/nofap/ - Fappers Anonymous

my masturbation addiction started right when i started masturbating, at around 11-12 years old

back then i mostly used my own fantasies though

i progressively started consuming internet porn more and more only when i was around 17, which of course made it all worse

I started masturbating around age 7.

I didn't see actual porn until I was about 12, when I found a page from a porn mag on the sidewalk while walking home from school. I had seen The Joy of Sex before that, though, as well as sexy personals ads and 900-number ads in the back of the weekly paper.

I found internet porn when I was 15 or so, and that made all kinds of material available to me. For whatever reason I went almost straight into extreme hardcore and fetishistic porn. The web and cable internet connections made it so much worse.

I first bumped into a old "improve your bed skills" book when i was about 10. It did not leave my mind until i was 11-12 and i first discovered that there are TV channels that traight up air porn in certain hours. I did not fap though, i was just interested in seeing something new. I first fapped when i was 12/13 just because i suddenly wanted to. I was alone, i knew what iam doing, and just did it almost every night until 18/19. Now i am on nofap, i belive it will help to get my life on tracks.