I've been working on some useless shit I was planning to post in a community, it was rather long, think about thousands of words written, all just went to the trash. Because I just got mad, I deleted days of work. It's a community that gave me many years of joy, but that only recently I've come to realize I only love for certain parts, that happen to be the ones that the community as a whole doesn't give a shit about. They would have just insulted me and shitted on my work if I had finished it and posted it, no one gives a shit, they just call me a contrarian for liking it, an edgelord, whatever they can come up with. I'm just leaving that place, it was good while it lasted but my tastes are so different that it's hard to sit through waiting for the shit I like to come, just to be the only one that tries to defend it.