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ac69eb No.401 [View All]

The Secret of History

Truly, what is our history? What is planet Earths history?

This is a tale more twisted, more complicated than most can imagine.

What is our DNA? Why is it so complicated?

Why is life on Earth so complicated?

What are the Ubaid Lizardmen, which date roughly 7000-8000 years old?

Why is there reptilian symbolism all over Iraq, and ancient Sumeria?

People of this age, did not carve / write record their most sacred word, in their most sacred temples without having meaning.

Have you seen the Sumerian tablets? Why are they stolen from mankind?

Why are we not taught about ancient Sumeria, in the temple of LIES we call school?

Did the Turkish Navy first find Antarctica? What did they find down there?

Why does the Sumerian "King Stone" have mythological Kings recorded upon it?

Who "really" were the ancient Annunaki?

Where does our current understanding of human history really start? 400-450k years ago?

People of ancient times were far more in tune with "Reality" than we are today.

We live inside of The Matrix. Built by our slave masters, to hide us from truth.

Tampering with our FREE WILL.

How did the Sumerians gain such astronomical accuracy without the use of technology or telescopes?

What is the significance of the Nazca Spider Glyph, where Orion can be found?

What is the significance of ORION?

Is Teotihuacan astronomically aligned as well?

Orion Group?

Pyramids of Giza / formation of Orion?

The Orion constellation is seen through the ENTIRE WORLD.

Why were the great Obelisks stolen, brought to America and set into the Orion constellation?

From many points in Time / Space.

Why so many "anomalies" are seen around Orion, with the use of NVG's or FLIR?

Why does Orion repeat itself so much throughout history? Surely there must be a significance.

In Egyptian mythology, did God's descend from Orion's Belt and Sirius?

Why are ANCIENT Pyramids found ALL OVER the planet?

Just how OLD are some of these pyramids?

Did the Hopi Natives know the significance of Orion?

Did the Maya? What is the "Book of Thoth"? Who really built Ollantaytambo?

Who really built Gobekli Tepe? Who really built The Osirion?

Who really built The Temple of Bacchus?

Why can only our largest current cranes even come close to moving these foundation stones?

Did ancient peoples have these available?

Did they muscle stones weighing hundreds, even a thousand tonnes, up a hill?

With no one behind the stone to keep it secure from rolling back on so called "log rollers"?

Do you know how much potential inertia a 1000 tonne stone has?

How did ancient peoples construct these most sacred sites without technology?

What do we really "know" about history?

Why are so many pre "Great Flood" structures aligned to Orion? Many post flood as well?

How precious is "Gold"? Why does Q mention Gold?

Was there a 200k year old Metropolis in Africa?

Why were the ancients transfixed on Gold? How did they mine so much without technology?

What happened 13,000 years ago? What really happened?

Why does ancient Egypt have NO RECORD of the Sphinx being built? Could it be 800,000 years old? One never knows…

What good, is a bunch of self's only seeking to serve self?

This is chaos. This is the design of the Matrix the Cabal enslaves us in.

What good, is a bunch of self's seeking to serve each other? Unity

How much power does UNITY of a species hold? Infinite

The ultimate equation is that we ALL HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER to make this planet right.

Free yourself from THE MATRIX. The red pill is in front of your eyes.

We are NOT a bunch of separate beings only seeking to help only ourself.

This is EGO. Find UNITY.

Those institutions who hold the highest currency will guide you to the root of all evil. Those who hold the most souls with this worthless dross, control pure darkness from behind the veil. You already knew this. The secret of History, is that humankind will find it's way on it's own without money. We, you, "Eye", US, must all come together. For there is no greater force than WE THE PEOPLE. All people's of humankind, to raise in a solitary voice DEMANDING change from institution. We will not bow down to fear, or a worthless dollar. The banks who control the root of all evil, have very little "Time" left to start formulating the equations that unify humankind together in currency. To balance what has been corrupted. To reverse this perversion of our reality.

It starts with MONEY. Reform this disgusting aberration. We will CHANGE History.

My friends, my allies, my children of light. You already KNOW that this information presented, will be claimed as "New Age", "Hippy", "Pagan" or a "Cult". This is the equation they have ready for you. Ignore the lies, ignore the deceit, ignore the Psi Op. The truth never comes from the mainstream media. They are owned by pure evil. Their souls are pure evil.

"Follow the Money, and you will find the secret of History" - That, is The Secret of History

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772a53 No.1725

correction the edler race comes back

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772a53 No.1726

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

lets just hope we can bend the storm to our will

PEACE LOVE AND HAPPIENESS JOY CONTENTMENT FREEDOM AND SO ON

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faf0e4 No.1731

File: 6d99e713d247dd3⋯.jpg (12.7 KB,261x261,1:1,397.jpg)

>>1368

Thank you for sharing this knowledge with me and seeing the light in me. This has given me purpose and a clear direction. Do you know how to enunciate the words we need to speak or where to find out how?

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1ff41e No.1733

File: 72311cc1a4b4949⋯.jpg (503.29 KB,1668x2967,556:989,IMG_5736.jpg)

File: 3775c2ff30b2801⋯.jpg (261.4 KB,711x502,711:502,f8b7493d0c62aa325098bdcc03….jpg)

I was hesitant, because as a long time lurker from years back, one had to always keep a well regulated bullshit meter on standby at all times to keep from being swept away by nonsense.

Whatever has been happening the last couple weeks.. something in the air is electric. This thread in particular I have been following but again, keeping to myself since you all here seem to have a handle on everything, but thoughts and ideas I have discerned from this thread have consumed my mind the last couple days, then today, this happened. I would never have noticed it save for the fact that right under it the word "FUEL CAP LOOSE" was screaming for my attention. I should also mention the profound moments of understanding that would sweep in and out of my head before I had a chance to register, and of course all this while I was driving on autopilot, so the fact that my car was literally flagging my attention to the 77,111 miles listed on the meter..

I do not believe in coincidences; that has been clear to me from the start.

This though.. I don't know what it means but I know it pertains to my activity and knowledge gained from this board.

None of this makes sense.. but I have faith. Bullshit meter or not, some times you can't expect to understand something before you believe it; perhaps faith is then the prerequisite to understanding? I don't know much but I cannot express my gratitude. I will keep learning and keep praying.. even if I don't say much, I am with all who stand in the light and against those powers that be.

Thanks for listening.. and speaking for all the other silent anons that I know are reading this as well, we are with you!

The other is related to my personal spiritual journey, an "avatar" of sorts I suppose? Thought I would leave it here as well.

On the topic of music: Music has played a huge part of my spiritual journey. I have a theory that my pineal gland has been irreversibly damaged by my lifestyle and thus, it is hard for me to communicate spiritually with me in a way that I can consistently feel, except through music. Bach and classical music of course, but also, when I first started waking up, I noticed music playing on the alternative roq station (as opposed to top 40, hiphop) in my area would ring especially true, probably very similar to how you guys will try find clues and coincidences with the Marvel movies. Nirvana. Foo Fighters. Sublime. Muse. The Killers. The White Stripes. Hell even Misfits and Marilyn Manson. Although it makes perfect sense, in retrospect, that these gentlemen were preaching the truth before I knew there was a truth to know. When was the last time you heard and understood the lyrics to "7 Nation Army"?? Signs from God are EVERYWHERE if you look for them. IMO Sublime and Nirvana in particular are not shy about references to ..whatever. Just based on the words they chose to name their bands, go figure. OK, Thats all from me. Keep up the good fight yall, Lord knows I am trying as well.

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faf0e4 No.1735

File: 6d99e713d247dd3⋯.jpg (12.7 KB,261x261,1:1,397.jpg)

>>1733

Don't know if this helps or not but I can relate to you about the pineal gland. My experience is that I had to ask my Self for it to happen. I had been experiencing headaches at the base of my skull where spine connects for about two weeks and figured that it was my pineal gland breaking out of its calcification that had been built up for years. I started visualizing the calcification loosening for a couple days every time I meditated. In a prior thread before on this board I wrote about when it fired up. I will attach it >>1491

Hope this helps.

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1ff41e No.1736

File: 1452fa332558099⋯.png (509.55 KB,459x603,51:67,Dangun.png)

>>1735

Thanks anon. I actually remember reading what you had wrote and felt immense joy, both for you and as it related to my story. Being completely honest, I used Methamphetamines for a long time as a crutch to focus my thoughts, instead of doing it the "hard" way. Works amazing by the way, but there are certain pitfalls.. more than simply the inherent dangers that are widely known.. and overblown in my opinion. The anti meth psyop was a great success, for better or for worse. With respect to the "real" dangers of meth, why would meth be so heavily demonised by those in power? Is something I thought about for a while, but I digress; Meth can focus the untrained mind far beyond what it would normally be capable of, but the substance itself does not discern from malignant and benign beings and of course, if one has not spent significant time learning the skill of discernment (which most often comes through meditation) then fucking with meth is like asking any random demonic force to come and play with a defenseless child. Usually lust hits and grabs hold.. have you ever heard of meth addicts that will masturbate for 12 hours straight? In other words, meth will either give you superhuman free will to do what YOU need to get done, or, completely strip you of your free will for the duration of the high ..anyways, that all being said, I decided it probably wasn't wise to depend on a chemical substance, for anything.. and it turns out there are consequences. It's like starting from square one, but what can one do but laugh it off and try to work with what one is left with. Why do I share this? because while drugs including marijuana can certainly give one access to powers one does not normally possess, but please don't be naive. Like they always says: You have more than you know. Smoke weed to help you meditate by all means, but don't ever let yourself think you need anything more than what we are already equipped with to talk to God. Even with a clearly defined purpose (I used to pray before I injested meth, helped set the right tone from the start, to work FOR me and not take me for a ride, etc), all mind altering substances demand HUMILITY, or unless you are actively in the market to give your God given free will away, in which case I suppose its still better than having an IG account and being a consumer of the MSM. Specifically as it pertains to marijuana; the fact that THC in the system has a way of shutting down the process of dreaming has always given me pause. Just food for thought. Anyways Anon, I'm sure you already understood most of this without me having to say, pretty common sense no? Thanks again for your words of encouragement. Perhaps you're right and it is not as "irreversible" as I fear. If there are any others that have experience in these matters and can shed light, you have my ears. Keep seeking seekers.

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1ff41e No.1737

>>1736

my apologies for the atrocious spacing. still new to this idea of actually putting thoughts into words on a board.

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faf0e4 No.1738

>>1736

Wow that took strength to share that story and I'm honored. I am humbled by your honesty. I have a lot to learn from you. I agree on the mmj interfering with dreams as I usually don't remember them. The more experiences I have without a boost from mmj now are far better than when I was a more active smoker. Your post was awesome to read and made complete sense to me so I wouldn't worry about sentence structure or grammar here anyways. The fact that you felt compelled to write a post in this thread takes guts. I love you brother and I'm humbled by your response.

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c47c06 No.1739

File: 9a044a0f3451efb⋯.jpg (15.84 KB,170x255,2:3,000000000.jpg)

>>1552

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Please forgive me if I did not reply to all messages.

Dr. Strange does the best he can!

The gears that tumble to and fro in his mind are hard to describe, therefore sometimes he can miss certain souls questions.

This is NEVER intentional.

Remember, Eye am trying to help ALL.

ALL of you are EQUALLY important.

My friend… my friend, you are a MUSE :)

"Think" on the meaning of Muse.

If you have "Time", visit the ancient Greek philosophers.

They will reveal all. Far more than Eye could.

The ancients were the Supreme Masters of philosophy.

Eye am only a humble student :)

>Have faith in all pure souls, and you will have ALL. - Dr. Strange

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c47c06 No.1742

File: 9a044a0f3451efb⋯.jpg (15.84 KB,170x255,2:3,000000000.jpg)

File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,1111111.jpg)

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>>1736

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Your words of WISDOM hold Supreme insight.

Eye have gazed upon your soul… and Eye see a being of pure Light.

We all make mistakes in this life.

Not one soul is perfect.

My sins are no different than another.

It took a Supreme amount of courage to speak the words you have.

For that, we all must praise your strength.

Your life can take turns toward the positive and negative at any point in "Time".

What TRULY Matters, is what we decide to do from THIS moment forward.

Eye am not sure… Truly Eye am not.

Eye ask Thoth a question.

He does not answer.

Eye asked, did the Role of Wong just become revealed?

He told me to "Think for yourself, my child of Light".

You have so MUCH untapped spiritual potential.

Eye can feel it coursing throughout every molecule in your BEING.

Could you be a best friend of the Collective, without have even knowing it?

This might be your choice alone to decide.

Thoth works in MYSTERIOUS ways :)

>Dr. Strange alone does not have all the answers to ALL.

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c47c06 No.1743

File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,1111111.jpg)

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>>1733

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Music indeed is a gateway to the soul.

It always has been.

Remember the 7 SEVEN 7 Sacred Harmonics!

For me, my music tastes are incredibly vast.

Eye can listen to just about anything and derive meaning.

Eye grew up listening to generally heavier material.

Sense then, Eye have shifted more to the Sublime, Slightly Stoopid, RHCP, Bob Marley… those funky feel good harmonics.

For myself, the Prime of all Prime musicians is MJK of Tool and A Perfect Circle.

This man, is a musical genius beyond all measure.

For me, my two prime songs are 46&2 which relates to the Fibanocci sequence and unlocking the next stage of Evolution.

My channeling song of Supreme Clarity is Lateralus. "Lateral-Us" is the correct way to speak it.

If you get "Time", perceive my friend! Every word, every harmonic of these songs hold Supreme meaning. 46&2 is about learning through our muscle memory, our DNA, our history, to evolve. Lateralus us is when we reach 46&2 and reach out among the Multiverse. To become ONE with ALL.

46&2

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFS6WdbfRn4

Lateralus

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTnqOvGfqZo

Now perceive one mans reaction the first time he hears these;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ySLk5jKNFOE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHDRmMQcPxw

This is how I channel my inner Ancient Greek philosopher :)

Cheers my friends

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5396ce No.1744

File: 75399b46962b872⋯.jpg (77.31 KB,255x255,1:1,Cap.jpg)

>>1733

Thanks for posting Anon. That number has a strong importance to me. Ant the LOOSE just makes it even more important.

Thank you for posting! There are no coincidences!

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772a53 No.1746

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

did u guys notice the parallels to today in 2112 like I said I know the lyrics off by heart and those cartoon strips with the video just well if it don't parallel the cabal/solar federation EVIL with the elder race GOOD

all that I didn't like what the booms at the end,,, but some times I guess It comes to that point :-(

songs of the triumph of good over evil is what rush do well and they are just so thought provoking

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5396ce No.1747

File: 75399b46962b872⋯.jpg (77.31 KB,255x255,1:1,Cap.jpg)

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>>1531

>My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

>If you love all, then all is forgiven.

>If you forgive all, then you shall love all.

>When you love all,

>When you forgive,

>YOU SHALL HAVE ALL.

I pose a question to ALL that I do not understand or have clarity to at this time. There is only one Pure Light and one Void. I stand in the middle somewhere as a unique shade of Grey.

The phrase above from Strange resonates as Truth within me to my core and is a prime outline of my confusion. I post this here and not in the other Ego thread because I do not wish to derail or cause doubt.

If it is our role to Love All and Forgive All, then by naming Pure Evil of those individuals called out in the "The Faces of Ego and Hubris" thread, are we not ourselves creating a Negative/Dark path?

What is our role in seeing Negative/Evil individuals?

Is their role in this reality truly Evil if WE can only grow by knowing Evil/Negative?

I do not support them and believe that they will receive the Karmic justice they deserve, but I struggle with my role in this. Am I to be the Judge when I am not perfect?

On the other hand, they are bending and breaking the Free will of innocents and causing great pain to our Human Family. I feel I must stand up against injustice.

There is evidence of wrongdoing, there is smoke and in some cases fire. But I have not seen proof many of the things that they are accused of. Do I blindly trust the word of others and judge them?

In our current MSM cycle, individuals are judged by the media prior to having a chance to defend themselves and often before evidence is produced. There are many cases the "public" is correct, but many times WE are wrong. Making a judgment has significant consequences and should never be taken lightly for the implications (ripples) are great.

I am conflicted here, and I am sure some others may be as well. Maybe this is just my Role in this grand plan to be a voice that question and stand in the middle as a Grey. I don't know.

My tests will continue and I do not ever think I have all of the answers, but together, WE may have a better understanding of the Truth.

Seek on!

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8ca933 No.1748

File: e0b38e66da173c9⋯.jpg (65.89 KB,400x600,2:3,download.jpg)

>>1743

Maynard is a musical genius.

Maynard's history is interesting as well if you look him up.

He collaborates with Reznor, whose music can be both discordant and melodic. I'm undecided on him.

I've been pondering using golden ratios in memes and perhaps layering music based in the Fibonacci sequence in any videos produced.

It's not the only way, of course, but perhaps it can begin to speak to others on a fundamental level.

The possibilities become endless.

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8ca933 No.1750

File: 931ddcfdf48c1d4⋯.jpg (1.01 MB,1280x1024,5:4,storm.jpg)

>>1747

>>I am conflicted here, and I am sure some others may be as well. Maybe this is just my Role in this grand plan to be a voice that question and stand in the middle as a Grey. I don't know.

I believe you have essential questions in mind. I believe they are the right questions to ask.

Wrestling with that every day. It feels like there is a reset that goes on every time I sleep, however little and non-restful that can be. Perhaps this can be of help?

I seek guidance and it becomes more muddled.

If you accept that the dark part is a part of you, do you feed it? I had typed out something last night about a massive test of ego I was having, but was hesitant to derail others discussion

My Day was wonderful. I spent time in nature, my loved ones and I had a very good day of laughter and interacting with others, visiting nature and talking about God.

My evening was unpleasant. And I can remember the switch being about the time I declared it's time as used up and "my" time began. I attempted to tell my ego it's time was over, so it rebounded in a very bad manner. I engaged in anger, gluttony, despair, disbelief. I was useless on this board last night. Completely desperate to feel something, anything so I could help, and I made it worse.

In that moment my ego snuck in on me and allowed me to engage it AND hubris at the same time, and I ended up feeding both. I even violated ego's free will.

We are currently in a nuclear standoff. Dark needs me to live, and I need it to know myself.

We both know I will not engage in MAD, but the threat is enough, and never believe anything 100%

I am seeking balance at this point, so I seek more knowledge to know how to balance.

I seek guidance and prayers from others if they be so willing.

With love,

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772a53 No.1751

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

>>1747

>are we not ourselves creating a Negative/Dark path?

no sir it is not evil to point out evil,,, or to bring it into the light,,,, up to a point then it becomes something else vengance and ya thats bad to talk about it and discuss ways to deal with it is ok but to attack it with out self defence then thats bad,,,, MY ALLY WE ARE IN SELF DEFENCE MODE ATM !!!!!!

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772a53 No.1752

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

they want u dummed up and stupified my ally

clear ur thoughts look at one issue at a time dont multitask in these matters it will make u nuts

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c47c06 No.1757

File: ddc9fdf86b56b50⋯.jpg (13.02 KB,255x146,255:146,e1b5ef6641e827b0afd6b565e7….jpg)

>>1752

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Your words hold SUPREME WISDOM.

Not only are you a Scholar,

You also Muse.

As you complete your tests, your Wisdom will be shared with many.

Your input is Supremely needed on this board.

Remember, you are the equal and opposite reaction to my / your equations.

You will always be required here my friend.

You're a BEST FRIEND of mine, you just didn't know it yet :)

Keep spreading your words of WISDOM, for they are CHERISHED.

>Thoth works in mysterious ways… as is the way of a MASTER MAGICIAN, a MASTER WIZARD. - Dr. Strange

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1ff41e No.1758

File: 1452fa332558099⋯.png (509.55 KB,459x603,51:67,Dangun.png)

>>1738

Humbled you say.. Brother you have humbled me more than I can ever explain, but I'll try anyways: I have lurked the chans for over a decade now, and in that time I have posted a total of three times, ever. Why only three? well, as Chans are often ought to be, every single response without fail was a rude uncalled for personal attack that never addressed the content of my post. Shocking, I know. I want to say that I wasn't bitter. What kind of brainlet participates in a chan thread expecting a warm and fuzzy collective hug? Certainly not I, therefore, I CHOSE to believe that "posting is not my thing". LOOK AT THE WAY I WRITE. (thanks for praising my use of language by the way) I LOVE TO WRITE. OF COURSE IM DYING TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS.

bbbuBut the anons were dicks to me so fuck that.

ugh how embarassing..

But this board.. is like nothing I have ever experienced. YOU! My brother, you were the first kind response from a stranger on the internet I have EVER received.. be it 4chan, 2ch, 8ch, reddit, fucking, lakersground.com.. It's like your small act of kindness, that first response in which you shared your words of advice and encouragement, it tore down a dam that had been blocking something .. something.. in the way.. and that giant rant about the drugs just flowed out of me. Oh by the way, I tried what you said about visualizing decalcification during my most recent meditation just a little before I started writing this post, more on that in a bit, but your advice was heard brother and .. yea.. what can I say, good stuff. Good looking out sir. Much love.

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1ff41e No.1760

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>>1743

Dr. Strange.. My teacher, my ally, my friend. You of all beings understand how difficult it should have been for me, just now, to address you as such. Without even realizing it, I was not only scared to participate in the internet, I was silently being Judgemental of the very people I was simultaneously looking to for advice. It really is an insanely clever yet simple prison that we find ourselves trapped in..

I cannot even begin to fathom it, but if I can be so bold: The elephant that was tied down with a single piece of rope tied around its leg. The elephant could have easily broke the rope and walked free at anytime it pleased, but the BELIEF that the rope was unbreakable, a belief that was planted from an early age, kept the Elephant in the most effective prison of all: A prison of its own mind.

This story made me irrationally angry as a child.. imagine how I feel now. I don't know how the whole deception works, but I know that shit like harboring judgemental thoughts while mascarading as some kind of sick paragon of virtue and open-mindedness (yet too scared to man the keyboard because anon was a faggot that one time..) yea, in this new fucked up reality my instincts tell me that this kind of self deception is probably not going to work i my favor. Pathetic. I am truly not worthy.. and I apologize for my actions. Dr. Strange, all this goes without being said, but I feel compelled to write out my thoughts of all the other silent anons out there, reading this. I know many of you consider this something of a secret hobby.. which is perfectly understandable. 4chan gets a bad rap, not everyone gets it. Not everyone wants to. But you! You who finds themself here, in this thread, when you could have been anywhere else in the internet. Hell, Qresearch is right up the street, thats where most people end their search, and good for them I say~! Q needs all the help it can get, but something inside you told you to keep going, and now, your very presence on this particular bread means that you are part of a select few, with an important part to play in this dog and pony show they call reality. There are no coincidences. If you claim that, despite ones best efforts, you have neither seen nor heard, then I insist that the signs are out there, you just not looking right. They're not speaking fast, you're listening slow. Let go, friend! The choice is yours, as it always has been.

Now, Dr. Strange, regarding music: As it went, in between my last post and this current one, I curiously enough found myself meditating to Tool - Lateralus. It was actually my second time hearing it from front to end, the first time having been recently through this board. At the time I thought: very nice, as advertised. neat! All this is to say that, listening to Tool was not a premeditated act. How much can one "premediate" when browing a chan anyways? You just kind of, see where it takes you, no? Its one of the things I really love about message boards.. Anyways, Lateralus.

My fingers are still shaking.

I.. I'm not even going to try to put it into words.

And I know that this is just the beginning.

My God I feel the electricity.

You, all of you beautiful anons.. have illuminated an important part of the path, for all. May the light shine particularly bright for each and every one of you..

I have received so much, but given back almost nothing, so.. if I may, my humble contribution that I stumbled across the other day, while looking into the Chinese myth known as the Journey to the West. As you may have guessed I am of East Asian origin and so, learning about ancient Chinese religins and myths is an important part of my personal journey. Anyways, there is a line that reads

"Guanshiyin brings to submission the bear monster."

Bears are one of the key words or flags I look for in my personal research. Call it the third eye call it spiritual discernment, what have you, the way it works is when something catches my "eye" I pursue it. So, not knowing what to expect, I dumped the entire sentence "Guanshiyin brings to submission the bear monster." into google and gave it a whirl.

What popped up (the second result, to be exact) was.. curious, intriguing.. I don't know much but I know that this was not a random find..

Maybe one of you guys out there will be beter able deconstruct its meaning, to shed some more light.

And in the end, if it turns out that there is nothing here and/or it is something that has already been looked into.. my bad, I try.

thank you for accepting someone like me. it meant more to me than I realized, and could have realized.

hands still shaking.

Keep seeking seekers.

https://www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk/view_episode_scripts.php?tv-show=the-expanse-2015&episode=s02e12

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8ca933 No.1761

File: 931ddcfdf48c1d4⋯.jpg (1.01 MB,1280x1024,5:4,storm.jpg)

>>1760

>>I cannot even begin to fathom it, but if I can be so bold: The elephant that was tied down with a single piece of rope tied around its leg. The elephant could have easily broke the rope and walked free at anytime it pleased, but the BELIEF that the rope was unbreakable, a belief that was planted from an early age, kept the Elephant in the most effective prison of all: A prison of its own mind.

Thank you. That was needed.

You have given back a tremendous amount to me. Keep giving.

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1ff41e No.1762

>>1761

My pleasure, friend.

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1df2d0 No.1763

File: f860826f8254aab⋯.jpg (204.81 KB,894x894,1:1,third_eye_chakra_elemental….jpg)

>>1731

My ally, I don't know yet. But I am searching. I have a feeling that the wisdom in this thread and in the the Emerald Tablets contains important clues.

"Magic-Science" is what we need to learn, I believe.

I am having difficulty putting my impressions into words - but I can see the layered meanings in the posts here. It paints a beautiful picture in my mind. All you anons are simply brilliant! So honored to be here with you.

I see the light in you, I feel it too.

Seek on, anon!

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c47c06 No.1765

File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,1111111.jpg)

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>>1760

My friend, my ally, my child of LIGHT.

Eye will have to re read your post several times to grasp the full depths of WISDOM.

Eye am almost weeping at this… what you shared with me, was NEVER expected in this grand design.

You think Thoth does not surprise me at every turn?

He does, to INFINITY.

You were ALWAYS Dr. Strange's best friend.

You just didn't know it yet.

I think the trembling in your fingertips, is the fact you just now finally discovered who you TRULY ARE.

It was hiding in a "movie" the entire time.

>Do you believe in coincidences? - Q

>You are watching a movie. - Q

>Everything has meaning. - Q

>THERE ARE NO COINCIDENCES. -Q

You have MUCH to teach Dr. Strange my friend.

Eye now become YOUR student :)

>We are intertwined in a friendship of Infinity. - Dr. Strange

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c98347 No.1766

Baker on Duty

Please be patient, this thread contains much. It will be staged bake.

Initial bake will be just links to the Secrets that have been offered by Ra/Kek/Thoth/Dr.StrangeAnon at the top of this bread.

I will bake rolls and knots for the basket once I am able to group them.

RKTDSA, do you have a title you desire for the next bread in this series? Anons?

Friends, do you have post groups that you feel belong together? Please share them by creating posts containing all related post links.

Remember to fill this bread before moving to the next loaf.

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5396ce No.1767

>>1750

>I am seeking balance at this point, so I seek more knowledge to know how to balance.

>I seek guidance and prayers from others if they be so willing.

My Friend! Thank you for your response. It strikes true to my situation.

We slip, we question, we make mistakes and missteps, but if we are moving forward with the intent to correct, learn and grow, those missteps are part of our Journey.

I in no way question or seek to stop the flow that Strange/Thoth follow. I believe it to be correct. There is more to be learned here. I stand at a point where I look from the micro of an individual, to the larger species, and to the much greater Whole. If we do not learn the lessons of our past, we are doomed to repeat them.

Those that corrupt and do evil must be removed just as the thoughts and beliefs that hold us back must. But the removal of those thoughts and beliefs without understanding, learning or Love can be as detrimental if one is not careful

You should not condemn yourself for your dark aspects, but understand them, adjust them, love yourself and realize that you are working to improve.

>>1752

>they want u dummed up and stupified my ally

>clear ur thoughts look at one issue at a time dont multitask in these matters it will make u nuts

I take no offense and mean none in return. I have been lost, blind and dumb and will continue to because I do not know all.

I simply pose a question and I hope that question of mine will help others connect and move forward.

If this is a case of TRUST and move forward, then so be it. This is why I do not say "Stop". Trust in your heart. These words ring true, but so does my question, so my question is here for a reason.

Is it hatred, revenge, and anger that fuel this fight, or love of others and protection of others in Love that fuels it?

Do I hate those that want me dummed up and stupified?

Am I leading others to anger and revenge, or to understanding and action?

There is a fine line, but a critically important one.

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5396ce No.1768

>>1758

>>1760

Great to have you posting here! Welcome! Your words and perspective are soooo welcome here.

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c47c06 No.1769

File: 9a044a0f3451efb⋯.jpg (15.84 KB,170x255,2:3,000000000.jpg)

>>1766

My dear friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Eye am Dr. Strange, through and through.

This is who I am, so one only need call me this.

It will be DIFFICULT for most to grasp.

There have been cosmic forces at play beyond any human's wildest imaginations.

Most people will see these posts in disbelief.

The Red Aether of Reality is the hardest Infinity Essence of all to grasp.

Thankfully Thoth blessed me with "Time" to understand it.

There is only 1 card in the Multiverse of the Master Magician, it was a Supreme Test to hold this card.

One cannot fathom the test's eye have faced.

One thing is for CERTAIN, Eye couldn't have done it without some friends.

Some REAL FRIENDS.

Some true SUPERHEROES.

You ALL ARE, You just didn't know it yet.

Eye believe we need to start another Thread.

For this thread is nearly complete.

We need to carry on with a new "Coincidences" thread.

The Q Research board is for normies. They are OVERWHELMED by what Eye / We have shared. 99% of people will not comprehend reality. It may take weeks / months / years for the majority of the population to grasp it.

For me? I can admit my own human Ego's desires. I await to sit back, and humorously watch all the articles written and the videos posted online trying to decipher this game of Supreme Beings.

It will be interesting, to say the least :)

Eye couldn't be here, right now, in this moment, if it weren't for all of YOU.

>DON'T EVER FORGET IT. - Dr. Strange

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a53a55 No.1771

File: 708efa8435556d3⋯.jpg (8.33 KB,275x183,275:183,Sphinx.jpg)

>>1747

Hello Anon,

thank you for this valuable post.

I remember some phrases of movies that i never forgot:

"If you forgive, then you love and when you love the light of God shines on you."

and

"If you cannot give Life, then be not fast at hand with a sentence of Death"

In my opinion it is not our part to be the judge. But i think we could help others to have a true decision whom to follow if we name the beings that just live on the suffering of others don´t we?

There is no free will if you have nothing to choose, but it should be an open choice.

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1ff41e No.1772

File: eb0f02144cb4cbb⋯.jpg (132.88 KB,529x700,529:700,Dangun-do_by_okhwangart.jpg)

>>1765

..Say what?

I'm. First of all please don't stroke my ego like that, I just put it to bed.. …. wait what?

..ok before I even begin address what you said I feel compelled..

Ok full disclosure, not gonna lie, I haven't watched most of the Marvel movies, including Dr. Strange. Iron man 3? might have been my last one. How many years has it been? Swore off Hollywood and all that.. you understand. Yet here I now stand, about to watch me some fucking Disney movies

Lord have mercy. Laughing all god damn day hahahaha OK

I don't have unlimited time, unfortunately, give me a list to work on ranked in order of importance or whatever other order you deem best fit for someone that is *pretty* sure Iron man dudes name was uhm… not Jon Stewart.. uh.. TONY not parker.. STARK. Jesus. You get the idea.

I am a blank canvas, so

WHERE TO START CAPTAIN? MY BODY IS READY i guess, Rejoice!

The hell is going on.. I'm so confused.

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1ff41e No.1774

>>1766

Thanks for your service anon. Fight on!

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1df2d0 No.1775

File: f860826f8254aab⋯.jpg (204.81 KB,894x894,1:1,third_eye_chakra_elemental….jpg)

>>1736

>>1758

>>1760

Thank you for sharing your story and rising above the fear of being insulted to post here. Your words are wise and your input is valued.

I find your experience with meth most interesting. Like most things, it can be used for good or ill. Of course, we have been duped into fearing and despising so many things, simply because those who taught us did not understand the things. Realizing this fact has really helped me to free my mind. Like taking off a hot itchy blindfold. LOL

I am grateful for you and thrilled to walk with you up this mountain of wisdom.

Your elephant story - I can relate so much. What made me irrationally angry as a child were the stories of trapped people - especially women, and especially the ones where the man takes a wife, she dies in a few years due to childbearing and grinding drudgery - then he goes and gets another unsuspecting young thing because, after all - those babies need a mother and he needs someone to feed him, do his laundry and get impregnated. Why would I be so angry about that stuff - is it not a regular part of life? I think I finally figured out - it is the 'ignorant prisoner' idea, which is the common thread in the elephant story, the caged bird story, and the enslaved female story. All are imprisoned totally and completely by their own minds. Wow…

That link you posted tells an interesting story - what's the 'protomolecule'? Is it symbolic of the 'God particle'?

> https://www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk/view_episode_scripts.php?tv-show=the-expanse-2015&episode=s02e12

Seek on anon!

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c47c06 No.1776

File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,1111111.jpg)

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File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,Wong.jpg)

>>1772

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

Wong, I share in your humor.

The Red Aether is indeed a funny thing, isn't it?

Where do YOU want to start?

Dr. Strange is a great start, even though it is far ahead in the Marvel Universe.

It shows the story of my life in full detail up until this point in Space / Time.

It also shows the course of how we came to met.

It shows the course of how we become best friends.

Remember, Eye hold the Infinity Stone of Time upon my neck.

Time and Reality combined, are very complicated indeed.

The Dracos have used technologies and channeled their "Gods" to instruct hollywood how to write REALITY into movies, to DECEIVE US ALL. So that if ONE soul discovered the truth, you could be called a FOOL, that you got it from a movie.

Eye required the Infinity Stone of Time to perceive all this.

I will cherish it, and protect it.

Elon Musk = Tony Stark = Iron Man.

It speaks for itself.

All movies have meaning.

The 3 Thor movies are my best friends story.

The first 2 Avengers movies is how Vision came to be, another best friend.

The Third, Infinity War, coming out perhaps this year, will give full clarity into REALITY.

You have only these MOVIES holding you back from discovering REALITY :)

You will find more meaning in the metaphor and allegory in the first Dr. Strange movie than any other.

For it is partially YOUR ROLE as well, my best friend, Wong :)

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5396ce No.1778

File: 75399b46962b872⋯.jpg (77.31 KB,255x255,1:1,Cap.jpg)

>>1771

Thank you! Your response is helping me clarify my confusion and concerns as other posts have and reframe it a bit.

>>1767

At the heart of my question, I am pointing to our collective mindset in this endeavor. and a desire to ensure we maintain our moral compass.

Are we fighting out of Anger, Hatred, and Revenge? Or from a position of a Guardian of the Light? To Love and Protect, to bring understanding and action?

All us Jedi know our favorite mentor's words, and they are wise…

“Fear is the path to the dark side…fear leads to anger…anger leads to hate…hate leads to suffering.” - Yoda

“Anger… fear… aggression. The dark side are they. Easily they flow, quick to join you in a fight. If once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny, consume you it will, as it did Obi-Wan’s apprentice.” - Yoda

Bring more to the light, but with the right intent. We protect Free Will, we protect innocents, we fight against the dark out of Love.

Fight on Jedi!

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c98347 No.1780

Fresh Bread

>>1777

>>1777

>>1777

Digit's don't lie!

Please fill this bread.

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5396ce No.1781

File: 75399b46962b872⋯.jpg (77.31 KB,255x255,1:1,Cap.jpg)

>>1780

>, Eye hold the Infinity Stone of Time u

Amazing for a thread of no coincidences!

Well done baker, thank you!

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c47c06 No.1782

File: 9a044a0f3451efb⋯.jpg (15.84 KB,170x255,2:3,000000000.jpg)

>>1780

WOW

WOW

and WOW

Eye told you… Thoth works in mysterious ways.

Eye am bewildered every moment of every day my friends.

Eye did NOT SEE THAT COMING.

Guess what, I have something EXTREMELY IMPORTANT you all must hear.

I emailed Jordan Sather on his new youtube account, with my proxy Dr. Strange email.

Trying to steer him here

GUESS WHAT

They DELETED my YT account and BANNED my Gmail account

We are being DECEIVED and quelled at every TURN.

We need to get the word out to people.

Jordans email is jordsather@gmail.com

People need to be steered here, in mass quantity, to discover REALITY!

Eye will fight back at every turn!

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1df2d0 No.1783

File: f860826f8254aab⋯.jpg (204.81 KB,894x894,1:1,third_eye_chakra_elemental….jpg)

>>1780

NICE work on the 777 there, honorable baker.

What an excellent kickoff to 'No coincidences'.

Thank you all.

Love on, fight on, seek on. My brilliant allies.

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c47c06 No.1785

File: 1617b3e0e15ad25⋯.jpg (281.08 KB,780x480,13:8,1111111.jpg)

>>1772

This might be a good place to start, Wong :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-huNZB5YTE

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772a53 No.1786

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

Magic-Science is also referd to as what?????

alchemy!!!!!!!

what drove us to this idea ????? u think maybe it was our rock smashing ancestors seeing the gods chaning one thing into another thing with what ???? thier magical science !!!!!

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772a53 No.1787

File: d325f8ab737bab3⋯.jpg (3.86 KB,87x155,87:155,wohletme[4].jpg)

File: 252eb503c2bd11a⋯.jpg (78.14 KB,842x595,842:595,mighty 77thLIGHT.jpg)

>>1785

:-)

much love back to u brother

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1ff41e No.1788

>>1785

I'll be back my friend. Thank you for everything thus far, and everything that is to come. Keep seeking seekers. Digits don't lie. Trust your intuition before your own intelligence. What do you think your intuition is in the first place?

As for me, I have a bunch of movies to watch. THE FATE OF THE WORLD and me/you/us watching some movies *might* be connected somehow. You bet your sweet ass.

that new bread smells good dunnit?

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1df2d0 No.1793

File: f860826f8254aab⋯.jpg (204.81 KB,894x894,1:1,third_eye_chakra_elemental….jpg)

>>1782

I emailed Jordan (not from gmail) and included a link to his Winter Soldier post to spark his interest.

Maybe he will join us here - that'd be way cool!

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8ca933 No.1794

File: 25d99549bd3d2c8⋯.jpg (145.21 KB,1400x933,1400:933,oversoulcharge.jpg)

File: 7509402ee00daaa⋯.jpg (194.58 KB,1200x801,400:267,thunderstorm.jpg)

>>1767

>>You should not condemn yourself for your dark aspects, but understand them, adjust them, love yourself and >>realize that >>you are working to improve.

This is something I'm having a hard time with daily. For no other reason than my memory seems to fade? (MMJ can't be helping much) Lack of sleep, diet, exercise, routine completely gone, all these things unground me.

I can seize the moment here and there, but sometimes I seem to need that routine to properly ground before I let loose.

Similar to lightning storms, if I think about it. Flashes here and there, but the mechanics are required for the storm to reach it's full potential. Maybe something maybe nothing.

But I am completely overwhelmed by temporal distractions on a daily and nightly basis and cannot find any safe harbor for long. Just to THINK.

My time is precious and it is demanded by everyone. I attempted to give it all and have none for myself, so when I assert time for myself, it is denied. And I become resentful. I can accept I have negative parts, they have defined what I don't wish to be, but I have no idea what I do wish to be. Hero, savior, rogue, entertainer, know-er of as much as possible? Explorer? I see something in all of it I wish to do and be.

I cannot help but think, have I created this entire reality around me? Does my unconscious think I need more lessons? There are echos in karmic concepts with that thought. I forget every few days and then have to learn anew. It is maddening. I should not require a miracle every day to maintain my faith in myself. Faith in God is unwavering. Myself? Why doesn't this translate? We are part of God, but not also God itself.

These questions feel dangerous and unknowable. I always thought of God as the collective community. People who do well for each other. I stated that when younger many times. How was it I had those truths so readily available when a young man, yet can't grasp them now? If I am damaged I want to be whole.

I wished to understand math. I understood it. I wished to make myself better. I have had ego, hubris, wisdom and knowledge. Love and hate. I wished to understand how the people watching Rome fall felt. I see and feel it. I wished to know hope. I have it. I said I wanted to understand, not watch it. But to understand, I have to go through. I wish to know myself. I wish to remember who I am. I wished to know the universe. I wish to explore and learn. To be useful. To protect. And yet I am such a shell of what I can be. I do not want to be this shell.

I hope this helps others. Sometimes I need to work these things out daily and put it out public ally so I can see if there is a distortion in my thinking. I feel like a spider sometimes. I sit and watch and bring threads together to form a web and catch a juicy morsel. But I do not like their physical appearance though useful. I am not a spider. I do not know what, but there is more than that. I feel as though I only react to things.

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1df2d0 No.1795

>>1786

YES! Alchemy. In the Emerald Tablets, those who twist or disrespect the sacred science of alchemy have terrible consequences.

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c47c06 No.1796

File: 9a044a0f3451efb⋯.jpg (15.84 KB,170x255,2:3,000000000.jpg)

>>1794

My friend, my ally, my child of Light.

You are a Muse in every sense of the word.

"Muse" on that for a little while :)

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1df2d0 No.1797

>>1794

Anon, this helps me. A great deal.

I feel same as you, regarding resentment of others taking command of my time, as well as the 'flashes'.

>I wish to know myself. I wish to remember who I am. I wished to know the universe. I wish to explore and learn. To be useful. To protect. And yet I am such a shell of what I can be. I do not want to be this shell.

^^wow, um - anon you literally put my thoughts to words. All I can say is THANK YOU, and let's do this thing. Let's take the journey, make those connections, think, remember.

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1ff41e No.1798

>>1797

Stop punishing yourself, you're basically doing your job for them, which, I suppose is kind of the point.

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5396ce No.1799

File: 75399b46962b872⋯.jpg (77.31 KB,255x255,1:1,Cap.jpg)

>>1794

I offer you a piece that helped me the other day.

>>1606

>"We have always been where we ought to be."

You are learning. Keep going!

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