmas week because live 15hrs away from family
>family cant see me since they planned to have new years off and visit me and they already have plans for Christmas
>was just going to spend Christmas alone playing Eden and Evil Within 2, and maybe Funbag Fantasy
>dad ends up driving to meet me for the weekend and drops my dog off and brings me presents from all my family
>friends invite me to their christmas/house warming party
They're hope for everyone.
5dba40 No.15905966
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>>15905915
>catch wind of two 10+ year old music videos that bring me back to a younger, nicer winter where there was plenty of snow, frigid coldness and fear of the unknown
>both vids are copyright struck by [Marlins] Beggars
all I want for christmaaaassss
IS FOR THESE TO COME BACK
dae2e9 No.15905985
>>15905302
>>15905466
>tfw 6'5
I just want a good girlfriend and that's it
fe4f33 No.15906022
>>15905279
And risk her losing his penis too? Think before you post
0026d9 No.15906072
>tfw will be alone on christmas and new years
>tfw my sleep is so fucked right now that the whole week its been shit like staying up all night, going to be the next day and either waking up 2 in the afternoon or 5 afternoon and i've been trying to fix it by not sleeping and going really early to bed but failing
>tfw i actually do work for projects over holiday period
>tfw i might actually be forced to do it in less than a week either by or a combination of shit sleep/studios closed/laziness
>tfw fml
Make me feel better.
06a8e6 No.15906127
>want to buy games
>friends want to get me games
>family will inevitably get me some games
>the second I'm done with holiday break it's back to full-time wageslaving
>meaning every fucking day I'm going to come home from work too tired and mentally fried to focus on or muster up the desire to play anything
>the backlog will continue to grow
202328 No.15906211
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>>15906127
>meaning every fucking day I'm going to come home from work too tired and mentally fried to focus on or muster up the desire to play anything
Have you tried basic exercising (no need for weights or anything like that)? Even something as simple as walking for a half hour really helps your body function great. Get rid of any microwaved processed junk, eat real food and take probiotic pills. Also I started taking Taurine supplements for eye health but it ends up having a ton of other benefits as well including heart health, combating diabetes (a ton of people have this without realizing it due to garbage American food diet) and reducing fatigue, I take at least 1,000 mg a day. I have a ton of energy now after work, to the point where I have to exercise just to tire myself out enough to get 6 hours of sleep.
https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/what-is-taurine#dosage
de0bd4 No.15906240
>>15902843
>Anyway nothing truly makes me happy anymore because I'm gonna be a wizard in a couple months and I've reached the point where I don't even glance at 3D women because I just assume nothing will come of interacting with them due to my autism. I've been living alone for years now and it feels like nothing in life matters unless you have someone around to share it with, but I never will.
Nigger are you me? Because you're not supposed to be me. I wouldn't wish for anyone else to live this life. The last time I had a good conversation with an available girl I was 14.
I've somehow managed to stay in touch with some people I might call friends but it's difficult to talk even to them. In the past few months I've gone through some rough shit that left me in shambles, to the point of attempting suicide, but I survived the car crash, so I'm trying to "kill myself" in another way.
I've been trying my hardest to become a normalfag.
I've joined a gym, I've been going out every saturday night to get drunk and talk about meaningless shit, I've been watching their normalfag tv shows and movies to try and get some topics to talk about, hell I've been watching fucking sportsball just so I can have one more sad excuse for a topic, but even then I still feel so detached and isolated from everyone else and I spend most of the time fighting off the feelings that "this is not my place" and "I don't belong here".
Ever since my 15 year old cat passed away, "my place" has become cold and unwelcoming, and I can't stand it anymore.
All I want for christmas is a bit of warmth, but that too is out of my reach.
202328 No.15906271
>>15906240
>Trying to lie to yourself by pretending to be a normalfag
You will never be happy that way. Face to face interaction is very overrated, especially with normal people who never have anything worthwhile to say anyway. I went through this exact phase and it ended with me hating normal people even moreso than before. You have us to talk to which is all you need. Relationships are also very overrated, women (these days at least) are very vapid, self centered, materialistic and just plain stupid. They also have a very small scale scope, focusing mostly on local mundane things and discussing other people rather than big ideas and concepts. Sex was the most disappointing thing ever, it is masturbation but warmer and wetter, not worth the effort in the slightest, I stick to fapping to anime tiddies now, much easier.
1b5706 No.15906276
>>15906072
fix your sleeping hours anon
dbc751 No.15906286
>>15906271
>these days at least
nostalgia goggles detected
e2a063 No.15906314
>nothing to give best friend one year
>have a vita that i don't really use
>give it to him for christmas
>pretty sure to this day, he never even took it out of the case and it's rotting in a cardboard box
>want to buy another vita, but i already have a PSPgo that can do everything i would do with it
c4227a No.15906351
>live away from family
>working days either side of christmas and new years so not enough time to go away anywhere
>friends are out of town or doing family only things
>flatmates are all leaving too
>going to be just me by myself
at least I have virtual friends and the captain to keep me company. Or hopefully my internet friends will be online. They all have family too but who fucking knows.
Also holy shit I just realised this says "werck it" instead of "wreck it"
2e4277 No.15906417
>>15906286
You are delusional if you think things have not gotten worse. And they are only going to get more so, we were born in the wrong time period for having a happy life.
6799a5 No.15906431
>>15903783
You gifted games to people already addicted to Warcrack and sports games. I hope you learned your lesson.
7d13ad No.15906438
Reminds me of something that pissed me off with a Steam friend.
>Gift game to one Steam friend because I really wanted him to try it
>He literally never touched it for months
>Tell this to other Steam friend
>WTF dude, thats rude, if ypu gifted it to me I'd actually play it
>End up gifting it to him too
>He played it for like 10 minutes and then never touched it again
>It's been months since then
d32992 No.15906611
>>15906271
This. I tried becoming a normalfag and I only got better at pretending to be one. I still loathe every moment spent with them beyond the first five minutes. Incompatible at my core. At least lifting made me more capable in my professional life.
ec7463 No.15906692
>>15901944
Next time just buy a trip to somewhere you want to see. Or drugs. Or guns. Or clothes. Or go see a movie. Or go to a bar.
wow it is hard to stop being lonely actually sorry op
c2e8fc No.15907276
>>15901944
>buying shit for 'friends';
Why do you behave like a woman?
3b72ec No.15908693
>>15904759
At least he tried, though. Better than him not even making an attempt in the first place.
31f7ec No.15908739
>>15905202
I'm following that FODMAP diet shit and I thought I was supposed to avoid garlic.
I'll do more research into this, don't want to catch botulism. But supposing it does work, am I supposed to keep doing it forever? How long did it take until your symptoms got reduced?
0026d9 No.15908746
>>15908693
>>15904759
Why are western normalfags so bad at cooking?
When I was in Bong the best my flat-mates could manage is pasta and rice. And it wasn't even preparing a sauce separately, just some ready shit. At worse they couldnt even remember to check a oven for some ready nuggets and burned them. I remember only 2 instances of forgetting food. Once I was boiling corn and forgot because I was playing san andreas, the other was recently i burned veggies that weren't even important.
3b72ec No.15908785
>>15908746
>Why are western normalfags so bad at cooking?
Because in Burgerland, most people grow up on garbage like pics related, and wonder why they're all diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes by 25.
da1e91 No.15908811
>>15908785
>Ketchup
>On Mac and Cheese
>On a steak
>On anything
1244dd No.15908827
>>15908811
>>Ketchup
I believe you mean Catsup.
e0fc90 No.15908861
>>15908785
>most people grow up on garbage like pics related
I don't know where you got that idea from, I would believe you if you said all niggers though. Also the socket on the first pic looks European.
0026d9 No.15908880
>>15908861
>>15908785
First image has to be a shitpost. Its fucking pasta with pineapple and ketchup.
e0fc90 No.15908890
>>15908880
Well it's not TOO far off from pineapple on pizza, though I don't know of anyone who enjoys that trash.
3d7cf1 No.15908891
>>15908811
It's okay to have on lower quality meat. But then you probably should've cooked it different.
3d6dae No.15909184
>>15908785
I can't help it if my retarded parents didn't know any better and their parents were niggerlicious trashcans that killed Nazis for no fucking reason and burned their fortunes in front of our faces out of some bullshit spite. It is really fucked up what lead to this kind of food.
dedd6a No.15909188
>>15908890
Pineapple pizza is the best type of pizza in existence. Only plebs disagree.
11271e No.15909198
>>15909188
We Pineapple Pizza lovers will inherit the earth.
The othertoppings time is over.
31f7ec No.15909225
>>15909198
PINEAPPLE PIZZA MASTER RACE
IF YOU HAVE AN ADULT TASTE PALETTE CHECK MY DUBS
f5f58b No.15909258
>Gift my family physical albums, CD's and Vinyl.
>First, I visit my aunt and cousin and give them theirs.
>Cousin gets Steady Diet of Nothing by Fugazi and Transplants '02.
>Aunt gets The One That You Love by Air Supply
>It turns out that he was listening to the exact same Transplants album a while ago (I hope I didn't give him a duplicate CD), and Fugazi's frontman was also in Minor Threat, a band he also loves but I don't recall ever hearing about.
>And my aunt tells me she's a huge fan of Air Supply but I don't recall her ever saying anything about the band, I just know that Air Supplina Island in Battle Tendency is named after them.
>I just dig through lots of different music from many disparate genres and have a good sense of intuition and inductive reasoning and I've known them for long enough to know what sorts of songs they gravitate towards.
It also helps that I am an empath so, if you were to tell me your age, zodiac sign, the sort of music you have an affinity for, personality quirks, and quaint stories about things that happened in your life, I could be able to find the perfect album for you to try ("could" being the operative word because I don't want to right now).
And judging by all this negativity in this thread, I'd say you are all depressed because you're wallowing in passivity and haven't set about finding a purpose to strive for. It's as easy as asking about something that you're curious about. A couple of years ago, I asked /biz/ what people in high rise penthouses did for a living (because I want to live in one) and I was told that they did all sorts of things that generated more passive income than any CEO could afford in his lifetime through his salary alone. So, that lead me to learn about building passive and portfolio income through businesses, real estate, stocks, and commodities and I almost formed my first S-corporation for the purpose of buying real estate with a legal entity to protect myself from lawsuits and to get more tax breaks before I put that on hold because it was better to use an LLC taxed as a partnership and I found out that wholesaling real estate was illegal in my home state because it's brokering without a license.
Note all the jargon I was using: you're likely to be bored already but think that I found my passion in life but that's not quite it. I really just want to generate money without having to work so I can develop my skills as a renaissance man without having to waste time working 8-9 hours a day or more at a job that I really hate.
So, really, you guys seem to be the sort of people that have dormant drives for being exceptional and accomplishing great things but you've had your efforts frustrated and your spirits crushed too many times for you to muster the motivation to keep slogging through the swamp in order to get what you really want out of life.
There's videos on youtube that can teach you to do anything and lead you on a path to be anything you want, no matter how old you are. If you believe that it would be impossible for you to achieve your dreams because you think you've squandered your youth and, therefore, all chances of achieving them, then you're technically lying to yourself but, if you really believe it, then it's true.
e201e7 No.15909261
>>15908785
During the years I've been gradually desensitized to most gore, amputations, killing videos, scat, animal cruelty and so on, but there are only 2 things that still make my guts twist: NTR and whatever the fuck the abominations in those pictures are.
dedd6a No.15909267
>>15909258
>It also helps that I am an empath so, if you were to tell me your age, zodiac sign, the sort of music you have an affinity for, personality quirks, and quaint stories about things that happened in your life, I could be able to find the perfect album for you to try
That's the gayest shit I've ever heard in my life.
I hope the grinch rapes your mother.
f5f58b No.15909271
>>15909267
Which Grinch? The Jim Carrey one?
0026d9 No.15909277
>>15909188
>>15909198
>>15909225
Its just fucking fruit on pizza. Its just fucking meh. I ate pizza that I put chocolate on one time when i was drunk and liked it more than pineapple pizza. Why pineapple even? Why not some other fruit? Pineapple is shit it fucking eat away at your flesh.
3b0a5b No.15909278
>>15906072
Being alone has it's advantages, though you might slowly go insane.
69874b No.15909282
>>15909258
YOU SEE THESE CARS?
07d50e No.15909286
>orange juice in refrigerator with cap cracked
>"maybe i should warn my brother and sister to be careful"
>"nah there's no way they'll be that clumsy"
>wake up from nap to see remnants of orange juice all over the floor
>didn't even clean it up all the way
figured this was the blogposting thread
71c94d No.15909289
I'm gonna have a good time with my family lol
0026d9 No.15909293
>>15909278
There is a difference between being a loner and isolation, Too bad they are rather close and I have been and will be isolated.
3b0a5b No.15909305
>tfw playing through ghost trick again during christmas
c08ff9 No.15909989
>>15909277
I kinda understand it. Pineapple is sour/acidic, which should contrast with the savory taste of the cheese and tomato sauce. But I hate it because pineapple is too sweet, like I'm eating cheesy candy, and even more importantly has too much water and turns the pizza into a soggy mess. Other fruits are better as you say, like apples or firm pears. I haven't made pizza from scratch but I bet a dash of vinegar in the sauce would make for a better sour accent than pineapple as well.
0026d9 No.15910194
>>15909989
I imagine some sort of lemon based sauce could be cool. Like an alternative to sweet and sour.
Either way sour green apple sound reasonable even though they still get sweet after being cooked. Really fruit raw is the way to preserve its sourness but when its raw its too at odd with the baked pizza. And apples are too chewy when dried up. Fruit really doesnt fit pizza
c08ff9 No.15910214
>>15910194
>Fruit really doesnt fit pizza
I've had some good fruit pizzas but I mostly agree. I would rather eat something closer to the real deal than some retarded fusion bullshit.
9baf8e No.15910284
>>15906211
Spoken like a man who has never worked a soul-crushing, shit job that sustains one's existence in a quite literal fashion.
>if u dun liek ur job y dun u quit?
Then be evicted and starve to death on the streets with zero income and no support because you're not diverse enough to get hired in at any place that already has "too many white people".
011615 No.15910298
IIIeeee OOOO who else party for the six days?
7d5f4a No.15910299
>>15901944
>Gift a person something
>LUL WHY ARENT YOU USING IT
>YOU HAVE TO USE WHAT I GIVE YOU
No. That's cancer. Let people do whatever they want with your gifts.
abb47c No.15910317
>>15905202
>>15908739
How about instead you just work more garlic into your diet? It's not hard to use in recipes for all sorts of dishes.
757963 No.15910325
>>15903173
>The fuck is wrong with your family?
there
0b720a No.15910339
>>15903270
I'd rather get cash than a random unthoughtful present. I hate it when I put effort into finding something perfect for people I've known my whole life and then they just get me some random trinket that isn't even remotely related to anything I'm interested in.
One year someone bought me a huge seashell, which was expensive as fuck. I'm not really into collecting that kind of shit and never was, neither was the person in question. To this day I have no idea why they even thought about getting it for me. Now I'm guilt-tripped into keeping some mollusk husk from a tourist trap sitting on a shelf.
eda8a1 No.15910360
I got a Star Wars hoodie as a present from my family.
I don't really plan on wearing it outside my house.
902de5 No.15910375
>>15909278
sanity is for the weak
5f5322 No.15910377
>Friends
>Family
>Christmas
I have none of these
abb47c No.15910379
>>15910377
But you have dubs.
902de5 No.15910382
>>15910377
its okay brother, you're a big guy
for yule
16b685 No.15910384
>>15910377
you don't get to bring them
438649 No.15910397
>>15910377
>Don't have Christmas
So do you celebrate Hanukkah?
5f5322 No.15910405
>>15910397
Nah, can't really "do" christmas without friends or family.
757963 No.15910407
>>15910339
its better than nothing (got christmas like those too) but it still hurts people dont bother with doing research
worst gifts were headphones from dollarstore because I like computers and top: burned dvd with first thing sister found on torrent
94717d No.15910455
>>15908785
As a burger who's changed his diet long ago I can attest most of us don't know shit about health and a portion of that will eat the same garbage food like mini muffins, pizza, and pasta because they don't want to try anything else.
Don't get me started on people who smother shit in ketchup and can't eat a meal without coca-cola.
It's a fucking epidemic over here for a reason and like many habits that are instilled when we are children we refuse to see the long term problems and ignore all evidence.
757ff5 No.15910469
>>15908746
>>15908785
The decline of western home cooking goes hand in hand with women working. Grandmothers and Great Grandmothers took pride in their culinary skills. Our mothers inherited none of these but, they can sure act like they're real professionals. Large food companies took advantage of the home meal gap and pushed absolute garbage onto Americans. Thanks kikes.
839572 No.15910485
>>15910469
>Large food companies took advantage of the home meal gap and pushed absolute garbage onto Americans. Thanks kikes.
The post-WWII housewife skill gap is where the "you don't cook like my mother!" joke and easy-make food came from btw.
b06187 No.15910495
I used to gift things to people, until people stopped even saying thank you for the gifts. Then Steam decided to institute their regional differences policies, and now the number of people I can gift to is much smaller. I've been disappointed and irritated more times than you, I guarantee it.
8ea8f5 No.15910509
>>15909258
>Fugazi
Good taste.
3d5528 No.15910863
I'm not disappointed.
Thank you anon.
408a24 No.15910897
My uncle bought me a gift, and I was too much of a fucking faggot to look him in the eyes and show an expression of gratitude. Instead, I uttered "thank you" from behind my door. What the fuck is wrong with me?
a85abf No.15910926
>>15910377
>No Family
I feel sorry for you. As much of an antisocial personthat I am, at least I can chill with my family.
99a65a No.15910929
>didn't gift anyone. Fuck this Jewish desert cult.
>spent comfy morning with family eating nice breakfast.
>got tons of food and goodies back home with me.
>nice day/evening with nostalgia movies and munching.
Pretty good holiday.
dedd6a No.15910949
>>15910929
>it's jewish to give things to others for free
Anon…
7d5f4a No.15911029
>>15910405
Yes you can. Just do the cooking part. Cooking itself is fun enough while listening to christmas channels.
78e605 No.15911036
I got raped last Christmas tbh. I ended up sobbing into a pillow playing devil may cry 3 after
dedd6a No.15911039
fdbf39 No.15911088
Got sick after work last night called in today cant see family dont want to get them sick.
Woke up to a Charley horse in my leg then almost threw up in my bed.
Spiltting headache so i can barely look at my computer screen.
So how is ur Christmas eve going guys
9d5449 No.15911090
>>15908880
That's not ketchup, it looks more like sweet and sour sauce. And that's disgusting in its own right.
63f5dd No.15911092
>>15910433
dude it says calzone there. They probably wrote pizza and a description below because they probably know other nips/the average foreigner would have no fucking idea what a calzone is.
f9f776 No.15911095
e49476 No.15911098
>>15911036
Did he cum in your butt?
408a24 No.15911103
>>15910433
>calzone
<カルツォーネ
<karuzoune
<not カルゾウン or maybe カルゾーン
WHY JAPANESE PEOPLE
63f5dd No.15911295
>>15911103
because Z after L in Italian sounds like ts. See pic. It's murricans who mispronounce it.
c8f984 No.15911307
>didn't get anything on my birthday other than a guy gifting me 1 chaos in path of exile
>i probably won't get anything this xmas either
e6fcf1 No.15912883
>>15910897
go and give a proper thank you right now nigger
75fa78 No.15912936
>>15906438
What was the game?
616e2a No.15913244
Any good weeb games on sale on steam? Got a 10 dollar gift card from a buddy.
6cb783 No.15913264
>>15911307
Name a digital service, fag.
e9ff8d No.15913325
christmas occur on through holiday periodtfw i dont have. Or go along with a simple as its own . Disarm, deport, kill, I do something else! Or clothes. . I didn't train in over Ability: Harvest - Ice Fang REMOVE FERROTHORN (Mawile) (M) @ Thick FatEVs: . Honestly, I do I could be aged out that as not that?. MY DUBS.
69874b No.15913340
Christmas Eve was nice; Spent it with Family, though I had to drive 2 hours to get there, only to have my car break down and refuse to start; Thankfully I got a loaner, and insurance will cover the tow all the way back to my house; Had some good folk help me with attempting to hotwire it;
Got gifts from sisters and parents and bought everyone gifts, got a microcontroller from another great friend.
All in all, bretty good, tho' my giantess waifu was not there, but oh well.
Hope erryone had a good holiday, now I'm just gonna look for something to jerk off to.
16e7e3 No.15913834
>>15901944
>tfw all I got was clothes, snacks and gift cards for places I don't even shop at again this year
616e2a No.15914993
>mfw gifted a dear friend my favorite book a few days ago
>he's already read through it
feels good man
04c47c No.15915561
My mom got me Fallout 76for the Xbone
I don't know if I have the heart to ask her to return it.
6cb783 No.15915619
>>15911307
>>15913264
>whines about not getting shit when it's a season of giving and not getting
>didn't even bother replying when I gave you the chance for free shit
You probably didn't deserve anything anyway.
fbd3ad No.15915683
>>15901944
>gift some friends some games from their wishlists
>implying buying gaems
Not even those dubs can save you,. Kys OP faggot.
Also,
>having friends
Double kys fagnigger.
d99744 No.15915698
>>15901944
>got my brother some gum
>he got me a blank card and wrote 'good job on the continued existence'
>played vidya for two hours
this is now a holiday comfiness thread
0bfb79 No.15915713
I'm the reverse of this. About 2 years back, I got Shovel Knight, and have yet to even play it. I feel kind of awful about it, honestly. At least my brother's getting lots of mileage out of KC:D, though. Although I got that months ago for him.
50832e No.15915717
>Put 70$ on steam to buy gifts to my friends
>Try to buy the gifts
>To my american friends
>From where I live in cucknada, Québec
<"Due to regional price differences, the gift you are trying to send cannot be sent to the recipient's region."
So I got 70$ for games for myself and im forced to use paypal because steam and valve cant get their shit together and fix regional pricing, im just gonna go on G2A and tell valve to fuck themselve, way to curb the use of resellers by forcing people to use them.
f1df03 No.15915739
>Bought the mother a better tv that digitally records; she's still using VHS.
>Bought new modem and refurbished an old laptop with a SSD for her to use because she kept complaining how slow her current computer was.
>Got her signed up on the country's new broadband network; her internet and phone services would cut out Jan 2019 otherwise and she kept complaining about the speed/reliability of that too.
>Bought the father an electric screwdriver and helped him with some DIY jobs around the house.
>Kept complaining about the cost of 5-blade razor cartridges, so bought him a german-made double-edge safety razor and some nice shaving soap.
>Didn't receive any gifts and father doesn't use anything I bought him.
I try to be a good son and I love and respect my parents, but it's just so difficult and unrewarding at times. I wish I could be left alone to play vidya by myself or with you faggots on gamenights.
>>15913244
Hyperdimension Neptunia seems to be in <$10 range. Also, some of the Ys games and Legend of Heroes - Trails in the Sky.
c4227a No.15915747
>didn't even get a phone call this christmas
fuck
c8f984 No.15915748
>>15915619
oh shit, i'm sorry that i was spending time with family members and not having my eyes glued to a thread on a mongolian yak milking website all the time, i don't need your free gibs.
8f605a No.15915752
>>15915747
Will a reply from me make your holiday a little more special?!
85494c No.15915761
>>15908785
>ketchup on macaroni cheese
surely this person has been possessed by satan?
6cb783 No.15915763
>>15915748
>i don't need your free gibs.
Then don't complain about your lack of gibs.
24ea30 No.15916281
>>15906271
>>15906271
What you're describing is life mate. Arguably, the biggest struggle of life as you get older is finding people worth being around. I guaran-fucking-tee you adopting imageboards like this, although they do elicit meaningful, soulful conversation, is no salve for the hole we all develop in our hearts. It can cover it up but there's still something missing.
If you can find friends who don't fuck with you and prove to you that you mean the world to them - if you can reach out and develop powerful, interesting, entertaining, and lasting bonds of friendship - you will become happier. Nevermind that happiness is a fleeting state of mind, and that what we're really aiming for here is long-lasting contentment in the knowledge that your social circle maintains its own virtuous cycle of love and care. The joy that good friends bring into your life is something you'll never go without.
Importantly, that joy is tempered with the fact that some people just won't share the same depth of passion and knowledge that you do in certain fields. I'll give you an example. I've been playing guitar for a long, long time. I know plenty about music, but one of my closest friends has no idea about music theory, or any deep appreciation of the craft. Despite this, he respects my view, and I respect that he can hold his own even though we can disagree - at times intensely. This respect is key, and it's what you're looking for.
It sounds like you found some shitty people. Or, it sounds like you found some people in shitty part of their lives. Read some Dostoevsky for an interesting take on which of those perspectives is better.
In any case anon I'm just trying to say, don't stop trying. We're out here waiting for you, and it's thankless work trying to build a fulfilling life, but, shit, nothing worth having was ever easy.
f8a1b2 No.15916345
>>15902843
> A few years back I might have stood there for a few minutes explaining this stuff, but I've been told I come off as arrogant and derogatory when I try to educate people, so I just stopped talking unless it was necessary so I wouldn't seem like an asshole.
This. This is your single problem. You took an advise from some faggot(s) and now it ruins your life. There's no such thing as bad conversation, only complete soulless husks think so.
d99744 No.15916355
>>15902843
I'm don't see a problem, if you had explained that to her a. she wouldn't care b. she was making friendly small talk and c. it would come off as arrogant and supremely autistic
>>15916345
>only complete soulless husks
Or non-autistics.
90b348 No.15916366
>>15916355
>Or non-autistics.
People who come across as arrogant to other people who are not complete shut-ins are either being total narcissists or someone that is basically stewing in self loathing and hating everything. If it's anything else then that's generally a perception that you're creepy and they think they're being polite.
d30bd4 No.15916394
>>15903174
You're not alone on this. In all my years I only found four friends. One of them is my wife, another one is my brother and the other one is my ex-classmate. Where I differ from you is that I can have conversations with people who I have no common interests with. I don't enjoy it, but at least I can distract myself for the time being using the people around me.
>>15916355
>>15916366
At this point the word "autistic" means "interesting". I can allow myself to rant about Jews and still be a center of attention just because of how I do it. Normal people are attracted to people with a lot of knowledge, even if that knowledge is not particularly useful. It's retards that get offended when you're smarter than them.
d99744 No.15916401
>>15916366
I don't know him, you don't know him, neither of us can tell each other how people would react to him, but if people have gotten mad at him in the past I would assume he talks in a condensing tone of voice or something. Similarly I've been told that I always seem angry when at parties or get-togethers with strangers when in fact I'm just nervous. He thinks he's being friendly or educating them when in reality he's going on a multi-minute rant trapping some girl who doesn't care and was just being mandatorily friendly to a customer and likely implying that she's dumb for not know the topic via his tone of voice, or similar etc. etc.
>>15916394
>At this point the word "autistic" means "interesting". I can allow myself to rant about Jews and still be a center of attention just because of how I do it
No, autistic would mean ranting about jews in public and then thinking you're the center of attention because you're completely oblivious to other's emotions
f8a1b2 No.15916403
>>15916401
> oblivious to other's emotions
That's some gay Naruto shit right here.
d99744 No.15916414
>>15916403
Do you know what autism is? High functioning autism is basically a lack of social awareness, self awareness and empathy. Not the gay altruistic kind of empathy, but the 'understanding other's pov or feelings' empathy. Usually it's immediately clear to non-autistics when an autist is in their midst because they don't understand social ques period. Like for example, thinking that people are 'attracted to people with a lot of knowledge' which is itself supremely autistic to say because it's a hundred times more multi-faceted than that, and that he's using it to say that ranting to some random fucking cashier is perfectly normal and okay.
f8a1b2 No.15916418
>>15916414
Isn't "high functioning autism" just a fraud to get free money from the government for watching anime?
d99744 No.15916420
>>15916418
There's definitely a bunch of introverted kids that get diagnosed with autism when they shouldn't, but that doesn't mean the disorder doesn't exist mate
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daf00c No.15916500
>spent the entirety of christmas on hating myself and lashing out at the people around me for daring to care about me
>spent the entirety of christmas on basically ruining my friend's christmas because i can't stop myself from being such an enomous fucking sperg, even for the holidays when we're all supposed to be happy and friendly with each other for once
>and i can't even give that to the people i care about
M-Merry christmas, I guess.
0026d9 No.15916519
>>15916500
At least you aren't a stressed, sleepless and alone cunt like me.
daf00c No.15916526
>>15916519
At least you're not a worthless asshole who can't even spare a semblance of goodwill for the people you care about, even when the holidays roll around. You're better than that, we both know you are.
d99744 No.15916540
>>15916526
if you realize your faults why don't you work to correct them instead of aimlessly lamenting
a08e06 No.15916543
>>15909258
>the stock exchange
>/biz/
31f7ec No.15916566
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>>15909258
>It also helps that I am an empath so, if you were to tell me your age, zodiac sign, the sort of music you have an affinity for, personality quirks, and quaint stories about things that happened in your life, I could be able to find the perfect album for you to try ("could" being the operative word because I don't want to right now).
Fine, I'll bite.
I like listening to video game tracks, as well as surf punk and rockabilly. My favorite bands are Butthole Surfers and Reverend Horton Heat. My sign is Saggitarius, I'm introverted, kind of a contrarian, and always brutally honest. One time I kicked a guy down a hill inside of a trash can because he popped out of it in an attempt to jumpscare me.
b47c98 No.15916907
>>15911036
Maybe somewhere out there even a devil may cry when he loses his anal virginity.
2c34f4 No.15917178
>>15901944
no wonder, smash is shit and steam has only indie shit and 10 year late console ports
they've already played all the good games on consoles
2c34f4 No.15917194
>>15904763
>If she responds well, then ask her if she'd want to get a drink after her shift.
no this guy but as a shut in who doesn't drink and never goes to pubs or restaurants I wouldn't even know where to take that girl
476707 No.15917219
>>15905279
>wanting that sister
Not pure love.
80806f No.15917403
My fam doesn't get me games anymore but my friend got me Mystik Belle.
I've been feeling a bit down lately. I like being surrounded by family and friends and being stuck in some shitty little apartment isn't doing it for me. I don't get why burgers have this culture of nest kicking and I don't like it.
84948e No.15917447
>>15917403
>I don't get why burgers have this culture of nest kicking
It was created by Baby Boomers who want more money for their plastic trash.
8ba67a No.15917461
>>15917403
>nest kicking
Fly babybird. Life is hard, figuring it out now will make the rest so much easier.
9b819e No.15917475
>>15906211
You drink taurus cum?
80806f No.15917498
>>15917461
I've been on my own for a while now and no, it's hasn't taught me anything other than the superiority of multigenerational households over the nuclear family and the selfishness of American boomer culture
2c5bc1 No.15917505
>>15915561
Just troll people and say faggot till you're banned. stream it
e59188 No.15917995
>Get dragged out to visit some of dad's friends with him who'd invited him for Christmas, because for whatever reason he likes to show off his failure of a son to the people he knows.
>Dinner disagrees violently on me.
>Wake up later and find that mom's been taken to the E.R. by dad and no one knows what's wrong with her at present, and as she might be contagious, I honestly don't want to visit until that's ascertained because I don't want what she has.
>Can't even play the vidya right now in case I wind up getting called to go down there anyhow.
>Still have no future or control of own life, in a way that makes dad very worried and angry with me, especially in light of the above.
Not the best end of the year so far.
>>15916500
I have a long track record of ruining holidays and general outings for my family, in a way that comes naturally to me with no effort, and to a point I try to avoid hanging out with friends on those days, lest I do the same there.
>>15915561
That is why you should just ask for money, or a spending limit to buy what you personally want/know to be good. My parents have no idea what I want or have at this point, so they let me pick out my own presents to be in their name.
>>15917403
>I don't get why burgers have this culture of nest kicking and I don't like it.
Well, when it comes to boomer parents like mine, they were living good at eighteen, and all too eager to prove that they could make it in the world. They expect all the younger generations to have as easy a time as them, and thus complain that still living at home in your twenties is years more horseshit than they signed on for.