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 No.408805

I'm confused. Is this really a board for guys that like crossdressing or something?

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 No.408806

This board is me shitposting by myself with a vpn tbh

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 No.408807

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>>408806

Makes sense smh tbh fam.

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 No.408809

>>408805

why is that confusing?

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 No.408811

>>408809

I dunno, I just saw a link to this board at >>>/b2/174973 and have no idea why a guy would want to feminize himself.

I'm not trolling or trying to make fun of you guys – I'm honestly curious. Anyone mind explaining why they like it?

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 No.408827

>>408811

Your first day on the Internet?

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 No.408828

It's a board for gaytwinks mostly.

Stockings are a secondary feature.

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 No.408832

>>408811

We all have our own reasons.

I think for some it is purely a sexual thing. The feeling of tight girly clothes is simply physically stimulating, as is the thought of doing something taboo.

But I'd say for most, including myself, it's more than that.

At least in my case, I really like the thought of being admired or even desired; of putting creativity and effort into my looks and having people appreciate that, of being more submissive as my partner takes over…these kinds of things.

In many ways, masculinity is an embracement of logic, hard work, and security; it is about rationality over emotions. On the other hand, femininity is in many ways about irrationality, about emotions, and about feelings.

Truly I feel as though I've lived my whole life feeling like having emotions was wrong, or somehow cringe. In this way, i think there's something uniquely freeing about being girly as a man. Femininity really gives me a way to feel the feelings I never did, and to express those feelings through outfits in a more creative, colorful way.

But like I said, we all have our reasons. Most of the board members have no idea why they like being girly, they just know that they do. I think it's fair to say that many of us feel shame about it.

Does that answer your question?

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 No.408844

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>>408832

Fascinating.

>I really like the thought of being admired or even desired

Do you remember thinking about such things before you got into this? How would you say getting into /cuteboys/-related stuff has affected your feelings of being desired?

>being more submissive as my partner takes over these kinds of things

Any particular examples of things you like leaving up to your partner?

>Truly I feel as though I've lived my whole life feeling like having emotions was wrong, or somehow cringe. In this way, i think there's something uniquely freeing about being girly as a man.

>Femininity really gives me a way to feel the feelings I never did, and to express those feelings through outfits in a more creative, colorful way

Interesting. I suppose I've never thought of it that way. Do you often express yourself like that?

>it's fair to say that many of us feel shame about it

Do you?

Thank you for the detailed response. I enjoy finding out what makes other people tick, so apologies if my questions seem prying. Obviously, you're free to pick and choose which you'd like to answer or even just not respond at all.

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 No.408845

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>>408811

BECAUSE MY EXISTENCE AS A MALE HAS FAILED

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 No.408846

>>408844

The fact that you're interested means a lot. I too take interest in these kinds of things c:

I'll post detailed responses in like 12 hours, cause it's 3am here and I'm exhausted.

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 No.408849

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 No.408865

>>408849

>lefty memes are always 5000 words too long

keep it succinct, keep it DESPITE

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 No.408866

>>408844

>Do you remember thinking about such things before you got into this?

It's hard to explicitly answer your question it's quite complicated. I think a better way to answer your question would be to explain why I am the way I am. And as with most things psychology, my behavior now is mostly determined by my formative years. (If you read my whole post and still have the same question, let me know and I'll be clearer)

When I was very young, I was an incredibly sensitive kid. I was diagnosed with Sensory Integration Dysfunction (now known as Sensory Processing Disorder), which I guess is kind of like having aspergers, except I've never had issues with socialization, expressing thoughts, picking up social cues, identifying emotions, or anything like that. I had to go to therapy to deal with it, and its not that bad, but still loud noises fucking terrify me (i still can't stand thunder >///<)

Also, growing up I had no male company (my dad was almost never around). I like to say that I was raised by my older sister, not because my mom didn't play an active role in my maturation, but because I idolized the shit out of her. My sister was everything I wanted to be, and I remember spending so much time listening to her conversations with her friends, watching her draw, watching her do her homework. I was fascinated by her, and the image of her became ingrained into my understanding of who I wanted to be. Imo, she's the primary reason I like girly things.

Due to my sensitivity, I had a lot of trouble in school. I remember hating being around guys, cause they were super rough, and I hated that. I recall jokingly being lightly punched by guys and it really hurting, and then I would get pissed/cry, and then they would make fun of me a lot for that. My mom told me that once I came home from school in tears, cause I was crying in class and a "friend" of mine was stepping on my feet and kept telling me to shut up and be a man. I also hated sports and preferred reading/academics. For these reasons, I mostly hung out with the girls early on. They kind of accepted me as one of their own, and I was never attracted to them romantically, cause I had grown up around girls.

Somewhere along the way, though, people really got to me. I started to become really afraid of being emotionally vulnerable. Then my mom started to get really depressed (she used to be a drug addict, its a long story lol), and so she wouldn't really hang out with me. But then my sister got into middle school, and felt like she had to grow up, and just completely shut me out of her life. I became really lonely, and I felt like there was something wrong with me.

I started to assume that nobody liked me. I developed a self-hating mentality, and told myself that I would stop trying to be friendly, cause people wouldn't like me anyway. I hung out with a lot of shitty, abusive people, cause they affirmed my mentality that I was shit. This was my thought process for something like 10 years.

I think this is the root of why I love being desired. I spent so much time thinking that it was impossible for someone to love me, that there was something wrong with me, that the mere thought that someone else really does like me was a fantasy I was desparate to live out. Cuteboys stuff gave me the oppurtunity to live that "fantasy."

>How would you say getting into /cuteboys/-related stuff has affected your feelings of being desired?

Well, the first time I crossdressed was in middle school. It was summer and so I was away from my home, and I started feeling kinda lonely, cause my extended family are all kinda shitty to talk to. I didn't care though, cause all of my friends were people I knew online.

Like I was saying, I craved validation/love. And I used to be in a lot of kik/skype groups with a lot of questionable people. I kind of lived my life through the experiences of people I met online, if that makes any sense. I recall that my sister left out a pair of striped panties and jean shorts; so I said fuck it, I stole them, and sent (nude) pictures with me wearing them to these dudes online. I remember feeling like it was a lot of fun, and I really liked the attention I got. I didn't really know why I was doing it though.

You'll find that a LOT of cuteboys/crossdressers have similar experiences to what I just said. We want to be validated because, truthfully, not a lot of people we meet are (openly) attracted to us. And as I was saying, when you embrace feminimity, you embrace your emotions, includeed in which is loneliness. I truly believe that it can be isolating growing up gay/feminine as a guy, cause there are so few people to relate to, and the few gay people there are are often just complete disasters.

Ultimately, I hope this story shows how /cuteboys/ stuff hasn't really "affected" any of my feelings. But rather, it has brought out my deepest desires, many of which I felt shame about for a long time. Speaking of which…

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 No.408867

>>408844

>Do you?

Yeah, I felt shame about a lot of things, but not what you'd expect. Never have I felt like being gay is innately wrong, and never have I felt like dressing in womens' clothes is innately wrong.

Mainly, growing up I felt shame about being emotionally vulnerable, and even about just expressing/having emotions. Because of this, I eventually threw myself into my studies, focusing entirely on academics, and fully believing that emotions were weakness. I, accordingly, felt shame about being weak. Towards middle school, I started to develop shame about hanging out with the girls.

Due to all my time on the internet growing up, I developed a hatred for certain groups of people. In particular, I had a disdain for the self-gluttonous tumblr mentality that kind of comes along with a lot of LGBT individuals. For this reason, I always rejected that I was gay, or that I was a crossdresser, because I felt like doing so was equivalent to becoming that which I so desparately hated.

(Might I add, by the way, that the reason I hated these guys so much was probably out of jealousy. I wanted to be able to be happy, to have no fears, and to just do my thing. But I had so many personal insecurities that just being present was a challenge. Still, I recognize the importance of accepting responsibility.)

It's taken me many years to come to terms with the senseless shame I felt, and to forgive myself for my past actions. I'm lucky to have gotten over it at such a young age, cause I feel so free now. But there is no doubt in my mind that many people on this board feel a lot of shame about themselves. Being insecure is just kind of part of the ride, I guess.

>Any particular examples of things you like leaving up to your partner?

Well, sex. I had some negative sexual experiences growing up where I was a top, and I quickly realized that I was much more of a bottom.

That being said I have a very strong personality. I have a lot of opinions, and I like expressing those opinions and debating people. I believe in always being honest and straightforward. I am also not socially incompetent.

For these reasons, I could and would totally take a more dominant role in a relationship, if I was attracted to a shyer guy.

But, with that being said, it will always be a fantasy of mine to be in a relationship with a more dominant guy. For some people I think this is because they are kinda socially awkward, or have other problems, and they like the idea of someone dealing with those problems for them without them really doing anything in return.

This is not what I dream of; rather, I simply think it would be fun to be with a guy who calls the shots, who comes on to me, wherein I generally take the more traditionally submissive role in most interactions. And I think that desire (as well as the aforementioned sexual stuff) would be considered traditionally feminine. Does that make any sense?

>Do you often express yourself like that?

I've gone through periods in my life where I crossdressed every day. I would generally go through a cycle, doing it regularly, feeling shame, and then eventually stopping for a while, until the urge came back.

Through all those years, I never did anything publicly. It wasn't until recently that I've decided to wear girly clothes and makeup whenever I feel like it, in public or not. I'm gonna do this not only because I like being cute/to attract guys, but as proof to myself that I'm no longer controlled by others' perceptions of me, and that I'm over all of the shame and shittiness I felt growing up.

>I enjoy finding out what makes other people tick

That's awesome man. Please keep asking questions that you have, cause its really fun to talk about these things with people. Truly, I think its the greatest irony that I've never found a greater concentration of reasonable, down-to-earth, passionate people than on 8chan.

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 No.408874

>>408844

Your wording isn't looking like someone from 4pol. Its nice of you that you care but it would be nicer if your friends stopped shitposting this board. Find some other place to build your energy at. Thanks.

And guys, if you don't want these /pol/ trolls here, just do whatever you do with other trolls: Report, sage, ignore.

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 No.408884

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>>408866

Well, you're certainly a talkative one. And you're even interesting to talk to. That's a nice combination.

>my dad was almost never around

Sorry to hear that. Can be awful, having parents that aren't around.

>I started to become really afraid of being emotionally vulnerable.

Sounds like you needed someone to express yourself to. I hope you have or will find such a person. Venting works wonders.

>cuteboys stuff gave me the opportunity to live that fantasy

Hm. Now that is an intriguing statement.

>sent nude pictures with me wearing them to these dudes online

Video very much related.

>We want to be validated because, truthfully, not a lot of people we meet are (openly) attracted to us

Sort of a catch-22 then?

>does that make any sense?

Eh, it's not my place to really comment on your desires. I'm just a passive observer. But I will say I find your proclivities interesting, and I can understand what you're getting at. You are a very interesting can of worms.

>please keep asking questions

Oh, I would keep asking questions for all eternity if I could. Just something I do. I enjoy getting inside peoples' heads and learning everything about them. What motivates them. But at the same time I understand if the people here are unhappy with me derailing their board.

>>408874

>if your friends stopped shitposting this board

Anon, I swear on the honor of my lord and savior Beelzebub that I have made no posts on this board other than the ones ITT. And believe me, you'd know if I was shitposting.

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 No.408890

I'm here for the twink nudes

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 No.408953

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>>408884

>>408844

Like >>408832 said, a lot of it has to do with getting attention because I never recieved much (in the way I wouldve liked), but for me it's the fact that we can remain generally anonymous and still be able to do what we deem as "taboo" with an anonymous 'support group' if you will.

Unlike that poster I grew up with 2 older brothers and one younger brother. Dad was in the picture (more than most fathers from what I've read about other peoples' experiences), but my mother was very overbearing. They split when I was a teenager, just made my parents and I more distant.

Went to an all boys school from 2nd grade until college which I do think had a profound affect on my inability to be emotionally intimate or romantic with people. I'm 23 and never had any actual committed relationships with girls, although I've had a number of consistent hook-up buddies. I've always found both genders attractive, but would never tell anyone that I considered males attractive. Some have asked if I was gay or imply that I am, but it hasn't bothered me because they act as though it's a bad thing/that I cared that much/they had no proof. The fact that I can keep most of my life private from people I know IRL I think heavily fuels my urge to come back here every once in a while.

I've had 3 sexual encounters with guys (sex in the woods with one guy, blew another in his car, and got paid for like an hour of sex with some other guy) but I've had multiple sexual encounters with women as well, more so than men by quite a bit. I've always been insecure about my looks and my body but found there was some weird line of androgyny I could play on that gave me options (which is a weird theme I've noticed, I love having options but cannot commit to any one thing). I'm not short and I'm almost underweight (BMI), and some girls are into lanky dudes so that hasn't been an issue. But I also have "some ass" and a slender figure and was kind of obsessed with taking pictures of myself. This place and a few other apps and bored enticed me to post, which I used to.

I think the duality of being a super private person IRl while getting to be a "slut" of sorts online is what keeps me coming back. It's given me many amazing orgasms and even made me some money. But I wouldn't be caught dead crossdressing, not that I would ever want to in public. I specially like that it's something I can do in private place.

I know I didnt answer too many of the questions you originally posted but I thought I'd give you my reasons that come from a sort of different place.

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 No.408981

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>>408867

>answer to "Do you?"

If I was better at expressing my thoughts and feeling coherently, then I imagine I would answer almost precisely how you did.

>answer to "Do you remember thinking about such things before you got into this?"

Hmmm, my dad was also not around too much and I was mainly raised by my mother. Idolized her for sure, and the first time crossdressing was wearing her clothes.

As for the sister thing, I was the older sibling in my house. However, one hobby that my younger sister had was dancing. She did this from the age of maybe 4 or 5 and had only stopped at the age of 16. And very recently - maybe past 5 months - have I recently discovered an interest in dancing. So there may some mechanisms at work there.

>captcha called me a homo

True.

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 No.409039

>>408953

Interesting to hear your perspective. So outside of this site, would you say you have a fairly normie-tier life?

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 No.409074

>>409060

>This board is half about guys who like to get beat up during sex

Yeah, I got some weird vibes looking at the fantasy thread. I mean shit, I'm more the dominant type myself, and some of the fantasies I saw there were things even I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole.

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 No.412161

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>>408805

> I just saw a link to this board at >>>/b2/174973 and have no idea why a guy would want to feminize himself.

I honestly don't see it as feminizing myself personaly, but I'm probably a minority inside the minority of crossdressing gays. I just like to mildly crossdress, like putting on a skirt and a panty or such, because it's a sexual thing for me. It conveys to me a sense of submission/cuteness, that I don't really identify as femininity (I'm versatile though, if I could find a guy into this I would fuck him as much as I would like to be fucked). And the taboo aspect also gets me, although that is probably not simply sexual. I still wonder why I'm so attracted to this feeling of making something taboo and pretend to be at risk at doing so, it's probably a pretty common psychological trait but I have no explanation for it.

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 No.412230

>>408849

Can we delete seething politics from this board? Especially the right and left ones are annoying.

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 No.412264

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