Been lurking for years. Knew about the drawbacks of fapping back in 2014 but have been unable to completely break the habit. Had it down to once a week but that was my wall and I have backslid mightily.
Holding knowledge of the drawbacks in my head concurrently with the guilt over my failure for it to really "click" did a big number on my confidence. But tonight is different. Tonight is the night I learn to fly.
Really excited boys. Thanks for all the advice. This is my one last push to will myself back on track. If I don't have a success story for you in 6 months time I died.