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 No.392873

>Be me

>180 cm 120 kg with a genetical skin disease that makes parts of my leg, stomach and the whole crotch area look like I survived a fucking honey badger attack (on top of scars from self inflicted wounds)

>Always been alone due to untreated depression (doctors said "it wasn't bad enough" and now that it's beyond any kind of treatment they just said "Oops!" and told me to fuck off)

>In an online relationship for years now with a person across the fucking planet because I was so lonely I was about to jump out the fucking window and tried an online dating site because why not give it a shot?

>Still haven't been able to meet because both are unemployed and neither of us have an education despite having professional level skill and knowledge of our fields

>Verge of suicide every 3-4 months for years but now it's almost monthly

>Virgin

>Micropenis (Literally an average mans middle finger is thicker and longer)

>Forcefully transitioned from a dominant to a submissive sexual preference because of it

>Partner been distant in recent months, afraid of being alone again

>Lonely all of my 24 years of existence and not a single dream or goal reached

>Last time I was genuinely happy was before puberty and even that for something as shallow as getting a video game I really wanted for Christmas

>Making excuses not to commit suicide

>Lives on welfare

>Lives in Finland which is a hell hole for people with even one of these problems

>Desperation growing larger and larger

>I don't be lonely anymore

>Only thing I want is to be happy even for a moment

>Phobia of death (figure that one out how a suicidal person has a phobia of dying)

>inb4 "do it faggot"

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 No.392875

I think you should focus on losing weight. As far as I know when you aren't overweight, skin diseases either go away (if you're lucky) or at least get reduced. As a Finn you can ride some horse on a steppe to get it down. You can go to a dermatologist, as well. Those two seem fixable and might indirectly help against suicide by helping you perceive yourself better as you'll find your appearance to be more positive.

I think your relationship isn't working if you feel lonely with a partner tbh. And you probably won't ever meet anyway. Maybe search for someone locally where you can realistically find each other, like Finland, Mongolia?

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 No.392884

Literally just stop eating all the time

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 No.392887

>>392884

I eat once a day if I'm lucky, usually every 2 days and even then not a lot.

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 No.392888

>>392875

The Mongolia bit actually made me chuckle a bit.

When winter comes I'll try to see what I can do about weight loss.

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 No.392901

>>392888

>when winter comes I'll try to see

And when it comes, you will say spring, and then summer, and then autumn, and then winter again. That assumes you're the average willed human being, of course, but seeing "try to see" I don't think so. I can maybe slightly believe in "try", but "try to see" is beyond heavy doubt and into the area of improbable. Say you will do it, not try, if you really can't start now for some reason.

But in general the earlier you start, the better. I'm not saying you should excercise outside at super freezing temperatures that probably are in Finland during some months, but why delay if it's not that time of the year? Don't you have Finnish saunas? They probably help with weight loss as well. Might either help or make the skin condition worse, tho

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 No.392902

>>392901

Yeah…probably should start sooner, gonna look at next month when I get some money.

Sorry about the venting, times just been harder lately.

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 No.392904

Do you have kik? we could talk if you like

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 No.392907

>>392904

I've never used kik, I don't have internet on my phone because I'm fucking paranoid about Wi-Fi and it costs additional money.

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 No.392908

>>392907

fair enough, got Discord?

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 No.392914

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 No.392916

>>392914

Whats your username?

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 No.392920

>>392916

I don't like having it in the public

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 No.392936

>>392920

You gotta take a step at some point dude. Give us a mail, a Steam account, something, whatever.

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 No.392955

>>392936

Give me your Discord?

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 No.392964

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>>392873

>Lives in Finland which is a hell hole for people with even one of these problems

you all look like you survived a fucking honey badger attack

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 No.392965

By the way I believe losing weight is very important if you wish to stop being a sub because you feel ashamed of your peepee size. At such a heavy overweight status, most of your dick is hidden behind the fat of your crotch and stomach, you'll gain a few centimetres after it's gone.

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 No.393235

I read somewhere that taking a cold shower a day for a year straight can help you lose around 9 pounds, along with lots of other small but helpful health benefits. It's not the most pleasant feeling the first few times or so but once you get used to it, it almost feels like taking a regular shower. Regardless of what you choose to do anon, good luck.

>>392884

Unironically this being the easiest way to lose weight without having to do almost anything. While being overweight has never been an issue for me since I've almost always been tall at around 5'11" and pretty thin, around late December last year, I hit 165 pounds and was eating around 4-5 meals a day, the heaviest I've ever been and the most I was eating on average per day. By the second or third meal, I would almost be gagging because I was so sick of eating but felt like I had to because I get weak, irritated, borderline nauseous and other unpleasant things when I get really hungry. It was around that time that I remembered something my stepdad once said about how he never dieted and instead just ate a lot less when he wanted to get a bit thinner, so I took his advice and tried to cut down my meals to just 3 a day instead of what I was doing. The first couple weeks sucked ass and I would sometimes get cramps and the like from not eating as much as I wanted to, but I stuck with it and instead just had a very small snack when that happened. Now about nine months later, I've dropped about 15 pounds by doing next to nothing but not eating as much and am now down to slightly less than 150. I now only eat about two actual meals a day with some small snacks in between.

>>392901

Very true. I've had this attitude with lots of things before in my life and none of them ever got accomplished. The best and really only way to start is immediately, otherwise it just won't happen based on personal experience.

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 No.393322

>>393235

In my experience, being constantly hungry is good for losing weight, but not for losing fat. Your body will just go into starvation mode and burn up muscle, and you'll turn into a wraith before your belly fat starts to also go away.

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 No.411495

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 No.411531

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Losing weight is actually very simple. Just burn more calories than you intake. Its really just simple math. It doesn't really matter whether you want to diet or exercise or both. Just make sure that more calories goes out than comes in. Cardio would be the best exercise way for you to lose weight without gaining a lot of muscle. Check out the couch to 5k method. No need to over do it at first and injure yourself. Also, if you are looking to be a little more musclely when all you need are simple calisthenics to gain muscle. Push-ups, sit-ups and squats will be plenty if you already have weight on your body. I actually do 100 of each every other day. I just break them up over the day into sets. I do 5 sets of 20 for the push ups and sit ups and the squats I do 2 sets of 50. I'm not gonna have a p90x body any time soon but I have much more muscle now than when I started. I have actually lost a little fat, gained it back in muscle and I feel much better. Just be sure to ease into it. If you try to go balls to the wall first thing you will end up pulling something or injuring yourself.

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 No.411532

what is your skin disorder called? just curious

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 No.411678

lose weight fatty

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 No.411972

>>392873

>Lonely all of my 24 years of existence and not a single dream or goal reached

Would be easier to know the goal, but it can be reached still usually. 25 now and achieving two Milestones (B. Sc, paid job) this year of many to come (M. Sc, Doctorate, high paying job). Most people have not achieved anything of any real value until the age of 35-40…it's healthier to think about all the things you can reach.

>Lives in Finland which is a hell hole for people with even one of these problems

Mostly in Winter, that can fuck your mind really good (to the point that even you don't know who you are anymore). Get some sun, at least 10-15 minutes daily. In Winter, go to sauna. It helps.

> 120KG / 180cm

You have to lose about 40KG. Exercising is one thing. Since you are Finnish, you might want to look into celiac disease and it's various sub-diseases since this is something quite common here it seems. Knew somebody who had a really weird version of it and would only lose weight if she'd not eat any wheat/grain proteins (I think rice was ok, but not barley, rye, wheat etc. If she did, she'd become fat as fast as you can blow up a balloon).

Either way: Change diet to more healthy, eat less, burn more calories.

Do 10 pushups, 10 squats, 10 sit-ups and 10 burpees. Increase amount over time. Alternate exercise and resting days. Two days exercise, one day rest, One day exercise, Two days rest and one day exercise. Every week. It will also help you manage time. If you can keep it up for a month, you should have already shedded some weight + you've accomplished something.

>Still haven't been able to meet because both are unemployed and neither of us have an education despite having professional level skill and knowledge of our fields

The obvious solution is to get a degree in said field, again, you are Finnish so should be able to get it without having to take out loans (or taking a comfy loan instead of yeeting yourself into debt).

> Skin disorder

Probably treatable. We all have our flaws, some have them visible, some deep inside.

>Partner been distant in recent months, afraid of being alone again

That is sadly something you cannot do much about, or if you can, I do not know how. He probably has his reasons. You can always try talking to him (if you still talk with each other).

> Verge of suicide every 3-4 months for years but now it's almost monthly

Must be some reason for the verge, feelings of not being adequate or whatever. Relax, think about why you feel like that, and eliminate the cause of the feeling (for example, by accomplishing something you can be proud of).

One more thing: Baby steps. Small, little steps towards improvement. You decided to take stairs instead of hissi? It's already a step done. And then just comfortably slide into a better life. It takes a lot of power to pull yourself out of a spot like that, but you'll get it done eventually. Step by step by step.

>>392875

Make saddle with dildo attachment, ride horseback. Sounds like a good idea to finally achieve the ever elusive prostate orgasm. Or break your butthole, depending on how fast the horse goes.

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