DAY 1
Okey, some backstory:
Started watching porn when I was 12 years old, did it at least twice everyday whilst growing up until I found nofap at age 20 and managed to get steady 30-50 day streaks all the way until a few months ago. During this time of streaks my life turned, I had so much energy. I got in great shape, read alot of philosophy and was amazed by my motivation, which had been absent before. It is truly mindblowing how destructive fapping really is.
Today I'm 24 and because of alot of stress I have fallen into the addiction again these last months, fell into weirder stuff then I've ever watched before. Porn is hell on earth, and it drew me in again. I can't even last a day. It's the worst kind of drug ever created, and its tormenting my whole being.
I'm sick of it and this is why I'm writing here. To hold myself accountable and hopefully get someone to come along I will update during my way up to 90 days.
I'm ready to pick up this struggle for the last time, this has got to end.
Will update this thread as time goes on.