/doomer/ - Doomers Club

What does npc mean to you?

>wanting a family

why though?

the world is fucked up completely anyways

can you shoulder the burden of bringing a kid into this rotten world?

marriage is fucked

economy is fucked

environment is fucked

>she is npc

maybe you just expect too much of those girls

don't be so hard on them and give them a chance

>>13189

>this

women aren't like indie love movies man they probably won't like any of the shit you like and that's fine. just find one that will respect you and is worthy of your respect on an emotional and family level. put babies in her and BING BONG fuckin family just like that man.

>>13188

Don't find someone to love, find someone that wants to love you.

>>13189

To expand on my own post, i can vaguely understand what people mean by "NPC", i don't believe the study (which people took out of context anyway) really means some people are less "human" than others, if i'm not wrong what people mean by NPC is people experiencing dissonance with someone else and not being capable of understanding there's very different people in this world, with varying degrees of interest in different subjects and that simply didn't grow up with the same humor or aren't internet savvy. When i say i can kind of understand what they mean by this i mean i have felt a similar thing with lots of people, i mean i live in fucking México, there´s probably not a lot of people that are so fucking outcasts that they visit imageboards in not even their own language (seriously i speak more english than spanish online). I met people and they just seem "lame" or simply too interested in the mainstream, and before now i just attributed it to them being old or simply being a whole different human fucking being, only these few years there was the thought at the back of my head that some people are NPCs, never really took it seriously tho, it came from the schizo shithole that is /x/, i was actually there when it happened and it was fucking hilarous to see them make up bullshit at the spot (like how it's mostly non-whites that lack conciousness which wasn't even in the study)

To put it simply, i would like to know what your personal experience has led you to believe what an "NPC" is.

I've visited South America and while the girls in Argentina were pretty, never did I see a more soulless approach to beauty. All girls in the same social class dress the same… (I was in a hotel in Recoleta) all the little rich girls all wore the same type Converse and general clothes. Also I noticed the men were sooooo thirsty that it gave attractive women tremendous power. One hot girl walking down the street in revealing clothes and everybody reacted like a fucking Tex Avery cartoon yelling "compliments" from trucks and buses, men asking for her hand in marriage.

Weird.

>>13188

Anon, I think you're in the closet. Most homosexuals actually start out as soft misogynists, as yourself. If you view most women as inferior and you sabotage yourself on a regular basis with them, then your unconscious is telling you that you like men. For example, most gay men view women as inferior and are quite misogynistic themselves. So try to find a cute bf. There, all your problems solved. Thank me later.

>>13196

>Weird.

No, not weird. What you are seeing is typical human niggerdry. If you could view America from the perspective of an outside observer, you'd be creeped out as well. For example, an outside observer might ask why there is such a prominent fetish for black men with expensive jewelry, or why so many young women look like a reality tv thot whose older sister became famous for getting fucked in the ass by a nigger. You get it? Humanity is worthless. Humans are literally descendants of fucking niggers (apes). The only thing that you should worry yourself about any longer is how to survive the effects of global warming and mass migration/dissolving borders/customs. Think Mad Max. The future belongs to the survivalists, brother.

>>13197

But being gay is a choice, and i don't think he's a mysogonist

>>13188

>dating

lmao

Ok let me write again something which will give me nothing but hate.

I don't know guys, something is very different between me and most of the internet. I have strong suspicion that maybe only those shallow and """"npc"""" women you talk about, I never seen them as potential dating material, not even as friend material, so my brain will quickly push them out of interest and memory and I just forget about them. But then I met a lot of women who were genuinely interesting to me and we had a lot of in common, and I maybe remember only those, so I'm biased. But you would be surprised how many women are interesting and how many women are doomed as fuck and I think it's because they really want a family but they are not capable of having it for some reason (which is usually red flag clear as sun and that's why you would never want this doomed girl if you want family;; if you see a pretty woman, who is not dumb like empty barrel and she is single, something is not right). I don't know why I attract these types for some reason and also it happens that they talk to me first, which is only way how I am able to talk to a new person, since I'm not interested into knowing new people, that is cancer. So I don't know why is my experience so different, it's like I'm living in parallel universe, where woman approaches man and can have talk about something deeper than tv shows, music and weather.

>inb4 gay ass faggot all women are npc's you moron

yes, fuck you nigger

Anyway dating is one big pile of shit, especially with applications like tinder, where you have just photo and basic description she wrote. It's like lottery, you will waste a time with somebody you think you might want but in fact you not only not want somebody like her but you don't even need anybody in your life. Learn how to live with yourself first, then expect somebody else be actually willing to live with your dumb ass. The only reason why I don't have wife at this time is because I'm not capable of being responsible, I failed to grow up as would a boomer say.

>>13190

>why though?

Because it would be only thing in my stupid life to make me actually deal with things and give me at least some meaning. When you have family you stop thinking about the nature of existence, your life will come down to if your wife is not suffering with you and if your kids have something to eat. And if there will be a need, you will have reason to protect something worthy in your life, instead of thinking about how everyone is worthless. Family and simpler life are the ultimate whitepills, cure for doomerism and I don't know how about you, but I don't enjoy being stuck in this hell, where I have to think daily about what the fuck is my purpose and when I'm going to off myself. It's not bluepill which will make you forget about everything and you will become npc democrat. I knew this one girl, we met every day at one local bar, having a coffee and I still don't know how she could sit there and with interest listen to my hours long rants about third reich and then way later admitting to me she is doing it to herself while thinking about me. Like what the fuck is even this reality and why the fuck I don't meet those mysterious npc bluepilled women you all keep talking about? Family doesn't mean to sacrifice your beliefs, no matter how ridiculous they are, it is just anchor, a home, which you can come back to, unless you marry a selfish bitch who bingewatch oprah-tier shows and one day announces you she is not happy and is leaving with your kids. Maybe that's all women want you know? At least believe in something, even if it's insanity and she will follow you, show her something truly means a lot to you, show her you are not decadent nigger without values and I'm sure anyone of you here will find a decent girl who just wants a kid and husband who won't come home drunk every night. But that is hard for a doomer right? I'm just tired, man. I'm not lifecoaching, by any means live your life as you desire it to be lived, all I just wanted to say that family might be the only way out of total misery but you won't have it unless you will do something about it yourself. But if you don't want it, that's fine too, world is definitely fucked up and we don't need more suffering children in it, so unless you are sure you can protect them from this hellhole, don't go into it.

>>13196

>never did I see a more soulless approach to beauty.

Visit east asia my friend and you will come home covered from your own vomits. Especially south korea holds it true. They all dress same, most of them go to surgery, so they all look the same, they follow the same trends, etc.

>>13198

This is true as well even in US and Europe. Like you can't say majority of thots are not looking exactly the same. It's almost like some cloning CIA shit stuff going on. I agree humanity is overrated and we shouldn't see ourselves as kings of living forms, but still we are humans, we have a life and maybe we should just quit the fucking bullshit and live it.

op here, i thought this post wasn't published lol, some kind of error appeared at first.

an npc for me is basically your average people, the ones who are guided by media in general, as someone explained very well in a reply here.

last night after posting this i came with the thought that maybe im not digesting the black pill (you know, the knowing of the chemistry and the mechanics of it all, from your surroundings to the universe) and that im just bitching. maybe i just need to realize that i will not find someone of my interest and that's it.

one person said here that i was a gay mysoginist, but the true is that i don't hate women for what they are, i understood how their brains work in my redpilled stage (at 18, before the first girl i mentioned in the original post). also i don't like men wtf.

>>13206

never used tinder and those shitty apps, i used the word dating bc im a south american cunt and i dont know so much words in english

>>13197

I feel like you are the tranny pusha

homos are not natural enemies of women

they are their best friends

>>13206

>also it happens that they talk to me first,

aaaaaaaaaaaah

BO-san, you can deliver our first /doomer/ happy end story here

don't forget to invite me to wedding and get a good cake duder

>but you don't even need anybody in your life.

but anon, in biology class our teacher told us the tale of "Mahnungu"

it is a tale from Africa that humans were originally 1 piece. Then the gods ripped them apart into men and women.

Ever since, everybody is unhappy and struggling in vain to find his other half, never succeeding in finding it and never finding peace on this shit planet

>The only reason why I don't have wife at this time is because I'm not capable of being responsible, I failed to grow up as would a boomer say.

this hit me like a brick. I know nobody as unresponsible and lazy as me.

tfw late 20s weeaboo manchild still watching chinese cartoons and playing childrens vidyo gaymz and if I were born again I would probably do the exact same shit all over again

>>13208

>When you have family you stop thinking about the nature of existence

I wholeheartedly agree with you

however, it comes with one big problem

If you really love your wife, if you wish her the best and most happiness

would you be the right man for this job?

I constantly struggle with this internal turmoil because I know what a subhuman I am and all the vice and flaws that surround me

So do you rot in loneliness?

Or do you hurt her by phoniness?

>I knew this one girl, we met every day at one local bar, having a coffee and I still don't know how she could sit there and with interest listen to my hours long rants about third reich and then way later admitting to me she is doing it to herself while thinking about me

this is hot as fuck. what was the reason for you and her falling apart? This sounds like a happy story in spe. I hate how life rips apart things like this

>I'm just tired, man

I know brother, I feel same just let me die already, Reaper-san

>children

gawd no. First of all I have no idea how to shoulder the mental burden

then also, how the fuck do you parent them. I am a child myself

>>13282

>BO-san, you can deliver our first /doomer/ happy end story here

Trust me, if I knew how to maintain relationship, I wouldn't be here so angry and behaving like frustrated cunt all the time. Longest relationship I had lasted only few years and it went down in flames. Let's say I know one girl now, she is very nice and all, I think she is into me and okay, yes I really do like her, but to be honest? I'm kind of pussy. I don't want to hear again in my life that classic sentence "you changed, you are not so romantic as when we were together first" or this one is also great - "I feel like I just wasted time with you". Not because I would felt hurt, but because I hate to disappoint people, especially ones I love. The worst part is that it is all in me, It's my fault, I wasn't grown up enough, and I'm definitely sure I have to do something with myself now as well, otherwise I'm just going to disappoint another girl. I'm afraid there might be no happy ending but at least I'm not giving up, I guess.

>it is a tale from Africa that humans were originally 1 piece. Then the gods ripped them apart into men and women.

I also think that man and woman should be together, to be like one, to be true partners, lovers, etc. That was my philosophy all the time but for some people it is less struggle if they are just alone, so I don't really blame them or try to lifecoach them, especially not in this world.

>this hit me like a brick

How is it going with your friend? Long time since you spoke about her.

>>13284

>would you be the right man for this job?

>I constantly struggle with this internal turmoil because I know what a subhuman I am and all the vice and flaws that surround me

Don't take it as preaching because it isn't, just as you can read from my reply, it's something I'm facing as well. The honest truth is that you have to change yourself, there is no other way out. Woman who will accept you with all your flaws, no matter how big, is just myth. Woman, when she loves you, she will try to improve you all the time, sometimes it's annoying because she might have this mother instinct kicking in, but all in all, she just cares about you so she wants you to improve. For example my ex tried to make me stop smoking, I couldn't, so she was pretty angry about it. I was idiot because I thought she just wants to change me because I'm not good enough for her (low self-esteem - obvious case), but the truth was she just didn't wanted me getting cancer and losing me. Don't even think you will change your bad traits for other person, you won't, unless you will want it yourself.

>what was the reason for you and her falling apart?

Work. She moved to another city because of work, I had less and less time to even go out somewhere, so even when she called me for a chat and coffee, it ended up like either she had to cancel it or I had to cancel it for various reasons. We are still very good friends though, I know her like since elementary school. But don't see it as bad thing, with her it was less romantic and more about attraction. Even though I know she loved me for some time (she admitted it), we were just very different personalities and it wouldn't work out. I knew it and she knew it.

>how to shoulder the mental burden

Man, when you have kid, you will be in first year lacking peace in your life so much, you won't have time for any mental burdens, you will just do your best to keep the kid alive, fed and clean. The real deal comes when the kid is growing up, like how to be a good father, who will spook him with good ideals and values, how to make from him a man without being total failure. I wouldn't want my kid to be broken and with mental illness. I think it's possible even in our society but you have to be really a man who stands on solid ground and never gives up. I wish to be like my grandfather, he tried so much to make a strong man from me. Even though he died when I was 6, I still remember all the things he said to me. That is one of the things which kind of makes me not totally give up, because I wouldn't want to disappoint him (even if it sounds stupid maybe). And also we watched a lot of Bud Spencer and Terence Hill movies together along with ww2 documentaries, also we went to forest a lot, he made me a meal so big as for himself, told me always only girls cry when I hit myself, he was teaching me how to shave even though I was small kid, but he never treated me like stupid kid. A lot of values I have from him as well. I still don't believe he is dead, I just don't feel like he is, truly strange. I feel really bad for men who hadn't got even one single role-model like this in their life. I know I had very big luck in my life, I'm probably luckiest bastard on this board but still I'm a wreck.

>>13287

Is that Sam Hyde?

>>13197

> most gay men view women as inferior and are quite misogynistic themselves

Woah, easy there. We are nothing like how you picture us in your weird Mannerbund fantasies. When will this stupid straight meme end?

>>13298

>you were traitors against your race to support the normalization of your disgusting fetish for men's hairy assholes.

…white men's assholes. Your fetish is likely for chinese cartoons. Us faggots are probably better nationalists than you are.

>Pic related is where you shall lie at the bottom of, very soon.

nice cope.

>>13300

>Us faggots are probably better nationalists than you are

Why are faggots always so cringey? Hmmm, I wonder how many 'gay' men are only 'gay' because women just wouldn't have sex with them?

>>13298

>pic related, where you will lie

>see pic

>it is photo of beautiful white lotus flowers

at least you could have used a scary photograph

>>13302

> Hmmm, I wonder how many 'gay' men are only 'gay' because women just wouldn't have sex with them?

See you at the club, buddy.

>>13304

enjoy the stds

>>13305

yeah, I enjoy STDs…

>studly

>throbbing

>dicks

>>13299

>It is very saddening to hear such stories.

I tend to believe everything happens for the best (eventually). I'm not really sad about that.

>I could never forgive myself if a girl lost an oppurtunity for happiness just because of a lowlife like me.

It should only hurt you if you knew you could do better for her. You can't be such a lowlife that you genuinely even don't want to try your best. You are too big romantic being like that.

>What a subhuman I am but I cannot change how I am.

Do you know what might be the true reason you can't change? You are saying it with such a certainty.

>She seems to have beta boys who orbit her so much that a few weeks of no message leaves them in mental turmoil.

This makes women really tired. They literally watch their phone whole day and wait for reply. Anyway I'm glad she seems to be doing now, but weren't you saying something like you want to take hear near lake or am I wrong?

>People don't change anon. I saw it all over my family.

I think if they want, they will. It will be painful as fuck but they will. But I know how are alcoholics, my father was one and he couldn't change even if he lost whole family, 2 jobs in 1 year and went through few mental asylums. He often said "I just like drinking, I just like it" and from sentence like that you see, he didn't wanted to change anything so how he could succeed, you know? But truth also is that older you get, some habits just become nearly unchangeable.

>He was a coal miner in Düsseldorf for years.

Are you shitting me? This is uncanny. Mine was also coal miner (he was from sudetenland, northwest of Czech Republic, my mother's side of family are ethnic germans from that area, still I have family there but we don't see each other almost at all), however he had working accident, got shit fall on him in mine, hurt his back somehow so then he had to work in different places because with that injury he couldn't continue working as miner. Lucky he survived and wasn't paralyzed. But he was pretty healthy otherwise, I never really noticed he would lack energy or strength.

You know but it makes me think, even you had grandfather like that, willing to support family, being a good man, how the fuck we - me and you - ended up here? What went wrong?

>There seems to be a gene for failing at life.

I honestly don't know but I understand what you mean. Sometimes it's like curse because whole wold is falling on your head when somebody just whispers your name. But still I refuse to believe something like this, you can't just run out of luck and be miserable until you die.

>>13291

total and complete fucking boner killer. You ruined that image for me. No thanks anon.

>>13307

you are mixing up Matsurika with my best friend (girl)

The Matsurika story got a new chapter last Sunday

you can read it on the Matsurika thread

the story got very spicy

and I wrote Matsurika today. I thanked her for spending time with my sister on her birthday

The thing about my bestie is that when I met her first time she did not have many friends, her self esteem was nonexistent and she had sleeping problems constantly. I am very proud of her today. Somewhere around November she joined a discord group and did not write me that much for a month. She found friends and was busy trying to become a normie. Then in december we wrote again more. She sent me a beautiful new years letter and I wrote one for her. Her beta orbiters are probably from this Discord group she joined in Nov.

Last week she wrote me that she told her oppinion to another girl that was mean to her. She never wants to stirr up drama and always keeps calm but this time she had the courage to tell her what she thinks honestly. It was a new development for her. She also wrote me that her self esteem is better now and that she felt much better than ever before. I can see it already, she will be a happy normalfag by end of year ^^

>coal miner

well, both my grandpas were

and I stepped into their tradition and became a miner as well

just the thing I mined was digital and became very precious

but seriously your grandpa sounds like a good person. I am glad you had him

>how the fuck we - me and you - ended up here? What went wrong?

because we inherited their genetics

they were too good for a rotten world like this

>>13322

Hi SwedeAnon. I read your Matsurika thread but didn't feel like responding because Matsurika made me sick to my stomach. She sounds so shallow and ugly inside. Thinking of her reminds me of the story about the most beautiful fig containing a worm. If you are enticed by her dark energy, then so be it. But if I were you, I'd learn MKUltra mind control techniques in order to deal with someone like Matsurika. I don't think you should engage with dark energies without being well equipped with the psychological tools to deal with them.

>because we inherited their genetics

Anon, have you considered that the children of tomorrow will inherit the genes of the parents of today? The way I see it, empathetic people are not the ones having the children. And I say empathetic because it takes great empathy to understand that if you bring children into this world, that you will thereby continue the cycle of existential suffering. Hence, I think the evolutionary process of natural selection is selecting for blind people. And because natural selection is selecting for human blindness, this reinforces the empathetic impulses of people that do not want to have children. Empathetic humans of the future will be terrorized far worse than us. Have pity on them…

>>13322

>you are mixing up Matsurika with my best friend (girl)

>The Matsurika story got a new chapter last Sunday

Yeah well then it makes sense because I don't really read fanfics about imaginary gfs.

>they were too good for a rotten world like this

I can't imagine what would my grandfather do if he would live long enough to see world today.

>>13325

There is distinction that has to be made and that is a) genetics; b) behavior. The latter can be learned and changed. If you are empathetic that doesn't mean your kid will be as well. A lot of our behavioral traits are learned in early years of our lives. I also hope in next 20 years we will be able to get rid of at least 50% of world population, some new illness in India would be more than welcomed (if you are reading this CIA, you know what to do guys).

I can sleep with girls no trouble. Problem is falling in love with them right after and fucking it all up

>>13325

thank you for your reply anon

>because Matsurika made me sick to my stomach

I feel you my friend, she is a princess in an icy palace

for me the coldness is outside and inside I am a cheesy faggot

for matsurika I feel like the coldness is deep inside her

and it feels like some arctic coldness of the nastiest kind

>She sounds so shallow and ugly inside

according to the clues we have as of now, this theory is the most probable

however, being a detective story lover I learned never to come to conclusions before you have all the clues together

and besides, I would be the wrong person to accuse anyone being shallow because I feel like I am very shallow as well and at times greedy/ money-obsessed as well

this is why I feel like in a way we are both like Audrey Hepburn in "Charade"

>enticed by her dark energy, then so be it.

it is more about solving a riddle. I want to know what is behind the mask like the YMO song

what made her like this and what her motivations were

what made her interested in me in the first place even

why she did not lose interest in me yet because I have been a cheesy faggot the entire time

her last message had something like this

>thank you for introducing me with your sister, it is incredible what discussions we have together

Honestly, I believe she is just lonely and wants someone to genuinely talk to. Someone who really listens.

To my imouto she said it is very tiresome to be chatted up by guys wherever you go.

She is probably very tired of feeling like a barbie to everyone she meets.

>I don't think you should engage with dark energies without being well equipped with the psychological tools to deal with them.

>dark energies

she has no power over me

but I do really want her to paint 2 more things at least for me

>empathetic people are not the ones having the children

can confirm. my sister, me, my bestie, we all agree. what a brave new world it will be, free of weaklings and people to pick on

seems like the school shooting problem will finally be solved with us removed

>Hence, I think the evolutionary process of natural selection is selecting for blind people.

beautiful metaphor anon. I really love word play and metaphors

>>13341

>Yeah well then it makes sense because I don't really read fanfics about imaginary gfs.

Sven would never lie to you BO-san

this is IRL story of the best kind

with real people and real places and real plots.

better than any cuckime show Yamamoto could ever come up with

and just like you wrote in the other thread, the most interesting thing is I have no idea how this story evolves and what her next moves are

>>13362

Okay lemme just uhhhhhh…. quote some of that stuff:

<that is very clever of you onii-chan

<let me tell you another thing

<she called the cops on her ex now

<some time ago she also slapped him

let me remark one thing here. I laughed reading that part.

Do people really use "onii-chan" unironically irl? As I said, I just think I have too low IQ to understand what's going on with that story. I can read it from beginning to end and have no clue about what happened. Am I entering the boomer phase or why do I feel so lost?

>>13363

>onichan

lol, you really took those remarks serious?

my sister does not use weeaboo remarks. I don't do it either.

But she really wrote me about chads and tyrones. I could not believe it at first. When I see her next time I will ask her again what boards she lurks

it is probably just youtube comments sections I hope it

If you have specific questions, I am ready to answer all your questions.