>>28037
Hey, same guy as before.
Ooh yeah. I think I understand now. I had a similar thing but I got over it very quickly. My family was rear ended super fucking hard. Enough to push the car forward with so much force we hit the car in front of us, and he hit the guy in front of him, etc etc, 7 people were in the accident in total. Surprisingly, the worst injury was from my mother, who had a hairline fracture in her wrist.
Anyway, the point that got me wary was that the car was literally half an inch from hitting my back (I was in the back seat), which would have rendered me paralyzed for life or dead.
The worst thing is, I was wanting to commit suicide (I have/had that problem since I was very little, but hypnosis has helped me to a great degree, Idk if completely but we'll see) just a while before the accident happened. Maybe that helped in not making me anxious, but it did snap me out of suicide mode. I took it as a sign that something (I believe in God so that's the something, interpret it as you like) wants me alive. It made me appreciate life and everyone who loves me more. I wouldn't have known half the things I know now, not half the people. I would have ruined many people's lives, and I would have died a sad fuck. That's also what snapped me out of my detained/whatever it is. Maybe looking at it like that would turn that traumatic event you suffered into something positive.
If you can't do it on your own, there is definitely hypnosis, hypnotists, or other qualified individuals that can help. I would personally advise strongly against visiting a psychiatrist. They don't help. All they do is look at a list of symptoms and diseases, see if you fit the category of any of them, and prescribe drugs that make your life 100x worse 100% of the time.
Some drugs will literally break you. Not to mention they are fucking expensive, insurance or not (the drugs are out of pocket too, I'm pretty sure).
But I hope you find a positive side to this. I know it sucks, and I can't imagine feeling like I did for a day or more like you are. Good luck and I hope you find something to help you (that won't run your life like a psychoatrist [typo on purpose]).