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God does not call the equipped, He equips the called
You exist to Glorify God with your life and if you exist in weakness and destitution, then you are the perfect bearer of a life that belongs to God
What use is God if you can be so bold as to say you are self sufficient in your worldly desires? If everything went your way would you even consider why you were created?
You have reached an impasse where you get to answer the call to let God act through your life. God is glorified when someone as helpless as yourself gives himself to God and He does great things through you because you have the intimate understanding that, without God, man is nothing
God has the strength you seek, God has the purpose you seek, God has the humanity you seek
The time for mourning your sins is over, all things work to your absolute good when you trust Christ but especially because He not only died the death we deserve, but also lived the perfect life we could never live
So be bold and sin no more and when you stumble and even fall, remember that Christ paid for that too