That moment when it finally hit you. That it's all futile and pointless.

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That moment when it finally hit you. That it's all futile and pointless. What was your breaking moment? 01/21/19 (Mon) 02:23:24 No.7499

And that there is nothing you can or will ever be able to do anything about it.

That sudden moment of clarity, that it's all over, no matter what you will ever do.

30+ thread only.

Before i jumped, there was hope.

After the jump, there is nothing.

It's over.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 00:26:26 No.7730

>>7499

the answer is a mix of novelty and hedonism. fill your time with as much dopamine as possible, through drugs, travel, tv, books and music. the rest of the time just wallow in your misery and work, looking forward to your next hit.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 00:38:15 No.7733

>>7730

Daily reminder that if you live in wealthy country and don't care, you should proudly take neetbux and troll wagecucks.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 01:45:21 No.7734

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I try to find pleasure in the simple things. Today I helped my aunt move her stuff and had some French fries with a shit load of ketchup that tasted great. It's been a few months atleast sense I've had some fries.

It was depressing upon retrospect that this was the closest thing to joy I could get is in some fries and helping my aunt out

I considered maybe moving with her to try and force life change. But I have no guarantee it would work. Id have to find a new job for one, but more importantly id hate to be in a new place without anyone to fall back on. My aunt's a nice woman, but I should be living with my girlfriend or friends. That to me is real progress

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 13:12:49 No.7751

>>7733

Doesn't matter how wealthy the country is esp. Here it's all based on how individual states treat you.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 15:10:24 No.7758

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>>7734

It was not depressing.

Pleasure in life used to be this way before the hedonism of modern life.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 16:03:57 No.7759

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>>7734

You still found pleasure in life. The small things help you stay attached to reality among the blackness of it all. Take comfort in that.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 19:41:57 No.7762

>What was your breaking moment?

when I understood that I am fundamentally broken as a person and that I do not give a shit about society or any other people around me. I went through different scenarios in my head and it always ends with me beeing dead before reaching 40th birthday.

I tried for one last time to live a normal life again but I failed. I think even if I were reborn, I would fail again and lead the same life.

All in all I am not frustrated or anything. I just had bad luck. There is nobody to blame.

Doomer 01/24/19 (Thu) 21:33:26 No.7766

>>7762

It's okay. Maybe we were not meant to survive our birth but "thanks" to modern healthcare we did. A storm is coming. A storm that will blow away entire nations. Prepare for it. You may atleast die like a man, with a weapon in your hands. My waifu awaits me there in the afterlife, I know it…

True Anarchist !!qIms4zZf6Y 01/25/19 (Fri) 02:29:16 No.7778

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>>7766

>My waifu awaits me there in the afterlife, I know it…

why settle for one when you can have 72.

Doomer 01/25/19 (Fri) 06:17:19 No.7794

>>7778

I will not convert to islam…

What was your breaking moment? 01/29/19 (Tue) 09:03:48 No.8068

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>>7766

believe me when i say, that heaven is full of angels who are waiting for you. i think that making a bond with imperfect mortal woman is what you should aim for. try to reach higher. earth is futility in all ways. once i get out, i'll maybe try to find someone sane. who knows, maybe she's already expecting me.

What was your breaking moment? 01/29/19 (Tue) 09:07:20 No.8069

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>>8068

i don't think*

Doomer 01/29/19 (Tue) 12:07:50 No.8073

>>7733

That's not an option in the US if you're not a nigger.

Doomer 01/29/19 (Tue) 12:08:59 No.8074

>>8068

I suppose this is no different than any other fantasy that helps people cope.

Doomer 01/29/19 (Tue) 17:25:24 No.8077

>>7778

TENGRI BIZ MENEN.

Doomer 01/29/19 (Tue) 17:26:17 No.8078

>>8073

pretty much, I'm on NEETbux and am forced to work anyways.

Doomer 01/29/19 (Tue) 17:26:47 No.8079

of course I live in a housing company ran by niggers. everysingletime.

What was your breaking moment? 01/30/19 (Wed) 01:09:43 No.8110

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>>8074

life is a lie.

life is a fantasy.

life is a joke.

what comes after is the truth.

Doomer 01/30/19 (Wed) 04:36:23 No.8117

>>7794

More turanist than islamic. I saved the pic though

Doomer 01/30/19 (Wed) 09:22:15 No.8130

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>>8068

You know that angels are male right?

What was your breaking moment? 01/30/19 (Wed) 13:14:42 No.8135

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>>8130

Doomer 01/30/19 (Wed) 17:11:26 No.8167

>>8117

Nice guns and flag thoughAlso Saddam Hussein did nothing wrong

True Anarchist !!qIms4zZf6Y 01/30/19 (Wed) 18:39:42 No.8183

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>>8117

>>8077

Someone needs to do this but for Tenger Etseg and Muhammad

yes, Muhammad. Aniconism is for niggers

Doomer 01/30/19 (Wed) 21:05:17 No.8213

>>8183

this christ-paganism is so fucking cringey

don't you retards realize that the two are absolutely incompatible?

>don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers

True Anarchist !!qIms4zZf6Y 01/30/19 (Wed) 22:27:10 No.8229

>>8213

>don't you retards realize that the two are absolutely incompatible?

of course, they are . The point is that both have been transcended. Both were nothing but contingent superstructures upon the same underlying spirit.

True Anarchist !!qIms4zZf6Y 01/30/19 (Wed) 22:27:57 No.8230

>>8213

>don't you retards realize that the two are absolutely incompatible?

of course, they are. The point is that both have been transcended. Both were nothing but culturally contingent superstructures upon the same underlying spirit.

Doomer 02/12/19 (Tue) 17:17:13 No.9192

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a news piece on what 'Selfie Sticks' are is what broke me.. regular smart phones are bad enough but this shit? made me go full 'incendia al humano' this is not a world i would ever want to live in mode. It sounds so silly but eh, you know. the straw on the camels back.

Doomer 02/12/19 (Tue) 18:08:15 No.9196

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