I wish to say I am sorry. I've been sinposting as a radtrad Orthodox for a few weeks, pretending to be angry at Catholics, against racemixing, etc. In reality my views or those of my bishop are nothing like this. I have simply been angry at certain things, including this place, and so I resorted to anger and false flagging instead of prayer and humility.
Please forgive me for my sinfulness, my siblings in Christ, and if you cannot then please pray that God forgives and purifies me.
I have not been able to reach my church due to lack of funds for taking the train. I hope I can see my spiritual father and take communion again. I haven't even done the Dormition Fast.