>>751118
>caring about peoples opinions of you.
praises of God over praises of men.
you worrying about looking stupid is funnily enough a sign that you have too much pride. If you were truly humble, and realized that you were nothing, and also remembered how Our Good Lord was spat upon and mocked - God Incarnate - you would be more than willing to suffer along with Him in being despised. Or at the very least you would realize how insignificant your taco bell encounters are.
If that angle of perspective doesnt work, you can also interact with everyone you meet as if you are interacting with Christ (which you are). That should be more than enough to want to love and serve everyone, and your mind would cease to be on yourself, but on the other persons needs.
Pray more and be honest lad. Pray for me too if you can. Thanks
The peace of Jesus be with you