>>7300 (OP)
>I've been a socialist my whole life
Oh no, it's retarded.
>and for what?
Oh no, it wants to be pitied too.
Good riddance. It's not too late for you I guess. Do you want to know what socialism looks like, bud? Look at Venezula. Look at Russia, Ukraine, Cuba, etc. They're SHITHOLES. SHITHOLES, son. Do you know why those niggers are migrating to America? Because America is NOT socialist.
First things first. You're an idiot. Never forget that. The fact that you were a socialist should make you doubt everything that you've ever done, and will think of doing from now on. Whatever you're currently thinking is dumb. You're a fucking dumb person. Accept it.
Step two. We need you to be less fucking retarded than you already are. Start watching Ben Shapiro or Steven Crowder. Yes, seriously. You need some kind of primer into fascism, and they're a good place to start. Once you know the memes, then you can get into the nitty gritty.
Step three. If you get this far, then you will know what to do…
But never forget, Socialism has failed every time its been tried. So at least you're not as dumb as you might think. Godspeed.