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>just generally thought it was just easier for everyone else too, less hassle and I don’t end up being a burden
<but you’re not a burden, anon
>she’s looking at me, her eyes welling up
>don’t look at me like that, I’m not a good man at all. I’m a coward, a hypocrite and a liar. I have my selfish reasons for coming here in the first place
<you mean what you thought of incubization as a cure before your arrival here?
>so she had seen that much as well
<believe me, anon, I know. And I can admit one thing to you – I’m not good either. I’m not a good girl
>what do you mean
<I had my reasons for wanting to be with you, anon. one was selfish. I wanted to see if it was possible for my kin to communicate like this
>she pointed up to us and waved her pointer finger between us
>you mean this telepathy thing
<yes and I couldn’t stand knowing that there were more like you out there, unable to express themselves fully, so I had to be greedy and was focused on getting you first before others
<also, I was late for a reason, anon
>late? Wait, do you mean my arrival at the airport
<yes. I was afraid that I wasn’t good enough for you, given with my kin and my original plan with you but then I saw you trying to talk with the succubus with your notebook. I couldn’t stand seeing it, seeing you keeping quiet like that
>you saw it all, but wait, it means you were-
<yes, I was hiding. I was ashamed at the time, being selfish and wanting to be with you just because you happen to be deaf. I thought I wasn’t a good girl for thinking of you like that first
>so basically curiosity got the better of her
>she nods upon hearing that thought, while looking away
<and to answer your incubization question, we don’t know if it works that way
>works that way? What do you mean?
<it has been years for us since we last had human males and it was only recent that we managed to come over to this world
<despite rumours stating otherwise, it is more of a gradual slow change over the years and we’ve only came in this world a few years ago, we don’t know if it can cure anything as far
>that’ll explain why they were rumours in the first place, but who could spread them like that and won’t it only bring in the shady types in to take advantage of you-
<I don’t know the exact reasoning behind that; it’s something the higher mamono has worked on. They even know that there’ll be some people like that
<but not you, anon. I can tell. Your first thought and image you visualized wasn’t of taking advantage. It was of our safety
>can’t deny that but it still doesn’t justify my original purpose in coming here
<you still thought about it the whole time, doubting yourself even when you arrived here
<compared to me, I can’t deny my selfish reason for wanting to see you
>don’t know how to reply and assure her at this point but I just know she didn’t mean to be selfish
>still, I’m looking at her back as her tentacle continues to link to one of my ears
>decide out of my gut instinct to move without a second thought
>take my arms around her and hug her from behind
<anon, I can’t-
>it’s fine, I know you aren’t a bad girl at all
>continuing to hug her from behind, I take one of my arm up to her head and pat her gently, smoothing out her wiggling tentacle hair
>she shudders as various images and sensations of her biting her lips plays through my head
<no, anon, I’m not a good girl
>it’s okay, it’s okay
>screw it. She trusted me enough to tell me everything she could; I can’t let her punish herself like I did to myself
>lean my head sideway and kiss her neck from behind
>her pulse quickened as I taste her skin – so sweet and soft, tempting me to do more than just kiss
>suddenly she took my arms off her and turned around, pushing me down to the bed on my back, pinning me with her arms
>she’s panting heavily, her hair wiggling and swaying
>the tentacle linking us together is wobbling but still holding on in my ear
<it isn’t fair of you, anon, to tease and comfort me like this
<your words and actions are only making me want to become a bad girl for you
>should’ve seen that coming but I wanted to go with my instinct for her
>after all, it’s her. Something with her clicked a switch on inside me
<but I can’t at this moment. I want to become a good girl for once, just for this moment with you
>the eyes sitting on top of her head pulsed and glowed green faintly
>started to feel even more tired than now, weary than ever
>my vision is becoming blurry, what is she doing
<trust me, for this moment, I want to sleep with you
<nothing more, nothing less
>can’t hear her thoughts clearly now, almost as they’re distorted
<anon, believe me
<I won’t change anything
<I want you for you, for this moment and forever
>this was the last thing I hear in my mind as I fell asleep while feeling her tentacle in my ear squishing out