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Is it bad that at 19 this is my life, I mean don't get me wrong High School was shit but at least I had something to do every night you know like hang out with friends. But now there is just nothing I mean on occasion I go out but not every night in fact its been months. Am I just overreacting or is this it?
▶ No.712>>718 >>1933
Brush your teeth, eat right and live healthy.
▶ No.715>>717 >>718
Don't be a pussy. Just smoke crack. What's the worst that can happen?
▶ No.717
>>715
Might make some new friends along the way.
▶ No.718>>722 >>768
>>715
Yeah nah don't do this hey. Do the wholesome thing that >>712 said. My advice would be, and this would be good to do at 19 I only got around to it when I was 24, is sit down and have a long hard think about what you want to do in life. Cliche, I know. And so broad that it is hard to know where to start. So give yourself a frame of reference. For me, it was "when I am old and fucked and on my death bed, what would I regret not having done?". I came up with two answers. The first is looking less realistic as I age, so I'm tracking on with the second one. It's not much but it's something. hth lad
>>715
▶ No.722
>>718
this, you don't want to be on your death bed thinking to yourself "I really wonder what being high on crack feels like"
▶ No.723>>743
>>711 (OP)
no, you fell for the job/relationship security meme. you literally fell for oldest bait of "muh you will have stable fullfilling job, good relationship and potentially family after school, just keep studying on high school goyim!". now you got out of the school system machinery and you see for yourself, you are let on your own, suddenly from day to day your whole life depends on you and I hate to say it, but peterson aka lobster is right in this one, that either you take responsibility and life into your hands or you are fucked up. welcome to adulthood my friend, you still have a chance to make something out of yourself so dont throw it away. as far as your question goes, life is extremely boring, but better having nothing to do because you can't change it than suffer through "having a lot of things i want to do but i just can't (because depression or whatever)".
▶ No.768>>838
>>718
disregard this emu-cucks shit advice. do not seek truth its only depressing and will alienate you. do not follow your dreams because you wont be famous unless you are a kosher degenerate. get an AS degree in HVAC because its solid and always pays the bills. Or coding, electrician, welding etc, Go to the gym and get swoll, impregnate the first hot chick you can and hope she doesnt abort your child. if she does, find another bitch and repeat. work, lift, play with your child, and occasionally get drunk to hit the release valve.
when i was young i had 3 pages of hopes and dreams, then i ended up with only 3 things i wanted from life, and now i expect nothing. its all downhill. better get to work on my plan fast.
▶ No.796>>797 >>798 >>5308
>>711 (OP)
go to war anon. it'll give you what your missing. marines if in the us. thats what you should do.
▶ No.797>>830 >>7130
>>796
disregard that. You will not be fighting for your country but for kikes who view you as cannon fodder in their wars for greater israel.
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▶ No.830>>834 >>1547
>>797
>>798
Trust me boys im not fighting for some kike in the Middle East.
▶ No.833>>836
yeah kind of, try being in your mid 30s and still unmarried and no kids.
▶ No.834
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>>830
>guy on anonymous message board
>trust me
what bad stories start like this?
▶ No.836
>>833
can confirm. fellow Walter here
▶ No.838>>844 >>845
>>768
sure, if you're a blackpilled faggot. life a shit, so why not do something compelling? and lmao, what nerd wants to become famous anyway. settle for not dreading getting out of bed in the morning.
you're right about some things though. by all means get a trade - just don't expect material security to give you spiritual/intellectual security (i'd know, i have a trade). do get swole. do get a hot chick preggers if she isn't schizo but don't stick your dick in crazy. seek truth but don't expect to get it. tread the doomer/bloomer line
▶ No.844
>>838
>bloomer
we dont use that word here
▶ No.845>>889 >>897
>>838
What's with you guys and getting swole? So you spend hours every day getting all shredded and jacked like some gay porn star to go sit at your desk every day. Maybe the guy in the next cubicle notices your gainz or a few more sluts might want to fuck you than would have otherwise. So what? You're better off just telling people to get healthy as if it means anything coming from drug addicts and alcoholics.
▶ No.889>>906 >>955
>>845
>bitches at guys who lift weights
>posts faggot unicorn pics
uh huh. i knew this board would get shitted up soon.
▶ No.906
>>889
That's why I am here. It's subtle but I'm calling you a faggot
>>897
you too big boy
▶ No.955>>1027
>>889
I think he was being facetious and ironic.
▶ No.1027
>>955
doesnt change the fact that he downloaded that pic. and that is unforgivable.
▶ No.1546>>1548 >>1611
19 here too OP. I just think we're fucked. I dropped out of college because it's a government trap to keep you in debt slavery. Got a pretty well paying job where I try not to hang myself while blankly staring at spreadsheets for 7 hours a day. Not ugly, in pretty decent shape, was a varsity athlete in highschool and still lift. Fuck sluts every now and then when I go back to campus parties. I'm doing okay in life and it still feels pointless. I worked to get rid of all of the things I thought were making me depressed and it still hasn't gone away. Only thing keeping me going on is hoping that I can find a trad wife to make me sandwiches but women our age are just cum storage units. All that's left is to enjoy these last couple years of hedonism allowed for us until society collapses.
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▶ No.1548>>1550
>>1546
>I fucked my share of sluts
>but now I want my loyal and trad waifu
you are part of the problem and you are not entitled to have a trad wife if you are a manwhore yourself
▶ No.1550>>1580 >>1869
>>1548
>Imagine not hate fucking sluts for all the incel homies
Gotta teach women that they belong in the kitchen one hard fuck while calling them trash at a time.
▶ No.1580
>>1550
I'm a pussy slayer. I slay pussy every day. You know what bitches really love? When you jam your dry filthy unclipped calloused thumb right up their anus.
▶ No.1611>>1639
>>1546
good stuff anon. i know i'm pretty much fucked when old man mental illness struck and fucked my brain into total plastic.
still though why are we all late teens and early 20's? it seems interesting.
▶ No.1622
That is normal. High School friendships are transient and usually out of convenience, value any friends you may have you still talk to post-school. Nightclubbing, etc. is a waste of time, money, and are ultimately unfulfilling.
Best thing would be to find a trade to learn, that way you always have a source of income and could possibly just work for yourself giving you more freedom to pursue what you actually want to do in life.
▶ No.1639>>1930
>>1611
I think it's to do with the explosion of the internet, social media getting popular and turning people into braindead idiots, bonds between people breaking down etc, if things aren't done fast I honestly see society crumbling within a few decades.
▶ No.1818
Because we grew up with technology that fucked our dopamine reward systems and altered our frontal lobes
▶ No.1847
>deep down we all know
that Hikari-chan is best girl
▶ No.1869>>1905 >>1943 >>5319
>>1550
You're giving them what they want. I firmly believe that if all men stopped fucking thots that within 5 years feminism would collapse. Men can't understand it, but the majority of women are literally addicted to male attention. Not even the sex really, just the attention, the validation that comes with men lusting after them. Start looking into girls with attention addiction, it's utterly mind-boggling how their brains need male attention like a meth addict needs his fix. Every time you pay attention to women, laugh at their shit jokes, fuck the sluts, etc. you are feeding their addiction to male attention. I don't know why girls are like this but they fucking are. Girls who don't get a healthy amount of male attention in their childhood either become thots to get it through sex, became 4th wave feminists to deny other women the attention they never got, or kill themselves.
▶ No.1905
>>1869
>being volcel to pwn feminists
Our generation is already fucked anon. Beta orbiters are will continue to artifically inflate womens egos. Are you going to sit and whine about it or are you going to start taking the power dynamic back by fucking them into submission? Worse case scenario we red pill the next generation of women after they see how all of these thots ended up cat ladies and then buy them with doomerbucks.
▶ No.1930>>1935
>>1639
The problem is that big tech companies are getting millions in subsidies and tax breaks leading to the centralization of the internet. It doesn't matter what you or I think should be done, the cronies they bribed won't allow it. The growing cartel of Google, Facebook and Twitter is here to stay until the next recession or even depression.
▶ No.1933
19 year old here, over the years ive learned that women arent worth any attention unless they are groveling at your feet, at that point you could manipulate them into prostitution and giving you the money. If they smarten up dump em’ , what guys usually forget is that woman age like milk and you could fuck a 18 yr old with enough cash, there is literally ZER0 incentive or any proper reason to pay attention to girls even the act of acknowledging their existance in a workplace is retarded and self-harm in a way, pussy isnt some limited good like women try to make it, pussy comes and it goes,but thats my virgin opinion.
About the goal is that life offers: there is none, you make your own. If you are gonna be content with being homeless go for it.
>>712 is basically right live life right and try to do your best, nothing else matters even tho kikes will try to convince otherwise. Friends from school will live their own life dump you for new friend whom they will eventually dump aswell. If you dont have a shit family thats all you need for stability. Otherwise i recommend psychedelics if you arent a addictive abusing retard who will fry his brain. Substance use will probs keep me occupied for life just as alchohol heroin and meth users keep busy. And before you come with the drugs are bad mkay just realise that we dont have anything to live for and 90% of the population uses substances like nictotine coffee and alcohol or even sugar for that matter, so in essence it doesnt matter, nothing does. Only not being asshole does i guess.
▶ No.1935>>1944 >>7142
>>1930
I'm 100% convinced social media is one big psyop. Notice how whenever the left are in hot water some dumb fucking meme starts trending. Meanwhile some crazy bitch accuses a supreme court nominee of rape and theres protests in the streets. It all enables NPC herd outrage on a global scale. Nietzsche was right about a society that shames the higher man because of the morals of the herd being the danger of dangers. The herd is emotional all it takes is some hashtags to make our democracy a big front.
▶ No.1943
>>1869
>I firmly believe that if all men stopped fucking thots that within 5 years feminism would collapse.
lol u wot m8? every White man that stops banging thots gives a womb to the niggers at this point.
▶ No.1944
>>1935
>I'm 100% convinced social media is one big psyop.
and mass incrimination system, yes.
▶ No.1967>>1972 >>2288
>>711 (OP)
Just fucking make money, lad. I still miss my secondary school and sometimes wish I was 16 again. Just need to make money, get lads together who are doomers like yourself and just lock a big fucking house down. The problem with most White doomers is that we don't live like we have school anymore. We wake up with nothing to do. If you have a business in trades or a job and can come back to pals with some fucking money building up, you might be onto something called: being alive with something to do.
go smoke so,mme cigars, race some cars, play pool with lads and just watch each others backs as you develop more power. Only stormniggers and NS fags counter my ideas because they are ball less faggots and wonder why they aren't winning.
t. 26 year old wishing I was 19 like you OP
Don't fuck up
▶ No.1972
>>1967
>Just fucking make money, lad.
get a load of this fucking boomer, get out
▶ No.2018
>>711 (OP)
>got picked on by some uppity negress that hated only me for no reason
>remember her as the bitch that ruined senior year as well as some parts of freshman and sophomore
I'm 19 as well, and I gravitate towards anons like you lads because everyone else, even my own longest-staying friends feel too "normie" or "reddit" - hell, even my own best friend feels a bit estranged on some levels, and we've known eachother since 2012.
I really hope my drawfaggotry goes somewhere meaningful.
▶ No.2281>>2283
>>711 (OP)
>but at least I had something to do every night you know like hang out with friends.
Fuck you OP I'm also 19 and you had it good. My "friends" never wanted anything to do with me and I was lucky if they wanted to hang out once every two months. I literally had to beg them to be around me and they made fun of me constantly behind my back. To make matters worse, friendship is literally the only thing I've ever wanted out of life. I'm not even ugly, plenty of women have lusted over me, but I always rejected them for being either incompatible or for being harlots. Its also not like I didn't try other people but no one ever wanted to be around me. Fuck me I hate being alive.
▶ No.2283>>2287
>>2281
At 19 you're biologically geared to be obsessive about social interaction and status. It's the instinct to establish status and mate, hence why having friends seems like the world. As you get older life will still suck because existence is a nigger, but it won't be such a big deal or as upsetting.
▶ No.2286
>>711 (OP)
If you're disillusioned with the world, re-evaluate what you should expect from it.
Principally you must learn to enjoy the absence of pronounced suffering; boredom isn't true suffering, it's just the sensation of restlessness.
If you want to be a hero, go do that, but be prepared to sweat blood for it, maybe even die, because that's the hero's lot.
Otherwise, be glad you're young, learn to enjoy all your senses again, touch, taste, smell and listen to everything, consider the astronomical improbability that you were born into a time and place when you could enjoy the luxuries you do.
Life is good, but the hedonic treadmill must ever be minded, or it will spin out of control, and if you want more, you have to be prepared to fight harder for it than the next man, who is probably at least your equal, and possibly your better.
▶ No.2287>>2290
>>2283
Its been like this my entire god damned life though. Its all I've ever wanted and from what I can tell, all I ever will want at this point. Its become an insatiable desire for me that I cannot quench. I just want people to talk to and play video games with that aren't completely awful. I want to go out and do what ever and drive around. I want to go out and do things together like I see others around me do. Going out a talking while listening to music in the car, driving for miles on end to get somewhere. Its all I ever think about and it crushes me to do so. The only thing that has ever even slightly motivated me is being around others I can have a brotherly connection with. My real brothers either hate me or is a literal retard mentally and physically so that isn't an option and my parents are incompatible with me as much as I try. Its not even that much to ask for why can't I have it god why?
▶ No.2288
>>1967
>Only stormniggers and NS fags counter my ideas
your "ideas" are not yours. you are a normie preaching normietude. you didnt invent that.
▶ No.2290>>2295 >>2299
>>2287
Why don't you do all this stuff though?
Ask yourself - are all the people around you really that awful, or is there an alternative?
Apply occam's razor to your life - what is the commonality between all your negative interactions with people in your locality?
The answer is You.
It's not a nice track to go down, but if nobody around you wants to hang out, the simplest answer is that it's you yourself who is awful.
Don't take it as a slight, I'm pretty awful myself, and I had to look under all the worst rocks to find my warriors.
But in accepting that my behavior was often what drove people away, I embarked on the first step of a metamorphosis.
Not one of becoming less awful, per se, but one of becoming publicly and interminably awful, so as to act as a beacon to everybody as awful as I am.
Now I walk about with my powerlevel hanging out all the time, this makes a lot of passing enemies, but also very good friends.
▶ No.2295>>2296 >>2299 >>5298
>>2290
THIS. IS. NOT. REDDIT.
▶ No.2296>>2314
>>2295
And that's not gonna help you.
If you get triggered by the spaces between the lines.
Your problem is most likely autistic spectrum related.
▶ No.2299>>2300 >>2314
>>2290
I see what you're saying but even that hasn't worked out for me. I've tried being as kind as I can while avoiding politics, and I've tried going full retard with letting my power level out and I've tried just being honest with people completely and that has never worked. Letting my power level out only made people stick around to gawk at me and spread lies to their friends. The closest thing I had to a close friend stopped talking to me after he had a dream of me in a lynch mob. I've tried meeting up with people on image boards and they moved before anything could happen, I've tried going to local game stores for years and it just seems everyone just wants to be by themselves, only wanting to talk to you if they can get something out of you like cardboard or news about the game itself. They never let you into their play testing groups no mater how long you've played because they want to be the only winners at tournaments, and they avoid you because you don't win enough (due to not having people to playtest with) or because you don't go to enough regional tournaments as them (because I dont have the same funds as them). I've even tried just talking to random people, getting their number and texting them for a while, and before I know it nothing happens. Its not like I don't try to make something happen either. I mean who the fuck would give out their number with the intention of going and hanging out in the future just for it to fizzle out ever time I try. Its just so demoralizing to know that everything you try can't stick you know? I'm just so frustrated with this. People just want to stick with their preexisting groups and never let anyone in unless they are minor amusement to be thrown away like trash. I hate it.
>>2295
This isn't twitter either faggot.
▶ No.2300
>>2299
To add onto this, I feel like in short, a large part if my problem is just an inability to find others even slightly like me who are also looking for others to add to their group.
▶ No.2314
>>2296
i can see it now, your problem is…lack of testosterone
>>2299
▶ No.2315>>2318
>>711 (OP)
Join a class or something. I joined a sketch writing class. Boom, new friends and drinking buddies. I've been out of college for a few years now, and it can be pretty rough when you're not in school or EC activities where a bunch of people are and you can make friends. So you gotta go find them.
▶ No.2318
>>2315
this, community college is a great place to meet people who can get you drugs.
▶ No.5298
>>2295
I never understood people getting angry at rddt spacing. It does actually make posts a lot more readable most of the time.
▶ No.5308>>5351
>>796
We're doing fuck all right now, there's no point of joining the marines if you want to fight in a war
Not to mention we haven't had a real war with the distinct possibility of us losing and losing meaning a really bad loss for 70 years
▶ No.5319>>5351
>>1869
>the majority of women are literally addicted to male attention. Not even the sex really, just the attention, the validation that comes with men lusting after them.
Do you think men are any different? Do you think we see all of this obsessive incel angst because these men are just that horny? Do you think some variation of "you're just mad because you can't get laid" is the universal go-to for chastising and shaming any man who voices an objection to the state of our sexual culture? Lol, no. These things are the way they are because there's this interplay between social narratives and our innate, biological imperatives which condition us to believe that our own human worth, that of other men, and our standing in relation to other men - is ultimately, and perhaps exclusively determined by our sexual desirability to the opposite sex.
Chad vs. the virgin: which is to be admired? Which do you want to be? Which of the two is to be mocked and reviled as the lowliest dreg of humanity, and why?
I don't believe for a second that only reason men are so enslaved to their pursuit of thots is because "dicky dicky in hole feel good good", I don't even think it's the primary reason; they do it for that high of validation, so they can feel 'worthy' and desired. It's hardly different for women. The difference in degree, not type, and frankly I think it's an insecurity that possesses men far more so than it does for women.
▶ No.5351
>>5308
you will be in war with china sooner than you like it
this is a common thing with failing empires. When shit hits the fan, outside forces are blamed to keep the country together and find a scapegoat to blame. Also they are your biggest creditor so if you could wipe them out you could wipe out your debts to them as well. First there is currency wars (2011-2015) then trade wars (2017-now) and eventually those turn into hot wars.
>>5319
dude you will never understand it
your life has to be INSTAGRAMABLE
when you don't bang hot bitches or drive fast cars or do luxurious vacations in thailand you are not impressing anyone on instagram.
This is the prime validation normalcattle is seeking. The feeling that they are the top 30% of their own peer group.
Various studies have also shown that women are most happy with their marriages if they think that they are in the top 30% of their respective social sphere. So if you are king of the ghetto your wife might be happier with you than if you were a nobody in a suburban setting.
>Chad vs. the virgin: which is to be admired? Which do you want to be?
the joke is that society needs both. They need predatory psychopaths on top of the pyramid who give the orders (r9k calls them chads) and you need passive weaklings on the lower steps of the pyramid who do the dirty work for the "thinkers". In the recent years, the top 1% felt like they don't really need the bottom 99% so they started destroying the middle class. Eventually they will understand that there will be nobody left to do their dirty work.
▶ No.6258
>>711 (OP)
if you're in college there is hope in clubs
▶ No.6259
>>711 (OP)
none of that shit is actually any fun. best case scenario is to hole up with a person or two you care about and fuck the world.
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▶ No.7142>>7153
>>1935
You're paying attention to memes.
You have no clue how fucked our politics really are.
Also lol @ Kavanaugh being ubermensch - guy's an originalist drunkard. The only thing that distinguishes him from any other hairsplitting legal academic is how hilariously sub-par he is.
▶ No.7143
>>711 (OP)
>having friends in high school
Lol
▶ No.7151
>>711 (OP)
Son, you'll learn soon enough that the only things that matter in this life are banging hookers and getting high. In other words, having something to do that you feel like doing. In the meantime, you need to learn how to get money.
▶ No.7153
>>7142
>You have no clue how fucked our politics really are.
I can only imagine tbh. This is the fall of Rome, and everyone with an iq above 150 sees it clearly. I hypothesize that the supply of memes is proportional to the degradation of our society, and one's enjoyment/belief in them is inversely proportional to their intelligence/IQ. Keep the entertainment coming. Leave no space unfilled with chuckles- the ether of a society in a mental ward. The Kavanaugh debacle made me sick to my stomach for example. Sheep defending their newly appointed Wolf in Shepherd's clothing. How lovely is democracy?
▶ No.7168>>7183
When you leave highschool, there are exactly three paths for white men:
A: go to university if you even can, go into crippling debt and hopefully get a job with the degree and become a maximum NPC; if you don't end up getting a job, stay in crippling debt forever or kill yourself
B: get a job and be a wageslave forever
C: become NEET and mooch off of family until they die or kick you out, and potentially have fun for a good 10-20 years, then become homeless and either stay homeless or kill yourself
▶ No.7183>>7196 >>7251
>>7168
>become NEET and mooch off of family until they die or kick you out, and potentially have fun for a good 10-20 years, then become homeless and either stay homeless or kill yourself
Are there any reasons to be alive past your (max.) 50s unless you can pass your "message" - wisdom, knowledge, skills, tradition - to youth? I don't see too big use of existence past that point unless, as you said, you want to be wageslave NPC. In past, even skill was a good reason. You were creating some jewels, you were artist or carpenter or whatever, you could teach young people how to do that. There is even this folklore fairy tale of man who was creating jewelry for king and the story basically goes that death came to him many times and he wanted to first finish the work, then pass his knowledge to young man who worked for him so he can continue in his work until the death lost patience with him. Imagine this today, when you can learn most of this shit on internet and many crafts are just long gone. If you don't have children or grandchildren, if you have no carrier of your message, how would you justify your existence? It's not rhetorical question, I'm seriously asking for myself.
▶ No.7196>>7210
>>7183
You can't justify your existence if you don't procreate, the closest you can come to justifying it is to just try enjoying life as much as you can until you're too old, and that isn't a very good justification.
▶ No.7200
all that matters is how much sex you have while you're 15-25, that's the only decade of life that matters. after that, you're fucking old- no woman wants you, your dick doesn't get hard; and if when you turn 25 you don't have a woman that you'd be willing to marry, you're gonna die alone
▶ No.7208
you will likely have a better life than me.
▶ No.7210
>>7196
That's nonsense, though.
Procreation only has value to other people if it doesn't to you. You could just as well do anything else which would improve life for others or leave behind some kind of artistic legacy.
▶ No.7231>>7232 >>7233
>find a good online community with people i relate to
>starts to fill up with zoomers a couple of months later
every time
bye faggots
▶ No.7232
>>7231
that thread is 2 months old you attentionwhore
▶ No.7233
>>7231
You want me to pick up some tidepods or zoom-away from the store sweetie?
▶ No.7251>>7265
>>7183
stop being so similar to me BO
I have no idea what I should be doing for another 50 years except stuffing myself with fast food and candy.
Besides the more important thing is that past age 40 your body just gives in.
what is the point of living 120 years when you are bound to a wheelchair and need pills or dialysis every day.
▶ No.7265>>7352 >>7538
>>7251
>past age 40 your body just gives in
Isn't that much sooner? Around 25-26 I started feeling like my body just isn't what it used to be, getting old really sucks.
▶ No.7352>>7365
>>7265
that's only on the inside
>cannot do allnighter sessions that easily anymore
>needs more sleep
>feeling of not beeing young anymore
but at age 40 it hits you on the outside like a truck. if you abuse drugs and alcohol it will speed up the process a few years.
basically at early 20s your brain/mind starts to degenerate and 10 - 20 years later your body is trash. What is even the point in living longer? Humans were designed to be parents at age 20 and when their children are grown up they can die in peace.
makes sense and is basically what you meant with, if you don't have anyone to continue your legacy what are you even doing anymore because your golden era is already over and you are unlikely to shine now.
▶ No.7365
>>7352
I mean, I was also speaking from my own experience a bit. I would like to be useful in something meaningful in order to justify my own existence. I can understand that physical and psychological fitness isn't completely everything, that's why I mentioned skills and knowledge/wisdom. One thing which is bothering me is how young people have often (not always) no way how to fully realize their potential. You spend best years of your life in school and/or getting ready for wagecucking while you could be participating in something wonderful. Of course I feel it on myself, that best years of my life are closing behind me, I could have something to pass forward to younger generation but I started to feel recently that even if something big happens, the people who will be doing the real change will be our youth and not my "soon to be rotten old ass". But there is this problem - only if I would see the change rising on horizon, meanwhile we are continue in our normalization of everything as long as we keep what we call comfort.
▶ No.7412
>>711 (OP)
Make fun by raising some hell sometimes…
It works great for me when i'm bored. Normal life is tooo.. peacefull sometimes. Makes people into soft bags of meat. Just be smart, take good thought of the actions u take and make sure you enjoy!!
Song related:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmYyPcEQKU4
Also yes, i'm a 25+ doomer and i've discovered hat after highschool, it all becomes mundane.. Life is routine.. It's a circle going around and sometimes you have to rattle the cage to get some action going.
▶ No.7519
The terrible feelings you feel are an indication to get your life in motion and actually start building something.
Everybodies goals are different so I can't really give you any recommendations, although a general rule of thumb is to become introspective, work-out and eat healthy so you don't become physically depressed and avoid having that cloud your judgement.
You're still very young and you have way more potential than anybody else here as well as any normalnigger once you realize this. Because It's really easy to forget about the grander scheme of things when you're young and lose the most precious years of your life to shitposting, fapping, and vidya just like normalniggers.
▶ No.7538
>>7265
i think you are right