>If there's an afterlife, then this will continue somewhere else and your life here doesn't matter.
I think suicide is too good to be true. If we accept materialism to be true then it would only make sense you'll just come out of the darkness over and over again until the universe dies(im being optimistic of universe dying). My life could be meaningless but i still dont want to leave a mess thst others would clean up.
Life is just bs. Im so desentesized by it that im not even depressed anymore.
I dont think the guarantee of peace and silent nothing is even possible because we came from nothing and look where we are. I used to think about this every moment of the day to cope.
Ill still try my best in this life not because its beautiful or anything but just because of pure pragmatism.