My dad has been paralyzed from an accident since I was three, I am 28 now. Growing up was queer and not fare compared to other kids and even friends. I became a loner around grade 4 when I became aware of myself. When I would speak up my voice was never heard so I sunk back in to my shell.
In highschool I would be approached by women but instantly think it was some kind of joke and shoot them down hardcore. I thought I was the joke of the school but in reality most people did not even think or know who I was.
I don't even know why I am typing this
>grade 10 start smoking lots of dope with 5 friends
>become major stoners
>grade 12
>stop smoking dope and lose all friends
>3 years later start fuking hookers out of sexual frustration
>start drinking at 23 even tho drinking age is 19
>been an alcoholic since
>neet for 5 years
>got a job now I just work, drink, and fuck