>>11289
It's part of the course. Fapping fogs the mind and clearing it up will bring out true feeling.
The answer is to find a way to fix the things making you depressed, not fall into the trap of covering it up.
It's going to be okay if you try.
>>11325
It's a matter of what you are trying to cultivate in yourself. Nofap is not the miracle cure to becoming a demigod. It is a very important, but still just, a part of self improvement.
If you have not cultivated whiting yourself and in your daily routine, the will and steps to achieving that which you want to reach, you will not make it and nothing else will.
To you too, you will make it if you try. It is never to late to struggle.
Good luck.