>You're orphaned by the teenage love you've never had.
fuck did that hurt. Wow…
why does OP always have to be a faggot and be right?
I loved her but to her I was invisible and ever since there was nobody who reached her finesse. Even today I see her cheeks in other people's face sometimes. She was simply perfect. I apologize that I never told you how I felt, princess. You deserved to know at least. You became a goth in junior high school and I was creeped out by it back then. And that people were saying you are a satanist and weirdo. Today I understand this was just for protecting yourself from those very people. I am sure you are doing well. You were so talented with your pencils. Nobody could draw those lines like you. They felt alive. I worked hard and compensated my lack of talent with effort but I could never reach your level. I wonder if you made your dream true and if you became a graphics designer. Farewell my 1st and only true love …
>the frustration dogging you since puberty, have scarred you forever.
I would not say that I am frustrated. It is more like a feeling of not knowing what was wrong with me for so long. Like knowing there should be a feeling somewhere but there was nothing. Like I was no real human.
To know that you don't feel what all the other people describe they feel. To be flawed like this for no apparent reason.
>Even if you could find a woman, which I frankly doubt, it won't work. It'll never work.
This I can confirm for my case. I am a complete human basket case. Unable to hold a job. How could I ever be someone's sprouse or parent. I am the embodiment of irresponsibility.
>>6166
>showing off the woman he "loves" like a prostitute
normies deserve gaschambers
I hope after the great normie holocaust there will only be none of them left
>>6227
nobody ever shown me interest. Or maybe I was too retarded to interpret those things correctly