>>15439283
>competitiveness IS fun
Competitiveness has no correlation with fun.
A game can be competitive, fun or both.
One doesn't negate or validate the other.
What faggots like you do is derive your fun and enjoyment out of winning. Not the competition itself, just the winning part.
I've met plenty of people like that, the only proper place for them is alone, in their room, streaming on twitch to make a living because they have no close friends and random strangers online will gladly pay to see you scream after enough losses pile up.
What you should do (and think you are doing) is revel in the clashing of two oponents, testing your mettle against another person and, win or lose, come out stronger from the encounter.
Competition is like an hot forge where you can temper your skills. It's not a destination, it's a path for you to walk.
Also, 5 bucks says you believe in forced 50.