Hey /prog/, I'm 19 and for a while I've been half-assing an attempt at a "tech career" straight out of high school. I'm now taking it more seriously , reflecting on what I've been doing and wondering if I'm retarded, so I'd appreciate a second opinion.
>did some gay C++ programming youtube tutorials while i was in middle school, didn't learn shit and stopped after a week
>tried a bunch of free online programming courses and lose interest in them all
>buy cheap python beginner's book off the internet, it's more interesting but i'm lazy and am only 1/2 of the way through after almost a year
>know some basic shit and some formatting, "etiquette" stuff
>enroll in local technical college IT course hoping i can learn more about computers, maybe get a job and carry the experience over to different fields
>starting to worry that the certification won't be enough to get any job
>now am looking for any sort of internship to get experience and become more confident in abilities
>trying to get to the point where i can make a PR on github without looking like a sped
I'd also appreciate if anyone could point me towards somewhere else where I could talk with experienced programmers and get tips, like an IRC or discord server. Thanks.