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>>685822

>I abhor the character of God and his thinking

Why?

>>685822

>I abhor the character of God and his thinking regardless

What did Jesus say to make you hate him?

>>685822

>I abhor the character of God and his thinking regardless

Why?

>I clearly don't want a gratuitously cruel infinity and I cannot have an inverse of dishonestly living in a sequacious paradise.

Chocolate cake, everyone loves chocolate cake, it has a good taste, it has a a good smell, but it's not good to eat.

>Is this possible or should I just end this now and ask that despot in person?

Yes, go to church, pray when you have free time and before every meal, use the prayer given in the bible for contacting the holy spirit, remove sin from your life for at least month during all of this. Getting the creator of the universe to "talk" to you is much better than an empty life in sin.

>>685823

Well most people scoff when I tell them why. My point sounds juvenile initially but from experiential knowledge its profoundly accurate. As a black person I have realized my legacy as a member of the most inferior race, whether you believe that is true is irrelevant however. My granular data of our experiences and observations of our relation to human history validates every reason to believe God is as indifferent and utilitarian as they come. He's joker in his own game. This is all fun. I can't love that type of love. To me love is death. Jesus didn't die on a cross. Death died on a cross. And you know who killed him? The cross, that's us, not you, but my people. We are a reflection of the worse, the bottom of the spectrum and all its treachery. Aha this is such a dumb conversation to have with people who haven't digested this black a pill, it's not your fault. But yea anyways can I find a nice pad for myself and other's? (Not purgatory thanks.)

>>685826

>>685828

(answer)>>685830

prayer my friend does not work in the slightest, it almost enrages me when i do it, my inquiry is a mathematical one, is there a place or not that i may exist under those terms given, if not, death has a scheduled visit lol period, there is no chance of salvation in this life, not even the slightest

You come across as a LARPing pretentious retard. I recommend you rewrite this mess in a way that doesnt look like a machine trying to generate a random text with fancy words.

>>685830

>As a black person I have realized my legacy as a member of the most inferior race, whether you believe that is true is irrelevant however

Romans 9:18 Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden.

>He's joker in his own game. This is all fun. I can't love that type of love. To me love is death. Jesus didn't die on a cross. Death died on a cross. And you know who killed him? The cross, that's us, not you, but my people.

The jews were not black.

>prayer my friend does not work in the slightest, it almost enrages me when i do it, my inquiry is a mathematical one,

>>685833

granular (fine detail)

sequacious (intellectually servile)

two words that are uncommon the rest is common speak, relax you winnie the pooh smegma guzzler

>>685834

why did you bring up kikes lol? kk..

God doesn't harden anything, he lets things fail so they will come crawling back to him like like the manipulative coward he is, if he has a fetish for desperation and violence this bad he should have programmed me weaker and with less of an intellect, this level of absurdity cannot be overridden, God is a comedian, and life is a paradox, we live, to die, every day, because like Friday, it's good.

>>685843

And there is your true voice. Childish insults. Good job.

>>685846

>why did you bring up kikes lol? kk..

>Jesus didn't die on a cross. Death died on a cross. And you know who killed him? The cross, that's us, not you, but my people.

Because you mentioned them.

>God doesn't harden anything, he lets things fail so they will come crawling back to him like like the manipulative coward he is,

Why do you think God wants you to fail? The whole point of Christianity and sacrificing his only son is so we'd have a chance to find him and have him help us. He doesn't manipulate people into choosing him like Satan, you always have a choice. Your concept of God is inverted.

>if he has a fetish for desperation and violence this bad he should have programmed me weaker and with less of an intellect, this level of absurdity cannot be overridden, God is a comedian, and life is a paradox, we live, to die, every day,

You sound like a /pol/ack pretending to be black mawn with some entertaining pretentiousness sprinkled in.

>because like Friday, it's good.

What?

>>685822

>abhor the character of God

Anselm is responsible for this

>>685944

>purgatory

is that like the catholic toll house?

>>685830

If you aren't LARPing, then you're a self hating mess and you need to see someone instead of seeking help online. Hopefully God's love and a shrink can fix your retardation, but we can only pray.

>>685959

Isn't God the one that works faith in us? " for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven." … So if a person is hardened to God then what does that mean? It's not his time yet. So why polish a rock trying to turn it into a diamond when it literally takes a miracle for this to happen, not manly effort.

>>685968

We were given free will. You have to understand that God is beyond time, so from his perspective the past from yours may not be your "time", but from your perspective any time can be your time, now and until death. You have to accept and trust God, if you reject God in this life you will meet an eternity with out God.

Another important thing is the Holy Spirit will call to you, but you can not be fruitful in prayer alone. You can not face temptation alone, you can not trust in God alone, you can not have faith in God alone, you can do nothing with out God. You must pray even to pray better, for with out the grace of God you will never get anywhere.

Pray for humility, pray for faith, pray that the lord may enter your heart, ask for the holy spirit to come to you. It is always your time.

>>685847

no you didnt call me a retard right, i think jesus called it taking the wodd out of your own eye you scum winnie the pooh

>>685890

good friday should be everyday, that would be peace of mind to know that God is taking responsibility for the sequences of the world, like a parent who claims his childrens misbehavior, some dead beat parents are better here in my opinion, they don't have the awareness like God does and still outperform him in presence.

God and Satan are two faces on the same coin, two means to a final result, they both want you dead, one is brutally honest about how things are, the other uses a placebo to get you to override, the placebo of heaven works for most but not a realist, an analytical black man is the most nihilistic creature in society but the chances you find a product like him in nature, uncontaminated by populism, is divinely rare, like finding satans own son.

Jews are funny because they are like the brothers of blacks in thier supposed history of "persecution", yet they ended on top and blacks on the bottom, a stolen blessing like esau's, they are birthed from scum, not their fault though, i cant blame humanity only divinity

ah a sarah, a wise man, albeit not a practicing one, unfortunately smuggled into judaism 2.0, he would have been an excellent leader for our people back home, but i dont blame him, you cannot refuse against the man who writes tragedies

>>685956

calling god goodness and truth is the peak of laziness and the mark of a inferior mind because you know rationally saying that to someone holds no grounds, faith inst shared, you have to explain something of that level of obscurity, if i believe in essence the world is vile and you think not, then i believe the inverse of what you said, you moron, if anything the thirteen y.o would slobber on your amateurish postulating

>>685958

self hating? i dont hate myself, i hate god IF anything, im actually quie indifferent to him by choice, but by nature im programmed to find in some way then i boil, but i dont hate myself at all then i would have no argument and belive my thesis is inherently wrong, he is at fault not me, you mindless arrogant moron

>>685959

thats what faith is though, it must manifest, works, like the two sons, the winnie the pooh up and the dilgent one, the diligent one did all the right things but was not repaid, he hated his father deep down and fater wasnt even vindicated, since there is no progress from this quandry, then it is only a matter of time, before he kills me, becuase i nkow its impossible to kill him, hes great at it though, he wont even admit to knowing it happened

>>685988

oh yeah aha i forgot about those aha your right aha no one has ever told me about them aha i nnver read them aha XD thatll solve my lifelong intellectual probing aha ur smart man aha plz aha do more for mena aha

>>685981

Retardation: an abnormal slowness of thought or action; especially : mental retardation.

Describes you perfectly.

>As a black person I have realized my legacy as a member of the most inferior race, whether you believe that is true is irrelevant however.

You hate yourself. You see yourself as not only inferior, but the most inferior (That kind of thinking is what keeps you and your race decades behind).

You have also have zero understanding of the Bible because if you did, you would realize that God loves all of his creation. He sent his son to bring salvation to both the Jew and the gentile; that even includes you with your inferiority complex.

>>685995

i am most certainly not a sufferer of an inferiority complex nor cognitive dissonance, i am in fact ostracized in my community because i am a staunch opposer to the victim mentality and am a strict conservative, the irony is you vindicated me when you said "this is the kind of thinking keeping your race decades behind", why would we think this way for no reason brohter tell me? you are a morron who lives in a dainty illusion, you dont know what hell is, you are a hypocrite charlatan and as far as i am concerned emotionally and intellectually barren. Even jesus tried to understand our issue by doing something morbidly stupid, but it was futile and he knew it, he was just doing what he taught the jews to do, be a lawyer, he lawyered his way out of sin, by saying haha shit happens look what i went through bro, except he never went through racial malignment or oppression psychologically and classification, Im talking about PARTICULAR suffering, not suffereing in general, he made a bold claim of being god and reasonably got killed for it, if he is half as retarded as you then i fear i was right in my earlier thinking and this whole thing is in vain, you are scum, dont forget that brother aha regards

>>685999

trips confirms, satan is busy today

>>686000

double the orders today i guess ;)

>>686011

>calls me out for insulting others but first sidesteps that his peers insulted me first

>then insults me himself

lol you are the purest form of scum mate, but too idiotic and engorged of cowardice to admit that, jesus doesnt think you are a good follower so no need to act for the proverbial camera, you claaimg god is good and yadda yadda and cant do this or that like a militant dog you are doesnt prove anything you slack jawed monkey, the same argument can be made in inverse with actual metrics of human behavior to prove it, moron, you are simpleton level, like scraping the remains of a used anus

>>686014

You are LARPing, or just unwilling to listen even though people are answering your questions.

Leave.

>>685999

>I feel that my community is inferior

>My community ostracizes me

Hmmmmmmm

>>686034

unless you are retarded, those arent mutually exclusive, both of those are sound, however im here to speak on a certain point and some retard tried to pan so i nullified his stupidity, you are a joke, an embarrassment to your kind

>>686029

why do you keep saying im larping, it is you who is not listening, i listened to shit points and i responded, juvenile to the juvenile for some, my main question was only answered bye ONE person, the rest tried to ask different probes, so stfu you moron, the only one who is larping is you, the fraud of the hour

>>685822

Based on what you described about yourself, I think buddhism can give you exactly what you want. Buddhists don't try going to heaven. They basically use the eightfold path to avoid playing the game of God by not playing it.

>>686034

Even if you're right, that's actually how it is with black communities, when one of them tries to be better himself, the rest want to bring him down, it happens with Latinos as well.

>>685822

It's pretty simple dude. God will not force you to be with Him if you don't want to be with him. Sadly, for you, the only other alternative is hell. You pouting at God for not stopping evil or whatnot will not save you from hell, yelling it's not faaaaaaaair will not save you from hell.

>>686070

>choosing enslavement over fighting/death

Plenty fought and were killed, but blacks weren't largely Christian until cultural osmosis converted them several generations inward, and few peoples would choose extinction over hoping their blood is free somewhere down the line.

>>686056

i wish but buddism doesnt add up ontologically with the world and that is just one factor, i think catholicism hold up the best in my opinion

> Indulge me if you will.

No.

>>686070

the theory means nothing when its put in practice, i dont really give a winnie the pooh if God created satan, they are the same to my senses, one is honest the other isnt, my hate for god is mathematical because it is my programming, if i dont love him i hate him, if i could pick an emotion it would be indifferent because its neutral but its not possible but i try anyways, i am a christian nihilist and thats the true manifestation of my rational mind, i believe in paradox period.

>>686237

>>686070

it must add how funny it is that blacks heroes are always people who have to prove were human and fight oppression, as if we couldn't understand the point nature is telling us lol king kike is a funny guy

>>686087

im not pouting, im asking if there is a theological concept that is tailored for my situation, i am not critical of suffering, i am critical of UNIQUE suffering, specifically for ONE group of people, and its of those worse kind of spiritual demons, the ones that deplete dignity, this is above your capacity brother, no offense

>>686229

lol nature has a way of distinguishing the void and the tragic, thanks mate, your input is remarkably worthless

>>685830

>most inferior race

I think you've been reading too much /pol/. Inferiority must be understood in context of a catalog. There are things black people do better than white people on average and things white people do better than black people on average, but that doesn't mean anything with respect to overall, spiritual superiority/inferiority. All that matters is that God loves you, regardless of what you are, and that you can return that blessing by being the best person that God wants you to be. It may take time, but I pray that you will read the Bible and find wisdom there, and put it into practice in your own life. If nothing else, you may find calmness and comfort there that gives you the right framework to reassess everything and climb out of your rut.

>>686247

i get that in theory but in practice the life we live now also exists, i am wondering if i can get assurance that after death i get a continuation of this without a second death, i will deal with the rages here and there on my own. i am asking the great lawyer for a contract, to see if its possible

>>686249

brother i've done everything from theological research and investment to live months on end with monks to reconcile Gods work, what he did is blasphemous ironcially, the unforgivable sin he speaks of in the bible he commited himself becuase only he can truly know what it is, its to desecrate something of unfathomable value, blacks have been desecrated since birth, this is a vantage point only a black can TRULY understand, to be depleted of value and to be permanently postponed from security of knowing who you are in the grand scheme, our group has two factions, those who realize this and accept it subconsciously and live a life of hedonism and those who are deeply desperate for it not to be true, we pick our poison from the cobra himself, the snake who entered the garden is the one who created the garden itself lol its all a play, anyways thanks, and good luck to yourself

>>686280

the black race has the worst legacy of all races, we lost the "race", why everyone else tied.

im not prematurely saying prayer doesnt work, i actually tested this, i lived with monks for months, i almost killed myself in a monastery ironically enough but i persevered for the sake of truth. you dont have acess to this type of knowledge the experential kind, its my mistake to share this realm with you lol good luck with your candidacy, btw jesus will tell ya most wont make it lol so bottoms up

>>685822

I suggest you watch Fr Ripperger's 4 last things things video on YouTube to learn more and realise what afterlife really entails. As for your desire to be cut off from God yet not suffer as much, the best way to do that is not sin. Sinning increases how much one suffers in hell. You will still feel constant regret at your sins and not being in heaven though. Unbaptised babies for example go to the highest level of hell called limbo where they do not suffer at all due to not having sinned but do not see God. Obviously this is out of the question.

My advice to you is to repent and subjugate your will to love God. It will be very painful and difficult but the prize is eternal happiness vs eternal damnation. The final judgment sounds absolutely exhausting and horrific for the damned…

>>686328

>Unbaptised babies for example go to the highest level of hell called limbo

I was under the impression that that was an idea, but not necessarily true?

>>686301

False. Whites are the physically strongest race. Look at all the competitions.

>>686353

Do white people have wet ear wax or chalky ear wax like Asians?

>>686301

>muscle mass

im sorry but this is some tigger level thinking if you think that is a prized evolutionary advantage, and its not even at a degree where it is much more significant than whites, also your are getting into the shit flinging section of comparing genetics, i dont give a rats ass about that, we couldn't sustain a sophisticated flourishing society thats all that matters, if we are going to value metrics, and sadly prayer makes the indignant man more convicted in his cause

>>686328

i used to watch his videos when i realized he is just a rad trad like many potential traitors out there. limbo is not a supported concept anymore, its dead, http://www.vatican.va/roman_curia/congregations/cfaith/cti_documents/rc_con_cfaith_doc_20070419_un-baptised-infants_en.html

you dont have to die to go to hell, its already here, heaven and hell is in the heart, just later you may see it with your eyes

>>686330

refer to ..>>686468

devil = aggressive

jesus = passive aggressive

same shit different jew