Guys... I invested so much money and time into Q.. I've been a sworn patriot. I've met with people and spoken out strongly in support of all we stand for. I've lost friends, been shunned by family. Even my own job was on the line for a bit there, because I kept bringing up the seriousness of the fraud and theft we are witnessing by the Democrats.
I've trusted the plan all along, still do. But I'm losing hope... each night I've been drinking more and more. I clean my guns regularly, because I'm just so afraid something is going to happen. I've been feeling this way for months. And each night, it gets harder and harder for me to pick up a gun without thinking of putting it to my fucking head and just pulling the trigger...
Like, what the fuck am I even doing with my life. I've even stopped going to church. I can't be around those people anymore, you know God speaks to me in my dreams. I have visions, they used to be wonderful. I used to have these glorious dreams where I was in a valley surrounded by people who loved me.
It was like a village, and in the distance at the top of the hill was the white house. Each day in the dream, President Trump would come out and wave at everyone. I know this sounds stupid but, he'd wave at everyone and do a little dance. I couldn't hear anything, never do in my dreams, but I "knew" He was dancing to some of the songs he played during his rally's. I miss his rally's so much. I live on the west coast, so I could never attend one and see the president in person, live.
I even was saving money for a while, I desperately wanted to pay for a plane ticket to fly out to Michegan where I've got some friends. I didn't even care if I had enough for a hotel, I figured I could sleep in a rental car and that would be enough. Then my FUCKING ASSHOLE "friends" told me I was acting crazy and that I should be using that money to pay off my student loans or for my rent.
Guys, I've never been happier than I was in those dreams. Lately, the only thing that makes me happy is drinking, cleaning my guns and watching old rally videos of MY PRESIDENT.
I fucking love Mr. Trump as a father. I feel like he would understand me if he knew me personally. I know I understand him.
Q has been like an angel. He reminds me of the angel Raphael, guiding Tobias to defeat demons. He is a kind and gentle angel, who has been sent by GOD to bring salvation. I KNOW Q IS FROM GOD.
and I'm ready... I'm ready, as soon as he tell's me to rise up and vanquish the evil doers in this world. I will have my weapons ready, and I will put on the HOLY ARMOR OF GOD and strike down all who oppose our great president.
I'm waiting Q. Only say the world and I will go out out and slay all who oppose our president. Amen