>>92138
Just not throw all of you into this if you care about standing tall afterwards, and do what you enjoy and want. It's not about absolutes, measure how much do you care, how much do you wish to risk it, how much can you let go overall, cut it i parts to move towards the goal and add them as you gain trust or become more confident in this activity and in her. If you wish, just do not show all your wealth and power level and move in small steps. Just like an investment except you get pleasure, help and company for your time, energy and money - measure and compare losses and gains like you would with any other and decide. If you cannot - give it a try, even if you get rejected, lose some money or break up with a scandal - you lose more in negative emotions rather then in anything of material value.