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PA 1990's my mother was given Brethine (Terbutaline) for preterm labor - this drug was only FDA approved for asthma yet was given to millions of in labor women despite 1980's medical warnings.
Many died. The drug is now proven to cause brain damage in womb affecting attention and learning development areas - see Duke studies, Aspet studies, various Terbutaline law websites. Also linked to major susceptibility to other chemicals from brain weakening - I likely have autism but never had my behavior tested. Terbutaline lawsuit court scripts show medical records were wiped in some cases - would legal pursuit be pointless? Lawyers on record saying seems like a conspiracy.
VA Academic medical abuse - 1st grade I was given Adderall, Concerta, powerful antibiotics - I regularly talked in class and refused to print rather than use cursive, teachers did not like since not following orders.
Many mems/docs convinced parents it was necessary- I could not think, I would not eat, I urinated blood, I refused to speak (Complacency dose testing?). Less than a month parents brought the hammer down on shills as I was gone, even though they claimed "he is the perfect student". Even though a short dose time, until 16 y/o I saw figures, demons, death, acted out nightmares, psychosis. Everytime my eyes close I would see, and very young when open. Never told anyone xpt trusted for fear of further medication and no academic trust. I was curious, I stared back, I pondered, I smiled at them and it helped. I made them make me stronger and conceptualize the reality rather than be affected by it. Since I always tried to train and control my vivid and colored thought, always in mental practice. I found God and truth and the multiple streams, and I realize water, helped with my demonic rage I always suppressed. Demonic anger with Righteous direction smh. 2015 I hopped on the trail and found a lot and felt hopeless until you.
A lot of thoughts/sights I cannot control, and I see very red rooms and now people clearing Competitive Pokemon stock (2 meanings. See Metokur Bublbagarden video)
Is it truly as heinous as I see?