Hi, almost a week ago i made this thread [0] here. I got a few resposnes that i read carefully and therefore i forgot.
Spanish anon recommended me a few spanish bible translations that i took note about and will look for soon, but also he recommended the embedded video here.
Today i remembered that i did not watch the video and went to look for that.
I just watched it and everything made sense, this is what happened to me, the person on the video seems to have had a similar experience with the Lord's prayer, to what i felt when i heard the "Serenity prayer" at my Alcoholics Anonymous for the first time.
I don't really know if i enjoy the AA meetings anymore, it seems that it's almost always the same. I am still sober and with no plans to drink again soon, but i feel now that what i really need is something more deep and spiritual, just like the video's title, "rediscover" my faith.
Then a new question comes up. My girlfriend is kind of a liberal, pro choice, feminist, pot smoker, etc. I live with here and i don't really feel comfortable anymore here, it's very difficult to live with one person that has a totally different take on life.
It is possible that i was drinking that much just to make this contradiction "dissappear" getting drunk. Now that i am sober, the problem is still here and i can actually see it instead of ignoring it with beer.
So fellow Anons, is there any advice i can take? I feel like i want to fix this to improve my life.
Again, thanks for reading ad sorry if there is any grammar/spelling mistake.
[0] https://8ch.net/christian/res/812828.html