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Look, all I'm saying is that if you want to improve, do it properly. That's all. I'm also trying to get together my shitty life and be as autonomous as possible. Privacy online is just tiny part, but the real danger is that you will sit with people on discord all night when you can go out for hour or two. You know what I mean? Having somebody, old friends, that is a good thing, it's good you want to spend time with them.
Currently I'm looking for new place to stay, somewhere where I will be probably even more off the gird. It's not for everybody though, probably even not for me but I want to try it finally because I feel like I wasted all my best years doing nothing. I'm learning more about weapons, even for sport reasons, like it's useful skill to know (airsoft might be good, I just don't like all those pseudo-tacticools there, often with wrong knowledge but it's not bad activity), why not. I will probably get drivers license this year, buy some old crap car so I can go to woods more. Over all I'm moving more, spending more time in garden, working around the house, etc. If you can, learn skills you might find useful in the future. Now there is no hope for me I will ever go out of the doom state of mind but that doesn't mean I want to die like worthless scum.