>>10027 (OP)
Listen up Zoomer, I will tell you my story, you are still an underage faggot with plenty of room to grow, your body and bone structure will change, your personality also, let me tell you about my dooming.
>Was chubby funny kid whole live long
>No one picked on me because I was funny and had the right friend circle
>fast forward I finish middle school and go to europes high school equivalent
>in the summer before high school I lost all my weight (was 16 becoming 17 that summer)
>plenty of girls suddenly hitting on me
>couldnt deal with it I was never loved my whole live
>fast forward join new school
>tfw look really good
>I started lifting
>and I have the good humor that saved me my whole live
>11th class year
>I became the chad in my school year
>Tfw I was happy as fuck my world changed 360°
>every girl wanted to hang out with me
>chilled with most of them
>but there was one girl
>the stacy of our school
>curly brown hairs, green-greyish eyes, insane pretty face and body of a goddess
>also very smart and from a rich background
>I never attented to hit up on her because even tho I could get every girl in my year I felt inferior in every regard to her
>she was insanely lovely not behaving like a thot literally a dream women, mature and respectful, the perfect one
>always kept smiling at me
>she could take my chad cloak away with a simple smile I always pretended that I didnt see it and turned away
>It went that far that I basically ignored her I literally couldnt see her
>I told myself she is that far out of my league that I basically ghosted her
>My brain just didnt notice her at all it was like she wasnt there (I filtered her out)
>kept on being chad
>12th class year near end
>I had plenty of girls asking me to be their gf
>Im a beta in the chad cloak I always say i dont want a gf (even tho I do but im insecure)
>girls think im some chad because I just refuse to fuck the hottest girls they know
>the more I refused the more wanted my dick (what a weird phenomen)
>I became even more chad
>my class year organistates a big school party to collect money for our graduation
>fast forward I attend
>join a club for the first time
>never drank alcohol
>the other big chad of my year (lifting beast) comes with me
>as we join the club every fucking girl looks to us and smiles
>my selfesteem goes +10
>the goddess is also here
>every chad in my year tried to hit on her but she refueses to dance with them or do any other stuff just sitting with another chick at the side looking at people dancing
>I get a little bit drank
>start dancing
>tfw I dance good as fuck
>a chick comes to me telling me that Im the best dancer in the club
>I say thanks and just turn around
>tfw chad as fuck but I was just drank and didnt know wtf I just did
>all girls coming to dance with me
>I keep staying and getting more drunk
>club slowly becoming more empty
>the goddess is still there
>I overheard them waiting for their parents to pick them up
>whatever I dance with the other chad
>the goddess smiles at me
>tfw that smile (I want to kms as I type this)
>she comes closer to me dancing
>I keep dancing
>the gf of the goddess pushes her a little bit to me
>tfw go FULL BETA
>tell the other chad that im not feeling well and want to leave
>the other chad was cool as fuck and said yeah lets leave its boring anyway now
>we go home
>I get mad as fuck about me bcs I knew that SOMEHOW SOMEHOW she found me interesting
TIMESKIP
>5-6 months later
>2 months before final exam and graduation
>my background: im from an alcoholic abusive father and a really poor family
>my parents split up
>cant handle it
>get into drugs
>skip school
>fuck up my whole education because of this
>i missed 2 months in school
>decide a day randomly to go there again
>I join the long floor people waiting for the teacher to open the class room door
>everyone freaking out asking me what happened they tell me that I CHANGED
>people start to leave me
>i wait in the floor with only 2 guys left that actually cared
Now comes the biggest memory of my life what comes now still drives me insane part 2 incoming