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I was just thinking this and made a point to change my perspective to "men are what they do, not what they are. Being is for women." – yesterday; amazing.
Speaking of the highest anguish suicide of setting yourself on fire, I uncontrollably began laughing when someone in my english class back in high school presented what happened to a guy she used to be friends with who had a crush on her. Guess what he video taped himself doing after a long, depressing suicidal downward spiral?
Not cry-laughing even, just had to try and stifle it and keep my head down. Funny thing is, the teacher and others were more offended, angry and disapproving than she was.
I think she had a mildly positive expression even.
We had to hand compliments to a random person some month later and I got her name, said something about good facial bone structure, and she really dug it.
Man what the fuck happened. Something something deep psychology insights and character.