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>22
>Working at a convenience store, hoping to get full time night shift soon
>sleep cycle constantly out of whack
>little real life social interaction outside of two close friends from high school and a couple former co-workers I play table top rpgs with once in a while
>nothing to look forward to but getting drunk and wasting what little money I have
>abandoned social media half a decade ago, normalfaggot millennials and old faggots think I'm a psychopath because of it
My life is pathetic. How about yours?
▶ No.134>>136
Actually you are a normal guy reacting rationally to the world and situation you (we) live in. You are not a psychopath everebody else is.
▶ No.135
Your life sounds pretty nice.
Go for something a little better though work wise, and stores around your area do nightfill?
Pays well and gets you fit.
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>>134
The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.
▶ No.174>>195 >>253
>>131 (OP)
im 37. dont worry it gets worse. best advice is to get a hot chick drunk, impregnate her and hope she doesnt have an abortion. children are the only thing we can do that matters. chances are we wont invent the thing or write the thing that people still care about 100 years from now, but a bloodline could still be here.
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>>174
>not going to a sperm bank to make a donation while you're at it.
Fool proof baby.
▶ No.206>>259
I think most people in this board would benefit from some /fringe/. See past the schizo threads and check out the links and recommended books (and the sister threads).
I was in this situation before I discovered magic and personal alchemy. Now I'm living my dream life. I didn't even know what my dream was back then.
Good luck anons.
don't bother replying, I won't stick around
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>>131 (OP)
Wait let me check. Yep, it's pathetic.
>>174
>>195
>wanting to propagate your genes and misery
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>>253
>propagate your misery
dank album title
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>>206
>I discovered magic
there is no magic here
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>>253
>not wanting to
It's one of those things I can't give up. Every one of us comes from an uninterrupted chain of reproduction that has gone on since God knows when and I'm not gonna be the combo-breaker if I can help it.
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>>356
>I'm not gonna be the combo-breaker if I can help it.
>still manifesting positive will
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>Need caffeine to function or else I take two hour naps during the day
>Already took one
>I plan on resetting caffeine
>Event tonight so I need energy to function
And that's how it goes on and on and on
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>>380
Nightwalking might help with the energy at one point
▶ No.382>>386 >>590
>wake up, try to figure out what the nightmares I had meant
>janitor work, filth, junky coworkers, angry clients
>eat something out of a can
>back to janitor work, nighttime isn't as bad
>drugs or alcohol after, bored with it but an addict, occasional euphoria
>sleep praying for death again
I have no idea why I go on like this. Comfortable and familiar I think. I keep telling myself I'm going to write a book or throw myself into a project or something but I never do. Not that interested in my life. Already had the bitch and traveled and had more money and been sober and wasn't that interested then either. I want a cause.
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>>382
>I keep telling myself I'm going to write a book
same. have a good idea too. i just dont do it. last time i wrote daily i felt better though.
>>382
>I want a cause.
serve your people, destroy outsiders
▶ No.387
>>386
unless you are not White, in that case kill yourself, it'll be better than what's coming
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>>386
Just set up a monthly donation to TRS and don't forget to like subscribe and paypig to heelturn and you too can save the white race.
▶ No.398>>402 >>511 >>2333
>do military meme fresh out of highschool
>good for about three years
>do very well, even put together package to become officer
>start drinking
>start drinking alot
>DUI
>get kicked out because zero tolerance
>my trade is no good without degree
>fuck working anyway
>come back to opiate addled hometown friendos
>blow all my saved money in a series of degenerate drug fueled campaigns
>get lots of sex and frendos for a short while but lose it all
>get massive criminal record
>get mcnigger job
>have no friends, no social media, nobody in my life but the teenage mcnigger slaves i work with
>drink and shitpost alone every night
>probation
>can't even fucking drink anymore
why are we here? just to suffer?
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>>398
On the bright side bet you got good anecdotes to tell the mcniggertweens.
▶ No.404>>406 >>481 >>513
My life has been a trainwreck. I just wanna die
>26
>Worked for like 2 years total past decade
>Targeted Individual
>Gave myself over to drugs and alcohol and pleasure entirely
>Constantly flip-flopped between shut in recluse and dangerous partying
>Wrecked carsdrove drunk robbed houses ran guns sold drugs sold my body
>Lost everything institutionalized twice and rehab and arrested
>Survived drowning, hanging, been shot at, overdosed
>Stare at the wall and sleep all day
The meds are working a little but damn man… I just wanted to sleep forever. This world is Hell. I've been off everything but the chans all my life. Never had a real friend just a buncha assholes to get high with. The New world order kikes and CIAfaggots destroyed this world and there's no escape from the prison. I just wanna go home to Nothing we are all equal in death
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>>402
>mcnigger tweens
a couple of the 16-18 y/os personify the zoomer meme almost perfectly. the 19-20+ mostly live in roommate situations and smoke weed with eachother all day and are generally easier to get along with. ironically most of the boomers i work with still live with or are dependant on their parents in some fashion. i try not to bring up my crimes/jailtime for seeming pretentious and dont talk about the military in fear of being a meme like pic related
>>404
>institutionalized
lol nigger im posting from one right now. it was a free ticket out of jail. luckily they funded me with poor people points and i got into a nicer place that lets you smoke and use your phone.
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>>406
There's literally nothing wrong with becoming a Walter meme.
Usually teenagers just annoy the fuck out of me but sometimes their vitality and optimism can be surprisingly uplifting. I don't hang out with people from work though. You could try merchandising if you get the chance. It's a good job for misfits old young and inbetween, we were all perpetually stoned, and you don't have to deal with the public or wear a paper hat.
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>>259
lol
Actually, I see a lot of potential in this board.
▶ No.432
>>375
Being a sad cunt to such a degree won't do anyone any good. Even if I feel hopeless and I'm in the shits right now, least I can do is struggle along while others do the same and hope for the best.
I still put myself in victim positions or pity myself too often, but I know damn well nothing comes of that.
▶ No.481
>>404
"Even in death some people make better looking corpses than others"
▶ No.511
>>398
i stopped drinking for a week, but my blood got itchy last night so i bought some beer and tried to get a chat going
couldnt find anyone though. story of my life
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>>404
tbh i stopped caring at the whole "sold my body" part. thats weird, and i doubt you were a gigolo
▶ No.514
>>425
>Walter meme.
Jesus, there is tons of us
sigh
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>>429
>Actually, I see a lot of potential in this board.
this is the golden period. it's all downhill from here. trust me it will go to shit eventually
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>>515
everything turns to dust
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>25
>assburgers
>131 IQ
>military washout
>working at a pizza place
>tried multiple times to right the ship only to fall on my ass
>had big titty goth gf, now big titty goth raging feminist ex-wife
>one or two real friends I never see
Going back to school next semester to take one last stab at unfucking my life. The optimist in me hopes this is where I finally find my footing and get my shit straight, but the pessimist wonders if it's going to wind up like every other time I tried to make something of myself.
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>>541
At least you have a hope right now, so enjoy it while you still have it. If things turn out better for you or not is now not important.
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>>544
Thanks, fren. That's a good way to think about it.
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>>547
It definitely can help. When you won't spend all your energy worrying about distant future, the more energy left you will have for shit you have to get solved now or fairly soon.
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>26
>compelled by nothing in life. put in zero effort for anything and still coast though. hate myself for all my wasted potential and lack of interest in anything worthwhile
>even more despondent that I can diagnose the problem and still have no motivation or discipline to do anything at all productive about it
>the only thing keeping me going is not wanting to make my parents miserable because they are decent people
>but its all so boring and empty. I am a boring and empty person
>spent the best years of my youth absorbed in escapism
Could be worse.
▶ No.556
>>555
>Could be worse.
thats bloody right m8
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>>382
>I want a cause.
Help liberating the working class.
▶ No.595
>>555
>hate myself for all my wasted potential and lack of interest in anything worthwhile
doomer 101. you still can do something though, 30 year mark is scary as fuck.
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>>555
y'know, sometimes i think it's sad how many people just like us exist. i feel like we're the new mediocrity and that really kills me. the exceptional ones are those that do something with themselves and achieve some kinda goal. then there's us; the unfulfilled mediocre and stuck in neutral forever. then there're the dumb rejects, the drug addicts and hobos. somehow, it feels like even the latter are on better grounds since at least they did something, even if they just really fucked it up.
▶ No.609
>up at 630
>eat fast food cause kinda hungover
>already drinking
its all so tedious
▶ No.612
everything is tiresome and i just drink and wagecuck every day now.
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>>608
>the unfulfilled mediocre and stuck in neutral forever
no matter how many times we think we piss it all away there's always some strand of hope, some light at the end of the tunnel pulling us into the failures of tomorrow.
for me the expectation that i was going to be something great in my life is maybe what keeps me floating in the middle. i can't achieve anything because im a talentless dropout but won't fail or suicide completely because i keep getting second chances. the mediocre wageslave grind just gets me depressed at my underachievement leading to excessive drinking/drug use and forcing me to start over; perpetuating the cycle.
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>>704
>niggers are causing doomer existence, not capitalism
▶ No.720
>>719
The world as we know it caused the /Doomer/
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>>719
>capitalism is causing the doomer existence, not Jews
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>>721
The rich control the world, not jews. Like all kind of people, even jews can be poor. There are off course many rich jews, I don't deny that. But they control this world because they are rich and not because they have a certain religion.
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>>728
Zionism and AIPAC don't exist, or at least their influence is inconsequential at best so there's no reason to talk about them, and there's nothing at all sketchy about the holocaust too right?
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>>728
>unironic commie
neck yourself
▶ No.736
>>131 (OP)
>Sounds pretty comfy
>You could hit gym midday hours and hit up some hot milfs
Night shift is the fucking best for all its fucked up too
▶ No.739
>>131 (OP)
36 years still on it but use it for its opposite intended purpose. just a gigantic troll, I suppose.
idk, my younger brother doesn't use it, but I do. because he can make friends easier.
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>>721
what if its both, but only upper class jews?
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>>740
Well I'm not psycho. I wouldn't punish some jew selling bagels or whatever for bigass international crimes. I don't actually believe there's evil encoded in their dna or this is 100% their baby. Just there's something obviously fishy going on especially internationally and surrounding Israel. The US is just a tiny bit too joined at the hip with them. Gets my noggin joggin.
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>>719
>gommunism is the solution goy
inb4 but but its never been tried!
yes it has, it sucks and creates even more doomers
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>>728
>But they control this world because they are rich and not because they have a certain religion.
they're mostly atheists or occultists. jews are a race that practice nepotism as well as every form of knavery. sure there are shabboz goyim that help them at the expense of their own people, but its jews, communism (their plan to govern the goy) and their belief in Tikkun Olam (global jewish takeover) that is leading the charge and pushing for a NWO.
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>>731
hierarchy is the natural order. take your gay porn elsewhere faggot
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>>762
Yes unironically but without jews
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>>764
Hierarchy is fine on a Social scale but not economic one
▶ No.859
>>744
I guess im more psychotic than you, considering I'd unironically drop bombs on them. You'd know they'd hit the big cities in retaliation. Pol Pot tier 777d chess tactics.
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>>510
::right clicks and saves images::
▶ No.861
>>555
ten years older than you. you're my younger brother's age.
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>>728
Be Jew is not religion, its way of life…
▶ No.994
>>993
It's a race. Also jews have demons instead of souls
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>>993
"way of life"
more like a way to die.
▶ No.2325
>>763
jews dont practice nepotism with jews we dont know. its just family nepotism, but jewish families are close knit as fuck. also they will fuck you over if you dont fit in with the vision your family has.
t. jewmer whose not getting shit because his moms a goy
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>>398
In your case, you're here to make yourself suffer. No one "made" you do all the dumb shit you did. On the other hand, it seems that there are a lot of people who fuck up and not only can't be honest about (which it seems you pretty decent at doing), and instead just envy and resent and endeavor to punish others. Don't become one of those and you'll be fine. >why are we here? just to suffer?
Basically that's the plan. But there are some beings who are here to TRANSFER that suffering (or translate the fact of it) into some sort of tangible quantity of benefit for themselves and mainly for their overlords. Those overlords are called "Archons", and they are "Evil Asshole" distilled into a pure, metaphysical essence. If you ever learn to truly oppose them, and cultivate yourself toward that end, you might actually have a shot at putting a nice dent into their evil joy. I think so based on your former capabilities, which include some talent and yet some penchant to do damage.
▶ No.2334>>2459
>>793
I've actually done this irl. It is not as fun as it looks.
▶ No.2459
>>2334
try being Nazbol and doing this in America.
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>>728
You're nose is showing. If you're true commie, antisemitism executed would be a direct blow to the elite ruling class, but that goes beyond what you are programmed to believe.
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>>2749
Not only commie. Leftists in general hate Israel maybe even more than rightwingers do, on the other hand right sees the problem as only jews, not their state. I was surprised too first time when I spoke to the people who claimed to be leftists. Of course you have tons of center and alt/lite/moderate leftists and right wing populists who will suck a dick of Israel asap.
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>>2760
It's because if you go heavy into geopolitics regardless of the ideology Israel is at the center of the US Military Industrial Complex nobody wants to talk about. For anti war activists, leftists and such, the Palestinian situation gets them really riled up, for nationalists having their government heavily influenced by a foreign nation gets them riled up. They're both slamming into the same facts just interpreting them differently and coming up with different solutions. It's one of the few points where opposing world views could make common cause if they did more than talk and beg for donations.
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>>630
>no matter how many times we think we piss it all away there's always some strand of hope, some light at the end of the tunnel pulling us into the failures of tomorrow.
this belongs on a banner
▶ No.2948
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>>2764
reminds me of The Devil and Daniel Johnston
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▶ No.3166
Hey, new favorite board. Hi fellow sausage casings.
▶ No.3240>>3247
>don't expect to grow out of being a doomer
▶ No.3243
>wake up
>nap two hours at one point during the day
>sometimes I have goals, mostly I don't
>sometimes I work on those goals, I mostly don't for most part of the year
>feel nothing during the day
>addicted to nicotine
>lost my ability to care about 90% of things
>always have a feeling that I want to read
>whenever I read I get distracted
>go sleep and days pass by and I don't really move forward
▶ No.3247
>>3240
that has impacted me more than anything else I have seen posted in years. I wish that old man some peace.
▶ No.3297
>>131 (OP)
>24
>nightmares.mp3
>wakes up at 3 AM
>smokes
>notices that this cycle of constantly waking up at 3 to smoke causes chest pain
>pain killers
>checkingmyvitals.gif
>pain subsides
>smokes
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>>590
>>719
>>728
>>731
>>856
>pic related with love from Russia
>>857
I always new, that the guy who is smarter and less lazy than me should share his profits with me. Because it fair and nobody should be richer than anybody else.
▶ No.4648>>4650 >>4667
>160 IQ
>raised in gifted education system for 13 years
>constantly being told we were the future of America and were going to do great things
>I work a cube job at 19 hoping I can make it through the day
>I actually do the game dev meme because showing the world what's in my head is one of the things that keeps me going
>Have a younger brother who idolizes me even though I'm garbage but I cant off myself because I dont want to make anyone feel the way I do now
Theres some pretty interesting stories of the kids that went through the gifted education system with me. One became a serial arsonist, another was going to be a valedictorian but got busted with half a pound of weed in her backpack and got expelled. Alot of the ones I still know have drug habits. I think about making a documentary where I interview them all sometimes.
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>>4648
The documentary idea is great. Hopefully that will be your ticket out of doomerism.
▶ No.4664
>>131 (OP)
Today I put in headphones to listen to music while working My wageslave job. I thought about liking a risqué video (I was bored and went out of my way for it) before I noticed I was signed into my company’s YouTube account. I didn’t like the video or subscribe but now it’s on the continue watching section. I feel fucking great.
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>>4648
>160 IQ
>checks flag
hahaha no
▶ No.4675>>4676
>>4650
Please do this
also make it an ironic and funny film. Fun is always popular and normies will love it too. Really interested in what you have to show and looking forward to that flick
▶ No.4676
>>4675
forgot to write:
I second what the guy who I quoted said about the thing he quoted
I have autism please be patient
▶ No.4693
>>719
>You're all just workers, goyim. Make sure you orient yourself around that identity. Also, ignore the rapes.
I'd rethink my political ideology if I were you krautcuck. Leftists don't tend to have natural deaths in Germany.
▶ No.5444
>Grown up in broken home
>No education, worked shitty jobs here and there
>Decided to quit my last job even though it was decently paid because it was soul crushing
>on dole since a year, doing nothing all day,
>Lurking the interbuttz since 2010, mostly reading about how shit society is
The only thing worthwhile I did recently was making my driver's license
▶ No.8601
>>136
Did you get that from Hot Topic?
▶ No.8602
>>2333
ill humor you anon. how do i slay an archon?