I'm a passive-aggressive coward who can't handle even the most trivial perceived adversity, whether real or not, and I cave in like a little girl every time…
Then, like a coward, i go online and literally beg other people to please demonstrate some masculinity for me…
It is my lack of masculinity, Charisma and negotiation skills that has resulted in a life void of sexual contact (with a female at least)
I don't know how to close the deal, nor do I know how to initiate a deal, because I have no life experience in the most basic elements of everyday living.
Instead of standing up for myself right there at the moment, I bottle up my frustration deep inside of me, and I sit and seethe in front of my lonely little computer…
so OF COURSE no woman finds me even vaguely attractive or even interesting for that matter….
I have chosen to live my life as a welcome mat, and allow people to wipe their feet on me
