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 No.12430>>12432 >>12434 >>12435 >>12517 >>12566 >>12690 [Watch Thread][Show All Posts]

I've been single for 7 years. Once I fell into depression I could no longer be around peoe, let alone get a girlfriend. I'm approaching 30 now and things aren't looking any better.

What's going to happen to me? Do people really die alone?

 No.12431>>12487

Everyone dies alone.


 No.12432

>>12430 (OP)

Sorry, I don't know how it feels when you care about being alone or not. When you are 30 your chances are still roasties who maybe got a tiny bit of life wisdom just because their biological clocks are ticking. Don't fall for single mom meme. Godspeed.


 No.12434

>>12430 (OP)

yes people die alone you can just smoke weed and do what you want to do.. just make money and get some hoes then you will eventually socialize and make friends. think about what you really want to be and what your dreams are. you there you will find your motivation. admire your loved ones and your family as they are all you have.


 No.12435>>12438

>>12430 (OP)

>Do people really die alone?

On the toilet as well. I started wearing underwear to bed to pay respects to the EMTs that will find me in case I go in my sleep. I try and keep the place clean too and have some extra water bottles for them.


 No.12438>>12447

>>12435

Don't forget to take a healthy shit before you go sleep as well since there is a chance if you are holding it while sleeping, after you die you will just shit yourself without any compromise.


 No.12447

>>12438

Well, that's a final fuck you to the world.


 No.12487>>12491

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>>12431

The first post is right. Unless you die with your wife in a car crash, one will obviously go before. What matters is if you live alone, if you have grandsons around you in your final stages, if you have a family that you raised. A wife is not the problem, they can go before or after you, that it doesn't matter.

I never had a gf as well, and as things are progressing, I see I will never have one, and in consequence, I will never raise a family. I'm already used to being alone, but I think the realization at your 50's that you have nobody and the only people that cared for you (your parents) are gone, will probably be soul crushing. Thank God suicide is an option.


 No.12490>>12498

Say what you want but the cunt in OP's comic is right. Even though I'm that guy on the left for the most part.


 No.12491>>12493 >>12500

>>12487

How can you not have a female in Brazil, not trying to be a dick, but the women there are loose as fuck. Yes, we all want our perfect blonde innocent virgin angel but tbh that slutty mulatta is perfectly fine for company.


 No.12492

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

But, have you considered the alternative?


 No.12493

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>>12491

They are not that loose, you only think that because they love outsiders. In their minds, every gringo is rich as fuck.

A society where woman are sexually loose is only good for alpha males, not to every male. One alpha dude can easily have most of the girls in an area I had a friend in high school that fucked all the girls in class in one school, most of the girls in other school, and even my cousin and her best friend while a guy that doesn't reach that gets nothing. Hypergamy societies are closer to nature schematics on sex division. The only time where "one man gets one woman" and vice versa, are on places with enforced monogamy. That unequal division is even worse in Brazil, because alpha males in here have absolutelly zero standards, so from the 10/10 cuties to the fat negros, they fuck anything.

I have already been rejected with girls the triple my weight, and that is because I exercize daily. The problem is on my personality. I abandoned hope half a decade ago.


 No.12498

>>12490

giving a fuck about "human race" is animal tier


 No.12500>>12502 >>12619

>>12491

> Yes, we all want our perfect blonde innocent virgin angel

this meme needs to die.


 No.12502>>12509

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>>12500

Agree. Since young age, I have always been drawn to goth and junkie girls. I was damaged since small age, so I were naturally drawn to the idea of a girl that could understand me.

"Perfect blonde innocent virgin angel" sounds more like a rational vision of what "you should like", instead of a natural drawn, like if I were talking about asian woman, for example. This is straight up a meme.


 No.12509>>12512

>>12502

Eh, I would lie if I would tell I never had that ideal in my mind. Heck, first girl I ever loved had light hair and she look most beautiful in wheat fields by the end of the summer (typical fucking disgusting stereotype but it's true). Never forget that period of time in my life. Both have something special. Light hair reflecting in the sun, while you can smell the summer and everything all around you, when you can feel the joy, that is all long gone for me and now darkness comes in and you want a girl who is actually genuinely interested in mass murders instead of making human babies. But the real kicker is that what you described became trend and there is nothing more I hate than pretentiousness.

>see junkie looking goth styled piece of girl with ebin piercings

>posts pictures of her with tattoos and pistol

>soon you realize it's all roleplay to her and she is actually daypeople-tier piece of garbage, just likes slightly edgier style and zoomer mumble rap

tl;dr I just hate myself for not being man enough to actually have some pretty girl from village who lives simple life and would watch sunsets over forest with me, so I try to find something in these pretentious whores who steal look of goths but have no real darkness inside of them. If you want to love then love anyone you want, maybe a good woman is the only thing which would make you fight for something, fuck I don't know I'm tired.


 No.12510>>12512 >>12513 >>12578 >>12680

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OP here again. Guess I should have included this but I guess I was too ashamed to even type it but fuck it. Its pretty much whats got me feeling this way and I probably need to be berated for it anyway.

>meet girl from cuckchan about a year ago

>she lives in the uk, i'm in the us

>same political views, sense of humor, lots in common

>she's pretty average in looks, a lot would probably consider her ugly but so am i so whatever

>starts feeling like an ldr

>talk about her moving to america, family, future etc

>don't feel alone, or when i do i just think about her

>a year of this goes by

>some time after new year, i start noticing how many of my messages are left on "read" with no reply for days, sometimes at all

>just think i'm being paranoid, decide to not freak and be clingy annoying

>the less i message first, the less we speak in general

>sometimes a full week will pass without talking

>recently we start talking more

>she invites me into some group chat on kik

>its nothing but other dudes, all acting chummy

>my brain goes into overdrive instantly

>i lurk in the chat but don't post

>i start noticing that when she's not replying to my messages, she's still in there talking to the other guys, one in particular

>i drop out of the chat, uninstall kik and snapchat

>she's messaged me twice and I've ignored them

I know LDRs are insanely retarded but considering the circumstances and confirmation biases, I assumed this would be different. Instead, everything I always thought, like how you're never the only guy a girl is talking to etc., was only reinforced. And knowing we have so much in common and that she's not even good looking yet still acted like a thot just makes it so much worse.

I hate blogposting but fuck it. She was my only friend, now I've got nothing. Feel free to lay into me, I deserve it.


 No.12512

>>12509

I can't help myself but I have also add that I'm tired of these bitches actually. They are most of the time all the same, fuck your kafka, fuck your catcher in the rye, fuck your frank zappa, fuck your university you normie scum who only complains but still stays there, fuck your great parents who you can't value enough just because they won't let you smoke pot in your room, fuck your wine, fuck your coffee "addiction", fuck your veganism, fuck your style and 300 dollar shoes, fuck your instagram, fuck your "deep" philosophical thoughts'n'quotes and fuck you. Finding real dark bitch among these cunt is hard.

>>12510

>ldr

Tried, didn't worked for me unfortunately (or fortunately? since I'd be probably married now if it worked out, but she was perfect). You got basically cucked and friendzoned via internet, shit happens. At least you know now two things: don't fall too fast into ldr, if ever + if she doesn't reply so don't reply too, problem solved. Internet is very terrible at this, all this pressure about how fast you reply, if you reply or not, it's just ridiculous.


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>>12510

Sorry but I had great laugh at that picture. His face expression makes it all just better, he just seems he is ready to shoot up HR department.


 No.12517>>12520

>>12430 (OP)

Great pic and unfortunately too realistic, read it all. Ten seconds, true gentleman.

Try to find a buddy to talk, convince him/her to go out, try to socialize. It really helps.

If you're overthinking try to find something to do, but be quick about it.

Don't sleep late, try to wake up early, it always makes me feel a bit better so hopefully it'll make you feel so aswell

Girls and stuff are pretty much temporary, unless it's your wife. Don't think about it much, hope that eventually things will change.

Don't fap too much

Go out to a crowded park on noon or afternoon and observe people, try to see and understand what they do

If you wanna feel alive you can start a fight or get into it but it is a terrible suggestion


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 No.12559

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 No.12566>>12692

>>12430 (OP)

Well, if you had an average social life up until 23, you're probably not that far off from average in your socialization. All you need to do in that case is starting to go places (ideally with friends if you have them) and talk to girls.

If you didn't have an average social development during your teens though, you're probably fucked for life since you can't really replace the socialization of every day being in the same room with 30 people, all of whom are in the exact same stage of life as you, and later starting to learn how to make friends outside of that in college when everyone was doing that.

If the latter applies, PUA may help in getting pussy. Establishing relationships is probably not going to happen though, unless you happen to find a girl that has similar problems.


 No.12578>>12579 >>12580 >>12680 >>12691

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>>12510

nearly every girl (woman) that I've interacted with from 4ch or other image boards has been very weird in some way. I've learned to avoid them because they usually have a plethora of problems and personality issues.

reason why is pic related. there is a normal spread of "societal/moral divergence" among the sexes, with men being on average less "moral" (can't think of the word for it rn) than women. different websites/interests have thresholds for attraction (consider porn and politics; most people watch porn yet only the most extreme are into scat and many people are conservatives yet only the most extreme are die hard stormfags). for a girl to be on 4ch they have to be pretty divergent from the average female population, and thus more likely to have personality issues. because of the shape of the bell curve, the more autism required for an interest/site, the fewer the users and lower the ratio of males:females. this is why the most autistic boards never see female posters (1chan.net, wizchan(if rules allowed it))


 No.12579

>>12578

>nearly every girl (woman) that I've interacted with from 4ch or other image boards

Okay, let me get this straight. Girls on imageboards are actually girls (male), so no wonder they were weird in some way and personality issues.


 No.12580

>>12578

again not sure if I used the right words for the horizontal axis, but you guys should get the idea. most shut in otaku are male, most school shooters are male and in general people on the extremes of society (on most regards) are male. whatever allows for this phenomenon is what I'm trying to measure by horizontal axis


 No.12619>>12686

>>12500

If you've ever been with a blonde as fuck girl, it can be pretty cool. Waking up in the morning and the sunbeams are reflecting off the hairs on her stomach and eyelashes and they glow like they're made of gold is really frigging cute. How their faces get all red when they orgasm.


 No.12645

>>12642

>Sounds easy but it isn't, most people dont want to hear other's problems, we live in the instant gratification era: they pick up their shitphones and check some cat videos instead of having an actual conversation

Yes, it's not easy, finding a nice buddy to talk. Unforuntaely these people exist but not everyone is same, you need to look around a bit, browse the web and stuff. Or you can try getting consolation from here

>Not a problem thanks to antidepressants….

Sorry to hear that man. This is the second time I hear that. So they really kill it


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>>12510

>I assumed this would be different

Relationships require physical closeness, otherwise you're just friends.

>>12578

>they usually have a plethora of problems and personality issues

funny enough, i was really successful in dating before i moved, but every girl was like this


 No.12686

>>12619

Words of truth maybe? >>12562


 No.12690

>>12430 (OP)

shit I'm almost 37, never been married. not to mention this is the blue part of the state, and also the cheapest state to live in (Stuck in Ohio is more than a meme), but to even live elsewhere you have higher rent and higher taxes and forget moving out of the country, that just ain't happening.


 No.12691

>>12578

this is true. an autistic man will always be more autistic than an autistic female. and autistic females are rare.


 No.12692

>>12566

I never went to college. couldn't afford it.


 No.12693>>12699

>These days cuckchan is full of instathots looking for paypigs, they hate the place and wont shut up about incels but they sure want their money, and thats the second biggest repository of those cucks after reddit

they literally make no fucking ounce of sense.


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>>12693

I recently uncovered a ring of traps and 3dpds who have been spamming 4ch specifically soc and r9k. all of them specialize in scat. the fact that someone can make a living off of charging 20$ for a video of themselves farting or shitting makes me want to kill myself. epitome of clown world


 No.12713

>>12699

>degenerates are into scat

color me surprised


 No.12914

>drawn to the idea of a girl that could understand me.

but anon, if girls want to marry up, why the fuck would she want to date a broken man? She is looking for a man to get her out of her own misery after all, right?


 No.12915

>She was my only friend, now I've got nothing.

you have us


 No.12951>>12987

This image pisses me off

Not because I've experienced that kind of rejection or fear experiencing it, I dont have really any circumstances where I would, and I dont act timid and sensitive all the time anyways But because so much of her monologue is bullshit

Like, she speaks normatively, with some kind authority, when she dismisses his interest in RPGs and history and shit. As though any of the petty, frivolous bullshit she occupies herself with was any different. All of its shit. Whatever she thinks is 'actually interesting' is in fact, at its core, just as pointless, mundane, and painfully empty as dusty tomes of conflicts between dead men, or imaginary computer games.

This extends to her whole idea of excitement. None of the 'adventure' she romanticizes means shit. Her entire concept of fun and adventure from the more social guys is just as much of a constructed self-delusion as the shy guys concept of his supportive sensitivity. Moreso, even. The shy guy probably really does feel like he makes himself look when he gets all sensitive and brooding and such. Its bullshit self-delusion insomuch as he uses those moments to construct an image to present to himself and others, using those particular aspects of his experience to construct a fictional character loosely based off of himself. He feels hateful, mean, callous, selfish, whatever other sort of thing that doesn't quite fit with that image you can think of, some of the time. But he doesnt use those moments in constructing his character.

Her notions of excitement and youthful fun however are just outright romanticizing a host of vapid crap for dumb kids. Assigning some quasi-spiritual significance to shit thats ultimately just as empty as the daily life of a hikki NEET.

wrapping up "Thanks for being supportive but I dont like you half as much" in memetier pseudo-wisdom.


 No.12987

>>12951

Not to mention her bullshit humanist appeal near the end.




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