>sleep during day, awake during night>feels pretty damn good>sleep schedule starts to move back to normal since I'm going to sleep later and later>okay, I will go back to normalnigger schedule3 days of waking up early in morning and going to bed at

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Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 15:53:54 No.8827

>sleep during day, awake during night

>feels pretty damn good

>sleep schedule starts to move back to normal since I'm going to sleep later and later

>okay, I will go back to normalnigger schedule

3 days of waking up early in morning and going to bed at night and my depression and panic attacks are kicking back in with full strength. Seriously, how do people live like this? + all this sun I've seen recently, days seem to be insanely long even if it's winter. How do people go through this? This is worse than a torture.

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 18:34:06 No.8837

>how do people live like this

by being normies

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 18:55:21 No.8840

>>8827

I've experienced the NEET life, and the normalfag life. I have walked both paths.

I'm more of a night person, if I could have a comfy programming job where I can just work at night I'd do it.

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 19:11:31 No.8843

>>8840

>if I could have a comfy programming job where I can just work at night I'd do it

I do but I'm not able to keep my sleeping schedule forever because I just push my time to sleep further and further until it flips again to "normal" eventually. I just don't think it's really natural to feel so much worse during the day.

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 19:17:09 No.8845

>>8843

You mean you have a comfy programming job? Where you can work at night?

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 19:27:26 No.8847

>>8845

It's not comfy but it's programming job and nobody really gives a tons of fuck unless I get my work done and it doesn't matter when I work as long as it's before deadline.

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 19:30:48 No.8848

>>8847

Its better than wage-cucking at Mc Dicks is it not?

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 19:42:36 No.8850

>>8848

I had some really nasty hard low-paid job long time ago and anything is better than that. But you know how it is, people will always complain and I'm not different. I'm very grateful for being able to have this relative luxury compared to people who have to get up at 6 every day but It's not really something that would be ideal. You have to get done what is assigned to you/team you are in if you like it or not, if something goes wrong then shit falling from above might land on your head, you know how it goes in IT, it can be mentally very demanding sometimes. Job is not my problem though, I have this time/weather related problem for years, especially during the summer it gets really bad when days are long and sun is shining, I'm constantly in panic or depressive state, luckily I stopped caring about death so I'm better with panic than I used to be.

Doomer 02/06/19 (Wed) 20:21:36 No.8854

>>8827

Reminds me I need blackout curtains.

Doomer 02/07/19 (Thu) 03:54:45 No.8863

I'm like this. I work at night.

Doomer 02/08/19 (Fri) 17:26:36 No.8962

>>8949

I don't know if it was DIY CNC, he kept rambling about how he was at Ticketmaster in 1990 or something. Find some of his early photos, he was truly a genius but schizophrenia over the years dismantled his personality.