I would dearly love to collaborate with anon. I note that for some of the Q posts he does include answers, which, although I have never asked him about it, seem to be the high confidence answers from the spreadsheet itself. It would be really great if we could consolidate it all to one existing place and not diverge into different sites/platforms and have it in one place.
I'll keep my eyes peeled for him and ask him to come in here when I see him.
And I know - some pills are really hard. I've personally been at this longer than some anons have been alive. It's a roller coaster for sure. But what effect for some people it has is just to steel them and make them more dedicated, more determined than ever. That's what it did to me at least. No backing down, no surrender, I owe it to my many generations of ancestors and the many generations to come.